mmmmh I don't own Gundam Wing or any of these characters except Yohevet and Zappora, they are mine. Well I don't own the song Loser by 3 Doors down, nor do I own the song Hangin' by a moment by Lifehouse. So please don't sue me. Oh, and enjoy. ^_^

My hair turned back to normal. It turned pink and up in it's cones. It gracefully fell to my feet. I heard Adin moving around. He was waking up. Were almost there. I sighed, I knew something Adin didn't. A war was coming again in his dimension. 'Peace is never forever.' i thought. He sat in the chair still with a disturbed look on his face. I was on the other side of the room messing with the controls. "Shit, one of ryo-ohkie's engines is jacked up." i said aloud. I looked back at Adin, he still had that disturbed look. I floated over to him and leaned down. My lips brushed his fore-head and he sighed happily.

I walked out of the control room into the part of the ship I added on. I went into my room and pulled out my locket. "Im coming home, mom." i said as i set it back down. I pulled out an towel and bikini. I need to go in the spa I attached to this ship.
I put the bikini on and rapped the towel around my waist. I walked past Adin and heard him moan out my name. I smirked and kissed his lips with my eyes closed. Next thing I knew he pulled me into his lap. I opened my eyes to see a devilish smile on his lips. "You tricked me!" i said and he smiled. "I knew if i moaned your name you would give me a kiss." he said. I rested my fore-head to his and he kissed my nose. "I love you." he said and picked me up. I squealed. "Adin, not now." i said. He grunted and began to walk to my room. I phased to behind him. "I need to relax in the spa. Your welcome to sleep in my room." i said as I walked over to the door that lead to the spa. I heard him walk to my room. He went to sleep.

I laid in the spa in the bikini relaxing. 'This is soothing.' I thought. All of a sudden I heard an Alarm go off. Shit, space police. I thought as i ran into the main room. Adin was in their looking at the ships. "Fuck, there are thousands of them" I screamed. I then appeared in my space pirate outfit with my hair red and short again. "Rini, your in your mom's place, don't worry about it." adin said. I looked at him and shook my head. "it's not that easy, i can't let people know who i am." i said with a desperate look on my face. Adin pulled me into his embrace and held me tight while whispering in my ear "Then lets get out of here." I looked up at him and shook my head again, i could hear him sigh. "Rini, I love you with all my heart, you have to except the fact of who you are, leave this life and live with your mother. I'll take this ship and go back to my home." he said. "do you really think it's that easy??" i said "I can't just leave this. I worked hard for this title, for a reason, I can't say." "Give this up, please for me. I want you happy and I know with your mom you will be happy." he said. "No, I'll be happy when, when I leave this place!" i screamed and pushed Adin into my teleport vault. "Bye Adin." I said as I pushed the button to send him back to his place. I saw the look of pain in his eyes before he disappeared. This is my last act, better go down with a big bang.

I put my black shadow mask on and appeared in space infront of my space ship. "POWER OF THE STARS COME TO ME!" i said and everything glowed around me. "KA MEHAMEAHAAAA!!!" i screamed as i blasted all of the space ship away except one. The Jurian Space Ship. I looked at it and saw Tusami looking at me. She sent a jurian blast full ahead at me i put up ryo-ohkie's shield around her and took the blast. I couldn't feel my body, everything is gone. I saw a ship coming near me. 'mom' i thought. She was in it, i could feel her aura.

I woke up in a huge room. There was a lady in white with long blonde hair looking at me with loving eyes. "Are you ok?" she asked. "Yes." i said while siting up and then stood up. "Who are you?" i said slowly looking at her. Those sky blue eyes so familiar. "I am Neo Queen Serenity, your mother." she said as a tear slid down her face. I hugged her tightly, I knew it, somehow i knew it.

3 years had pasted, I had became quite the young lady, 19 years old now. I was tired of this place, I wanted to leave. The balls where so boring and the only one I could talk to was a cat named Diana who was my guardian. I sighed as I looked around the gardens. Im leaving this place, now. I stood up and went into my room. I put on my catholic school girl outfit on, the black plaid skirt and the white shirt. Hn, I swear, I wish my breast would stop growing now, they get to big. My luck I suppose, I stayed with the three buttons undone. I put on my black knee high boots on. I stood up after I laced them and looked in the mirror. 'Im gone.' i thought as I picked up my black back pack. I put it over my shoulders and went to the space port where Ryo-ohkie and Ken-ohkie was kept.

