We're getting ready to go to the hospital. This is so crazy. I'm having my baby girl so soon. Theses contractions are killing me! Ugh the pain is torture. I just wish this was over! This is almost unendurable.
Just stand the pain for Aimee I thought to myself. For her I will endure this pain. She means the world to me already. I just can't wait to meet her. She'll beautiful.
"Bella its time to go now. I got everything we need. Come on." Edward said. I love this more than anything next to our precious daughter.
"Okay Edward. This pain is getting worse and worse." I waddle out of the house and try my best to get in the car until Edward helped me. He is so helpful. We're speeding to the hospital now and when we got there our family was already there. You could tell it was them they had balloons and a wheelchair already.
We got parked and Emmett helped me out of the car and into the wheelchair. I was so ready to have my little Aimee. I got wheeled into the hospital. It hurts so bad. I curled over my bulge in pain. The pain was so intense I let out a whimper. Well I thought it might have been a whimper. It turns out it was more of a scream.
They get me in a room and get help to lay on the bed after I have changed. I lay there on the bed in pain. So many contractions! I don't know if I can do this. I have to wait god knows how long for my doctor to come in and see me.
"UGH!" that was a bad contraction.
"Its okay love." Edward says grabbing my hand. He put me this through this.
"I can't do this Edward. It hurts." I'm trying my best to keep from crying. Its not working. A tear slipped from my eye.
Finally the doctor comes in. "Hello Bella. How are you?" Does he really have to fucking ask.
"I would be fine except I'm in SO much pain you know?" Hell he will NEVER know.
"Yes I see that. Well I'll check and see how dilated you are and we'll go from there."
He checked to see how dilated I was and I was 5 cm. That means I can have my Epidural! That makes me so happy. My doctor sent a nurse to give me my Epidural. Ahhhhh I was starting to relax a little. The pain was very dull. A few hours later the doctor came in and checked to see how far I was.
"Well Bella it looks like its time." The doctor said in a clear voice.
"Time for what?" I ask in utter confusion.
"Time to bring this baby into the world"
This isn't happening. I'm not ready. Not yet. I want to have at least a little more time yet I want to meet my Aimee.
"Okay doctor I'm ready." He put my feet where they were supposed to be and then we were ready to get this going. Edward came up to my side and held my hand. After 10 minutes I heard the most wonderful sound fill the room: my baby's cry. Her cry brought tears to my eyes. I was so drained but I just want to hold her once before I rest a while. They placed my baby in myarms and she stopped crying. I can't believe this is my baby she was so beautiful. Edward came up and kissed my forehead.
"You did it." he said in a proud voice. "She's beautiful."
"She sure is" I look at her and smile. I hand her off to Edward as I felt like I was going to pass out any minute.
"Rest love. You need it" Edwards say. I know I'm tired. He's probably right. Before I closed my eyes I smiled at the sight that I saw. Daddy and baby. They looked so cute together and with that I went to sleep.
