I own nothing.....Sadly.....Sa-llie.
Previously:
-"Are you ashamed of me?" I asked her, feeling the tears build up blurring my vision, hiccups scaped my chest as the tears flowed down. I knew I wasn't good enough to deserve her, I wasn't worthy of her, yet I still had her, she was with me. I was too selfish, to think that she might have been ashamed of being with me, buut now that she knows that she's too good for me, now that she finally sees, all I could think of is how she really deserves someone better, someone smarter, prettier, wealthier, just simply better, better than me. I could feel my throat dry up, I wasn't getting eough oxygen to my lungs. She would leave me. I felt my heart break, the actual organ exploding in my chest, a horrible pain in my chest, the blood in my ears drowned Alice's mellodic voice, as black spots made it hard fo rme to see her beautiful face, I was gasping for air, and I felt Alice's hands touched my face, she face panicked and her lips moved but I couldn't hear a thing, then everything when Black.
Everything was dark, and cold, my world was summerged in freezing blackness, without my personal ray of sun life was meaningless. I knew that I wouldn't be able to fight for her, I knew that she deserved better, but how will I be able to give her up? and doom myself to a life without her? I knew she would leave me, that she would look for someone more suitable for her.
I feltmy body being shaken and my eyes fluttered, as my eyes got used to the lighting in the room, my eyes focused on the most heartbraking sight in the world as I sat up. An angel crying, and sobbing. Just listening to her sobs caused a tug in my heart. I reached out to whipe her tears away, her eyes were red from all the crying, she threw her arms around my neck and sobbed into my chest, pain filled sobs, it was horrible.
-" Allie, It's o.k? Everything will be alright," I tried to soothe her, as I ran my hand through her hair.
She pulled away and angrily whiped the tears, and narrowed her eyes at me and slapped me hard on the face. I pull my hand on the red mark that her small hand left imprinted on my face.
-" What the hell? Alice, why the fuck did you slapped me for?" I asked her confused while standing up, she hiccuped and she looked so broken, so vulnerable, as she walked towards the bed and plopped on it.
-" How dare you?" she whispered, she looked straight into my eyes, with new tears streaming down her face, "How dare you ask if I'm ashamed of you?" she squeazed her eyes shut as if in pain, and swallowed hard. " I'm not, never did, and never will ashamend of being with you, Bella I love you so much that there's no word in the universe, in existence that can fit 1/3 of my love for you, a simple I love you feels weak in comparasion. I try to give you all of me, all you need, all you desire, and yet you ask me if I'm ashamed of being with you?" she took a deep breath and asked, " Are you? Are you ashamed of being with me?" she wouldn't even look at me in the eyes as she asked this last question, her voice cracked.
I walked to her and sat next to her, and I placed my hand under her chin to force her to look at me, "Alice if I was ashamed of being with you would I have asked you t marry me earlier tonight?" I asked her whiping the tears off her gorgeous face. She shrugged and I chuckled. " I don't think I would have," I said then I remembered what brought up this conversation. " then why? Why don't your parents know about me?" I asked her.
-" They don't know because they don't know that I am a lesbian," she said in a sad whisper.
-" I thought they would have known, you have always being so out there," I said looking her in the eyes.
-" My parents don't support same sex relationship Bella, they might be slightly homophobic," she said pulling her eyes from mine, but since my hand was still under hher chin she couldn't turn her face away rom me. I leaned in and kissed her as gently as I could my lips barely brushed her.
-" I't ok, at least will have Cinthya and Lexi, Renee, Rosalie and Emmett, Jasper and Jacob, Angela and Ben, and Carlisle and Esme will definitavally be there, we don't need to tell your parents anything even though I really think we should at least invite them t the wedding, who doesn't want to be at their only daughter's wedding?" I asked her.
-" There's no point, they will totally disown me, when they find out," she shook her head, " I remember what they did to Cinthya when she told them that she was bisexual, they kicked her out, and disowned and she likes guys too, imagine what they'll do when they find you I only like girls?" she asked desperately. " Did you know that they told our grandparents that Cinthya died? When she told them and then went back to Phonenix?" she said visibly shacking.
-" Would you really want a relationship with someone who doesn't accept you for who you are? Do you really want to suffer this whole what if they found out? What are you going to do after we get married?" I asked her.
-" I don't know Belly, it's not like they are that supportive of anything we ever did," she relaxed a little and smiled at me, " I'm going to break up with my parents and tell them that I am getting married to the most worderful, and gorgeous woman on this planet," She said standing up and walking towards the door.
-" Alice where are you going?" I asked her.
-" To call my parents and tell them, silly," she said with a duh expression on her face.
-" Allie, it's 3: 17am, why don't we wait a couple of hours until you call them?" I said opening my arms for her, she nodded and ran into my arms and crashed her lips to mine.
-" You're mine," she said pulling away from the kiss, her eyes seemed darked with lust.
-" Always, only yours," I said as she pushed my back into the bed, and strandled my waist.
-" Ready for round 4?" she asked huskily, and sultry.
-" Are we going to sleep at all tonight?" I asked her jokingly.
-" Sleep? That's only a waste of time," she said as she dragged her tongue in between my breat, down to my belly, and she dipped her tongue in my navel, and continued her path down south until she reached the bounble of nerves, she flicked my clit, and I buckled. She chuckled darkly.
She ran her tongue all around my slit, painfully slow, she flattened her tongue and pressed it against my slit and slowly lapped at it. I couldn't handle being teased anymore, my heart was racing in my chest, my souther areas where on fire and in great need of being extinguished, my sences and everyone of them were haywire, I needed her in me desperately.
-" Allie, I need you in me, please?" I begged her, she mumbled something against my skin sending delisiously painfull vibrations up to my entire body I wrapped my fingers in her raven like hair and pushed her further into my skin, she hummed and vibrations were shoot up to my body, my back arched, and she introduced her tongue into my pussy.
-" Oh. God!!?" I screamed as she sticked out her tongue and back in, over and over again, until I came screaming her name into the candle light room. I was breathing hard and she pulled away from my and started lick her lips as if she just finished the most delicious thing in the world and was desperately trying to get the little bit of taste left in her lips.
-" You never answered me," I said as she laid her head on my chest.
-" I did too," she said in her childish whine, that made me smile.
-" What was your answer then? Because I did not heard your answer,"I said as I ran my fingers through her hair.
She hid her face from me, and mumbled something I didn't get.
-" Allie, I can't understand what you're saying," I said laughing, at her silliness.
She turned her face to see me an dher eyes glows with the dimmed canddle light, and immense love, " said, 'but I can't get enough of you to stop', and ' mamma taught me better than to talk with my mouth full,".
-" I love you, so much, it hurts," I told her caressing her cheeks and lower lip.
-" I love you, so much, that I would stop existing when you decide to leave me," she said.
-" Never, I could never leave you," I said frowing.
She yawned, and I giggled " Someone got tired?" I asked. She nodded meekly. And cuddled closer to me, " Sleep, my sweet angel," I told her as I could see her body realx, I wrapped my arm around her waist and drifted to sleep.