I put ken-ohkie in cabbit form and stepped into Ryo-ohkie. "Mama's home." i said as the lights came on in it. "To the Gundam Dimension." time to pay Adin a visit. Ryo-ohkie speeded off to the dimension where my love was. This Princess stuff wasn't for me. I felt lost once I was back here, I always came back here. To Adin. I felt I had lost everything, I didn't know what I had lost, I just lost it. On some level, I suppose you could relate, but I can't. I never will, things don't seem the same. I was right about the war that was coming here, it had happened. Adin, saved Relena Dorlian, and disappeared.

It was a morning, the morning of my 20th birthday. I had planed to get out of my bed and do some shopping, after that, I was headed to piccolo's. My house was 3 stories tall. I lived with a friend of mine named Yohevet. She was jewish and fun to joke with. She taught me hebrew and he sister Zappora moved in with us 5 months ago. The middle floor it there's and the top is mine, the bottom is the kitchen and all that good stuff. We have 2 guest rooms. I had a huge stone balcony for my room. The room is huge, not as big as my room in the Moon Palace, but it's big. I looked out side the vanity windows, too sunny. I stood up and stretched. I had a big black shirt on with a mean looking dog on it saying "You want some of this?". I walked down the stairs to the kitchen. "Shalom." said Zappora as she cooked breakfast. That girl could cook, like no tomorrow, she loved to. "What's that I smell?" I said. "Latcus, and some kuskus" I smiled as she said this. I took a latcus that was made and eat it. "NO! NO!" she yelled. "Oiy! I swear, girl Im gonna fry your hand." she said.


I sighed and went to the living room. I smiled as I put in my 3 Doors Down CD. I put it to # 2 and put it up all the way to wake Yohevet up.

Breathe in right away, nothing seems to fill this place
I need this every time, take your lies get off my case
Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this
This will fall away, this will fall away

I walked up to her room and knocked on her door. "OIY, TURN IT DOWN!!" she screamed. "Not till you wake up." I said smiling. She soon came out of her room and shoved me. "Yeah!" I said and walked down the stairs with her following. "Get some cloths on for goodness sake." said Yohevet. I shrugged and walked up to my room, they were like my sisters. Which sometimes was annoying.

You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah

I slowly raised back from my room wearing my catholic school girl outfit and my knee high boots. I ran down the stairs and grabbed my trench coat. "Where is she off to now?" i could here Zappora ask Yohevet. "I think she is out to the gardens near the Sanq Kingdom. YOu know she loves to go wonder around them. She talks to Relena sometimes." replied Yohevet. I ran back over to them and grabbed a latcus and ran out the door. "COME BACK WITH THAT LATCUS!" I heard Zappora scream.

This is getting old, I can't break these Chains that I hold
My body's growing cold, there's nothin Left of this mind or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher

Relena was one of my good friends as well, every now and then I walked or ran to the gardens to talk to her. I was her support for continuing to go to work. She met Adin, well Heero, she said. I knew that we would be good friends, and we were. She hadn't seen him since the end of the last battle. Adin knew I was here and if he wanted to speak with me he would. I ran up to Relena and hugged her. "REL!" I said and she laughed. "Hello Rini. How are you?" she asked. "Im good, I can't stay long Yohevet has stuff to do with me. Birthday stuff, you know. I brought you a latcus, made by Zappora." I said as I handed the latcus to her. She just smiled and pulled out a box. "Happy birthday Rini." she said as she handed it to me. I opened it as fast as I could, it was small could have a bracelet in it. As I opened it I saw two tickets to 3 Doors Down concert. I squealed and hugged her. "You'll come with me right?" I said jumping up and down. "If you want me too, I'll see what I can do." she said. "I really Need to go, see you later Relena and THANK YOU!" i said as I ran back to my place.

This will fall away, this will fall away
You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser
You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser

I came in and put the tickets in my room in a safe place, I told the girls and they said I was lucky. "RINI!!! COME ON!!!" Yohevet and Zappora yelled at me. I ran to the car which was a black BMW. I bought it so I was driving. Yohevet and Zappora sat in the car and we went to the mall.

We came back with bag after bag of stuff. We all went shopping, I have lots of new cloths and lots more. I went over to the TV and put it on. The next thing I saw was swarms of people running on the screen and the new lady saying "The Sanq Kingdom is under attack! Just a few minutes ago mobile dolls came swarming down the sky and began to fire." I looked at Yohevet and Zappora. They new about my gundam and they nodded to me. I ran up to my room and pulled out a dives. "Ryo-ohkie, Im coming up." i said into it.

I phased to into my space ship. I ran to were Shi Tenshi was kept. I looked up at it. I was going into a battle, I knew how to fight with it and it had the zero system now which I easily controlled. I got into it and went to the earth as fast as possible. Adin would show up if this was here. The Gundams had been destroyed except mine. Though, I believe Adin rebuilt his. I was right because when I got there He was in Wing Zero. I began to kill mobile doll after doll. I was going to protect my friends and keep peace, The wing zero hadn't noticed me yet.

