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Jensen swallowed hard. Shit I must have been just a tad louder then I had originally thought. Come on Jensen he's a friend ,he's on your team, he's saved your ass more times then you can count, he's the guy that can actually put up with my crap, he's the one that you think you're in love with but you missed that boat so yeah …. ANYTHING PICK ONE! "Cougar is…" he trailed off and looked Robin up and down.

"Jake?" Robin asked putting her hand on his chest. "Is it a girl ya got back home?" Robin thought for a second. "An older women ya got at home?"

Jensen tried to hold back a snort because Cougar hated it when he was called a "Cougar" and not just Cougar. "Ahhh not exactly." Jensen answered scratching his head.

"Hey it's ok I swear I'm not mad or anything really. Who is she?"

Jensen bit his lip and started to tell Robin his story. "Cougar is ahhh, a friend of mine that, well they had feelings for me and told me about it and I kind of told them that I didn't feel the same way. "Jensen took a deep breath and started explaining again. "Ok that's not true I did feel it, what ever it was, but I was still really hung up on you so I said I wasn't ready to try anything yet. Looking back I should have just said I was ready and I'm pretty sure I would have gotten a lot more sleep and not driven them crazy with my baggage."

Robin noticed that Jake used the words they and them a lot in that explanation. She thought for a second like it was a puzzle and there was a missing a piece. Did she know the Cougar that he was speaking of? Was that why he was being so vague about it? Who in the hell is he talking … Just like that it hit her like a punch in the face. "Jake? You called that sniper Cougar! Oh my god is it him!"

Jensen's cheeks turned a very bright shade of red and nodded. "Yeah it's him. He told me he had feelings for me and I had kind of a crush on him but wasn't sure if it was a good idea." He rubbed his face and took another deep breath. Robin sat in silence listening to her former flame spill his guts. "I mean we are … correction were in the military and I still wasn't all the way over you yet and I …" Jensen stopped trying to find the words to explain how he felt with out saying something he would regret. "Robin I was with you for almost what? 5 maybe 6 years? Now out of no where I all of a sudden find that I like a guy? How does that happen, it doesn't does it? Plus the questions I have like do we tell anyone, is he gonna be mad if we don't? This is such a change and I guess I choked, I fucking choked, told him no and that's it. We stayed friends.

Robin put an arm around Jensen and hugged him, but not in the romantic we just fucked sort of way, no this hug was a comforting one telling him she was there for him. "Jake you said his name during sex. Clearly you want more than friendship with him."

"Ok yeah see that's the thing." Jensen got up from the bed leaving Robin still on it. He started pacing around talking to her but not looking at her. She watched as he did this not even caring that he was still naked. She was sure that sooner or later he would notice and well he still had an amazing body to look at it and it didn't seem like she was gonna get to look at it again so she took as many mental shots as she could.

"I really wasn't sure. I wasn't but he said that and it was like a seed, a fucking seed got planted in my brain and it grew and it grew and GREW! I couldn't get him off my mind Robin! He was everywhere. I noticed everything he did down to how many times he cleaned his fucking gun! Which by the way is one of the hottest things I have ever seen in my life." Jensen cleared his throat and continued. I just wasn't sure what to do with the information my body was telling me compared to what my brain was saying. It's like my body and mind were in a big fight of world war magnitude and there was never gonna be a fucking winner cause god damit fucking Switzerland was my feelings for you!"

Robin sighed and got up. She put her hoodie on and picked up Jensen's clothes as he continued ranting. She picked up his glasses and laid them all on the foot of the bed. She looked for Jensen and saw that he had fallen against the bed hands on his face still talking but not really able to understand anymore. She grabbed the blanket from the bed and sat beside him. "I just don't know what to do now Robin. I don't fucking know. I was with you for so long how can I just throw that away for a shot I'm not even sure I have anymore."

Robin took her fingers and touched them to Jensen's lips. "Jake shuusssh." She wrapped the blanket around him. "Listen to me ok?" He turned his head and stared at him with crystal blue eyes. "We are not getting back together it just wouldn't work out." Robin went in her mind for a second wanting to choose these next words very carefully. "Don't think of me as back, I'm not back just … umm … visiting and could leave at any second ok?"

Jensen accepted the blanket and stared at her saying what she was saying confusion growing on his face. "Robin I don't get it you're here now and even if we don't get back together I'm not gonna loose you again. I fucking refuse to do that I just got you back in my life, my crazy fucked to hell in a hand basket life." Jensen got up and offered his hand to Robin. "Sorry babe but I'm not letting you out of my sight."

Tears started to well up behind Robin's eyes. She didn't want to leave him either. She wanted to go with him and say fuck you to Roque and Max, hell the entire CIA, she didn't care anymore. "I FAILED A MISSION JAKE!" she stopped and looked at him.

"I'm not following you. You failed a mission? What mission?"

