Hey everyone! This one is super long! So be prepared. This one is my absolute favorite one tht I've ever made so I really hope y'all like it! :D

Shout out: LoveShipper- love her reviews! swagmasterlol- for sharing a link to me of a wiki page of an episode of where Kick mite kiss! Also to rockyb12110 and xx-AlrightHatersFloorsYours-xx two great authors that left FF.

Am I the only one who doesn't go on wiki bcuz wen I mentioned the 'Jack Stands Alone' episode everyone knew wat it was about bcuz they said they found it out on wiki.

Warning: You might need tissues.

Enjoy!


Song: I Hate You, Don't Leave Me- Demi Lovato


Hey, yeah yeah

We were perfect. I loved him, he loved me. There were no problems at all.

I hate you, don't leave me

But overtime, that changed.

I feel like I can't breathe

Flashback

"Hey babe," Jack greeted me. We moved in an apartment together since we go to the same college.

"Hey. So what are we gonna do today?" I asked him curiously.

"We are going to go on a date," he said while tapping my nose playfully.

"Will you tell me where?"

"Nope. You'll have to find out."

"Ugh! I hate you," I joked.

"Oh come on. You love me."

"Yeah I do," I admitted. He leaned in and gave me a sweet kiss.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too."

Months Later

I was in the kitchen on my phone when Jack stepped out of our room with his jacket on and he headed towards the door.

"Where are you going?" I walked towards him.

He stopped and turned around.

"I'm just going out," he replied with a hint of anger in his voice. Then he turned back around, but I stopped him before walking to the door.

I stepped closer. "Where are you going, Jack?"

He turned around again and walked up to me. "I'm just going out," he emphasized each word.

"Why won't you just tell me where you're going?"

"Because I don't need to tell you anything! Stay out of my business, Kim!" his yelling caused me to step back. My eyes started to feel watery. The look on his face softened.

"Look Kim, I didn't mean to-" I cut him off.

"No. Just go to wherever you're going." I ran into our room after saying that. I locked the door and started crying. Jack had never yelled at me like that before.

End of Flashback

That was when we started falling apart.

Just hold me, don't touch me
And I want you to love
But I need you to trust me
Stay with me, set me free

On that night, when Jack got home, I was already in bed, but the sound of the door closing as he walked in woke me up. I pretended I was sleeping because I didn't want to talk to him. It felt like we were a married couple going through a divorce. I hate that feeling. Jack got in bed next to me and I felt lips on my cheek and his arm wrapped around me.

Flashback

"I know that you're awake," he whispered in my ear. Seriously? He can tell that I'm not asleep?

"I'm still not gonna talk to you."

"You just did."

I sighed. "Good night."

"Kim, we're talking about this," he started. I turned and faced towards him.

"Okay say what you want to say."

"I'm sorry that I yelled at you. I didn't mean it," he apologized.

"Can you tell me where you went?" I didn't want to start it again, but I wanted to know.

He took my hands in his. "I just went to the dojo." I knew that was a lie.

"Why couldn't you just tell me that? We wouldn't have fought if you would've just told me," I said. He shrugged.

"Let's go to sleep," he said and wrapped his arm around me again and pulled the blankets over us.

End of Flashback

But I can't back down
No, I can't deny
That I'm staying now,'cause I can't decide
Confused and scared, I am terrified of you

I heard a car door slam. That must be Jack. He sometimes goes to the dojo to help Rudy out a litlle.

"Hey Kim," Jack said casually as he walked in. I was cutting some vegetables for dinner. This was Jack and I's favorite meal. His mom used to make it for him and she taught me.

I admit I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said

"So how was it today?" I asked.

"It was good," he said while looking down at the food I was making.

"Kim, you're supposed to put the meat in there before you add the vegetables."

"Well, I usually cook it this way so it'll be fine."

"It won't taste the same if you do it this way," he complained once more. I put down the knife and looked at him.

"I've made it this way tons of times before, you'll live."

"Maybe that's why it tastes like shit!" he started yelling.

"Why do you always have to be such a dick!" I admitted. His hand went up and clos to my face. I closed my eyes and waited for the impact.

Nothing.

I slowly open my eyes and see Jack's face looking at me with anger and guilt. I looked at him shocked but mostly scared.

Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain

After a minute of silence between us, I went straight towards our room and grabbed my purse and made my way to the door. Jack didn't even try to stop me, he didn't even say anything. Tears started falling out of my eyes.

I hate you, don't leave me

I took out my phone and called Jerry.

We're pretty close, like brother and sister even though he goes to a dance academy that's like twenty minutes away from Jack and I's college.

"Hey Kim! What's up?" Jerry said with that normal amount of excitement in his voice. I was already sobbing.

"Hey, hey. Are you okay? What's wrong?" he asked sounding worried.

I took a deep breath and talked but my voice was shaky.

"Hey. Um, I was wondering if you could pick me up," I said more like a statement not a question.

"Yeah. Sure. At your place or?"

"Yeah and can you please be here soon?" I sniffed.

"You're lucky. I'm actually five minutes away from your place right now. I'll be there soon." We both hung up. After five minutes, Jerry finally go here. I hopped into his car.

"So where do you wanna go?"

"Can I stay over at your place for the night?" I asked while looking at him.

"Yeah sure," he replied and started driving. "W-Where's Jack?" he seemed hesitant to ask. I looked out the window. "I'll tell you later."


We arrived at his house. When I walked in I saw Mika cooking something.

"Hey Kim! What a surprise to see you!" she walked up to me and gave me a hug. I needed that.

I smiled. "I just need a place to stay for the night." Her smile dropped.

"What happened?"

"I'll explain to you guys later," I said looking at both Jerry and Mika. They nodded understandingly.

"Well, dinner's ready. Let's eat," Mika announced.


"So that's when Mika picked up Tootsie and took him home!" Jerry said while laughing. He was telling me a funny story of when they were playing a prank on Phil.

"C'mon. Let's put the dishes away," Mika said. I was about to pick up my plate but that's when Jerry did it for me.

"Uh-uh. You're our guest," he said while getting up to put the dishes in the sink.

"Well you guys are letting me sleep over so I have to help somehow," I said.

"You can pass me that bowl," Mika said. I handed it to her.

"So what do you guys want to do tonight?" Jerry asked.

"Let's get Kim situated in the guest room," Mika suggested.

I got my purse and Mika showed me the way to the guest room. I fell down on the bed and sighed. Jerry came into the room.

"So, do you want to tell us what happened?" Jerry asked while sitting down on the bed next to Mika. I sat up.

I hate you, don't leave me
'Cause I love when you kiss me
I'm in pieces, you complete me

"So... Jack and I have been have problems lately. And today he came home from the dojo and I was making his favorite meal when he was saying that I was making it wrong and he said that it tasted like shit the last few times I've made it," I paused and took a deep breath before continuing.

But I can't back down
No, can't deny
That I'm staying now, 'cause I can't decide

"I told him that he was being a dick. So that's when he was about to slap me, but when I opened my eyes he just looked angry and guilty."

Confused and scared, I am terrified of you

Jerry and Mika looked surprised. "So that's why I called and asked if I could stay over," I explained.

"I can't believe Jack would do that," Jerry said sadly. Mika rubbed his back, comforting him. "Wait, so how are you gonna confront him about it?" Mika asked. I shrugged. I honestly had no idea. I can't go home now.

Jerry's phone suddenly rang. He took it out of his pocket. "It's Jack," he said. I nodded my head in yes that he could answer it.

"Hey Jack." After a few seconds Jerry then looked over at me. He put the phone on speaker.

"Look I know she's over there. Can I please talk to her?" Jack sounded sad and not angry anymore. I thought about it for a second. I put the phone off of speaker and gave it back to Jerry.

"Sorry bro she doesn't want to talk to you right now. Just give it a day, okay?" Jerry hung up.

I admit I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said
Just hear me out before you run away

"Well, good night. And thank you so much again guys," I said breaking the silence. They both smiled. "No problem," Mika said. "Night," they said as they walked out of the room.

I got ready for bed and lastly checked my phone. Five messages from Jack saying that he was sorry. I put my phone on the night stand and turned off the lamp. The bed felt empty, like I was missing someone. Missing someone like Jack.

'Cause I can't take this pain, no


I woke up. I look around the room. I was still in the guest room. I was hoping that was all a dream. I got out of bed and went to the kitchen. Mika was cooking some bacon and eggs.

"Morning, Kim," she greeted. I smiled. "Morning," I said back. "Where's Jerry?" I wondered, looking around.