I pulled out my beam saber and that's when Adin sent me a warning shot, or shots. I pulled the beam saber up to Wing Zero and sent Adin a message. "That's no way to treat your lover." i said and moved my beam saber. I began to kill more dolls and I had some fun I have to itmit. THe battle field was thrilling to me.

After the battle I had to hide my gundam, otherwise, Relena would want it gone. The fact that there were still gundam's made her day worse. I didn't mean to, I was just trying to protect her.

After putting my gundam up I went to piccolo's dimension. He was throwing a party for me. When I walked in I saw my mother there. I wanted to leave right then. I left that place because, it was killing my soul, it was killing who I am. I looked up at her. She smiled and hugged me while whispering "I know why you left." I looked up at her and smiled.

That night was weird, we did allot of partying and I found myself in a hotel on L1. I supposed it was Washu, she was there. Im sure it was. I was walking around that afternoon. I looked around and bumped into Adin. I looked at him and he looked at me with a sad look. I was still wearing what I was wearing yesterday. He had a sad look and I know why. I had hurt myself in the battle and some of the control panel come off and made a huge cut on my shoulder and leg. I had that repaired since that happened I had Washu do some extra upgrading on it.

I hugged Adin so tight to me. I thought he would disappear. I felt him pick me up into his arms and before I knew it her was whispering sweet nothings in me ear like old times. I smiled as I looked up at him. "Come live with me." i said and saw his mood change. "I-I can't." he said. "Why?" i asked. "Im afraid if I get to close to you, you'll die." he said. I held him tight to me. "Adin, you couldn't get rid of me even if you wanted to." i said and he smiled. "I hope your right." "I am." i replied.

I took him home with me, Yohevet and Zappora just shook my head as we walked into my room. I shut the door behind us and he looked at me with lust in his eyes. He slowly put his hand on my cheek, his head came close to mine and it ended up into a passionate kiss, just what I had been wanting.

My radio was one and the song Hangin' by a Moment by Lifehouse played. Adin began to pull off his jacket to revile his green tank top. I smiled at him and took off my trench coat letting it drop to the floor with his jacket. He began to undo the button's to the shirt as I began to pull his shirt off. All at once his shirt went off and as did mine. I stood there in a skirt and bra and him with his jean pants on and the song seemed to fit the mood.

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Im closer than I started
Im chasing after you.

He rapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in for another kiss which I of course took. I rapped my arms around his neck as he began to nibble and kiss my neck. I moaned out his name slowly. "...Adin.." He moved his head too look in my eyes. He eyes were filled with love, god how much I love him. "I love you." he said as he began to walk me to my bed.

Im falling even more in love with you.
Let go of all I've held on to
Im standing here intill you make me move
Im hangin' by the moment you went through.

Forgetting all im lacking
Completely incomplete.
I'll take your invention.
You take all of me

He gently laid me on the bed and smoothed my face in kisses. His hands roomed my stomach, back and front chest. I felt I was going to burst from all the emotions I felt. I missed him too much. I ran my fingers through his hair and up an' down his chest. I felt his scars and slowly rubbed each of them which made him moan my name. I could feel his member against my thigh through his pants.

Now Im fallin even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held on to
Im standing here intill you make me move
Im hangin' by the moment you went through.

Wanting for the only thing I know
Im running to catch you when you fall
I don't know what im turning into.
Im hangin' by the moment you went through.

Cause nothing els is better
there's nothing els to find
there's nothing in the world
that can change mind
there is nothing els
there is nothing els
there is nothing els

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Im closer than I started
Im chasing after you.

Im falling even more in love with you.
Let go of all I've held on to
Im standing here intill you make me move
Im hangin' by the moment you went through.

Im livin for the only thing I know
Im running to catch you when you fall
and i don't know what im turning into
just hangin' by a moment you went through
just hangin by a moment
hangin by a moment
hangin by a moment
hangin by a moment you went through

There were no limits that night, and I loved it. I woke up that morning to look up at him. I laid on his chest and the sheets covered our bodies. I smiled as the light from the sun went through the drapes on the vanity. and on his face. He looked so peaceful and so handsome. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile as he pulled me up to a kiss. I ran my fingers through his hair again. It hadn't grown much, he most likely kept it cut. I loved the way it covered his face, though when it covers his eyes I become angered. I love his Prussian blue eyes, they can see right through me sometimes and I love it, I absolutely love him. I didn't think it was possible but Im falling even more inlove with him.

Hey! What do you think? I worked hard on it and it's long. Sorry it took so long though. Please R&R.