"Where do you want to go?" Sasuke asks me as he watches me get dressed. How should I know? I've never been on a date and I wasn't expecting Sasuke to ever ask me on a date either. What should I say? What would the appropriate thing to say be right now?
"I don't know," I answer cautiously. I don't want him to be mad at me because I can't think of anything. What if he calls off the date entirely? I don't want that to happen. I have to think of something before he gets mad at me.
"It's fine," Sasuke smiles at me. "Why don't I just take you out to lunch?"
"Okay," I smile back at him. "Where are we going to go?" I hope its anywhere, but the ramen stand. I hate ramen, but it's the only thing that I can afford so I still eat it and it's really the only place that Sasuke ever takes me out. I don't want that. I want this to be a date where we do something different. At least that's what I think a date is. I've never actually been on one so I have no clue really.
"Hmm," Sasuke thought for a moment as I finally finish getting dressed and sit back down on the bed. Sasuke still hasn't moved to get dressed. Maybe he's not as excited about this date as I am. I don't want to force him to go anywhere if he doesn't want to. "Why don't we go to that barbecue place? The one that we can cook our own food."
"Really?" I've never been there before. It's an expensive place so I've never been able to afford it.
"Yea," Sasuke smiles as he finally stands up to get dressed on his own. Only then do I realize that he actually has to go to the other room to get dressed because none of his clothes are in my room. He was just waiting for me to get ready so that we could continue talking. I shouldn't have doubted him. He said that he loves me and that should be enough, but I'm still not sure if I can really believe that. What if there's something else that he wants to use me for that I just don't know about? What if he's just trying to keep me by his side for that little bit longer so that he can use me then? No. He said he loves me. But does he really? "How about after that," Sasuke continued, "we go shopping to get you some new clothes?"
My clothes are getting really old. The mends that I've done to my orange outfits are all but falling out. They won't last much longer, but "You don't have to do that."
"I want to," Sasuke smiles. He's been smiling a lot lately. I wonder what's making him so happy.
Sorry again that I forgot to post these chapters. I hope you enjoy them nonetheless.