"He's still sleeping, but I will have to wake up his butt soon." I giggled and so did she. "You're very lucky to have a guy like Jerry."

"Why thank you," Jerry said as he walked into the room and kissed Mika on her cheek. "But I'm serious. You're a really good guy."

"And so is Jack," he started. I let out a deep breath. "You guys will be okay," Mika said. "We promise," Jerry finished.

"Come here," I opened my arms for them in a hug. We all hugged each other. "So, who wants breakfast?" Mika asked. "Me!" Jerry replied excitingly.

"I'm actually gonna go home to Jack, if you don't mind driving me home, Jerry?" I asked. "Are you sure you don't want to eat first?" Mika asked. "No thank you. I'll probably be eating with my boyfriend." Jerry and Mika smiled. "But thank you guys so much again."

"Ah, don't mention it. You're family," Jerry said. I went back into the guest room and grabbed my purse. "Okay, I'm ready." I said when I got back into the kitchen. "Wait, Jerry. Why don't I drive her?" Mika volunteered. "Are you sure?" Jerry asked. "Yeah, you stay here and eat. Hold on a second Kim I need to get my purse."

"Okay, let's go." We said bye to Jerry before we went to the car and drove off.


"Thanks again, Mika!" I waved to her. I nervously walked to my apartment. Hopefully it'll be okay. When I stepped inside it was quiet. I shut the door and tiptoed to the bedroom. The door was closed. I opened it slowly.

There was Jack. Sitting on the bed. Looking at me.

"I-" Jack cut me off. "Why didn't you answer my texts?" he asked. His voice was low with a bit of anger. I tried to speak again, but he kept on asking questions.

"Why didn't you talk to me when I called Jerry?" He stood up and walked up to me and I backed away slowly. He stopped walking. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to raise my hand like that," he apologized. He stepped closer, I took a step back.

"Kim. Stop," he said sternly. I was a bit scared now.

"I'm sorry, okay? Can't you just accept my apology?" he asked. That was when I started talking. "That's it? Just an apology? And we're just gonna go back to the way we were?" I asked.

I'm addicted to the madness
I'm a daughter of the sadness
I've been here to many times before

"That's all you have to say to me?! Jack, it's been so horrible between us!" I paused. "It isn't how it used to be! You became someone that I don't know anymore. But I still need you here. You used to treat me right and love me, but now we're so separated and not like how it used to be. I don't want you to leave me because I need you! But you're never there for me anymore! You never hold me like how you used to!" Tears were running down my face.

Been abandoned and I'm scared now
I can't handle another fall out
I'm fragile, just washed up on the shore

"I feel like nobody loves me anymore! Like you don't care about me! Everyone in my family except for my aunt hates me! They all left me, but my aunt is the only family member I have left!"

They forget me, don't see me
When they love me, they leave me

"But I had you and the guys, but I barely see Milton and Julie and Eddie's gone, Rudy I don't see often because I don't have time to go to the dojo and Jerry and Mika were nice enough to take me in for the night! You guys are all I have, but I barely get to see them and you just push me away! You never touch me like you did," I took a breath.

I admit I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I've said

"And you never tell me you love me," I said softly.

Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain

He grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me. The kiss was filled with love and passion, something I haven't felt in a long time. We broke apart from the lack of air. I rested my forehead against his.

No, I can't take this pain

"I do love you, Kim. I honestly don't know why I have been acting the way I have, but I will try to stop. I want us to get better Kim. I want this relationship to last," he said. He wiped away the fresh tears rolling down my face.

I hate you, don't leave me

I pull him into a hug. I feel so safe in his arms. He pulls me closer to him as much as he can. I whisper to him.

"I hate you, please love me."


... Just take a moment here. I really hope u like this ending. I wasn't sure how to end it, but I wanted her to say tht. And of course Kim doesn't hate him, and they both love each other a lot. This is the longest one I've ever written and I'm very proud and happy wit it. This one is definitely my favorite!

IMPORTANT: I'm so sad. I almost cried about this. Olivia Holt is going to have a new show on Disney next year and that might mean that Kickin' It will not return for a fourth season or there will be no Kick. :'( Even though I'm a fan of hers, I don't think that that new show is neccessary and I'd rather have her just in Kickin' It. So tell me your thoughts on this too!

PLEASE REVIEW! I want to know if u guys liked this one!

-LiveYourPassions