Robin rolled her tear filled eyes. "YOU DUMMY! You were my mission to get this." She reached under the bed and pulled out Raph. She opened the lid and there still as an open document was everything she had taken from Jensen's computer. "I don't know why my boss thinks you and your team are terrorists so before I handed this over to him I wanted to know."

Jensen looked at the open document and saw everything all their missions, profiles, bank accounts. "My call of duty score? You got that too?"

Robin nodded and pointed to the screen. "That score sucks monkey balls by the way." She laughed and leaned against his shoulder.

"Hey it's not like I have an abundant amount of time to play when I have hot chicks stealing shit from my computer."

Robin smiled "This happens often does it?"

"Well I thought I had it under control there for a while but there has been an increase lately in hot chicks stealing from me yes." Jensen shook his head and moved his shoulder. "Hand me my glasses would ya?" This is all a giant blur of brightness right now." He asked. Robin got up and retrieved the glasses from the pile of Jensen's clothes and tossed them to him. Jensen caught them and put them on. He continued to stare at the screen and see everything she had taken. Robin finished putting her clothes on and laid on the bed resting her chin on the top of his head watching the screen. Jensen felt her breath on his blonde spikes and smiled. He really did miss her a lot and there were not too many people in the world that could sit there and just stare at a computer screen and know what he was doing.

Jensen was scrolling through their individual profiles when she raised her head up. "Jake go back!"
Jensen scrolled back up to the profile that read Cpt. William Roque. He clicked the link open and a picture of Roque popped up. Robin shot up and grabbed Raph out of Jensen's hands and frantically read the screen. "Jake this guy, he's a spy! You can't trust him! He's the one who told me where you would be!"

Jensen turned around and looked at Robin like she was speaking a different language. "I don't see how he could do that. Robin Roque died. He is dead. In fact he is very dead. Blown up in plane dead."

"Jake listen to me!" she showed him the picture on the screen again. "This guy right here Roque. He is the one I answer to and he answers to Max. I was sent to get information from your laptop and give it to this guy." She pointed at the picture to make her point extra clear. "He is then going to give it to Max and then I don't know. I do know though Roque is NOT dead. He is very much alive and very scary. I DON'T LIKE HIM! He does this thing with knives trying to be extra scary and is in general a big Jerk."

Jensen's eye's grew larger and larger the more Robin explained. "Roque's alive? And did you say YOU work for Max!" Jensen stood up dropping the blanket on the floor. "YOU WORK FOR MAX!"

Robin blushed again as a naked Jensen stood in front of her. "Um, Jake I'm thinking that Cougar would be kind of upset with your current state right now." She grabbed the pile of Jensen's clothes and threw them to him. "Dude ya naked put some clothes on."

Jensen shot her a hard look and put his pants on. "Don't change the subject you said you work for Max."

"Yeah I said that very good. We're on the same page. I work for Max. What of it?"

Jensen pulled his shirt over his head and cursed as his glasses got caught in the neck hole. "What of it? Robin, Max is the guy who ordered our chopper be blown to kingdom come. Max is the one who killed 25 kids cause of that chopper blowing up. Max is the one single reason why I have to live on the run and can't go home and see my family. Should I fucking continue?"

Robin's jaw dropped as she listened to Jensen talk. "Jake I'm so sorry I didn't know."

Jensen rubbed his hands over his face. This is just entirely too much to deal with now. First all the shit with Cougar and now I find out that Robin doesn't just work for any random person but FUCKING MAX! This is too much, way too much. "Robin you need to tell me exactly what you do and you need to do it now cause really if one more bomb gets dropped I cannot be held responsible for what I would do."

Robin sat against the headboard and cracked her knuckles. "Ok I can do that." She cracked her neck and continued. "When we broke up my dad was waiting for me at my dorm room. He said that he knew I could hack but no idea I could do that. I told him I had help and dropped your name. Then he offered me a job. I had to go through training and stuff but nothing like basic. Guess being the daughter of a 4 star general has it's perks." Jensen was starring daggers in her eyes but not talking. This made her feel very unnerved so she kept talking to fill the silence. "I worked by my father's side for years till one day I saw him and Max talking. My father was yelling at him and then stormed away swearing to the heavens. My dad then came over to me and said if that guy ever talks to me to tell him right away." Robin's eyes started to tear up again. "I didn't get the chance though cause that night I went over to his house for dinner and he was…" She stopped and swallowed the giant lump in her throat. "He was dead. I guess it was a home invasion that went really wrong." Robin let some tears drip down her face but wiped them away quickly. "They shot him three times in the chest and left Jake! What kind of fucking home invasion is that when you kill someone and don't even steal anything?" Robin's tears started to fall from her face. Jensen sat beside her and put his arm around her, pulling her towards him. She sniffled and rubbed her eyes. "So my dad died and when I came back to work I had been reassigned to work for Max do all his hacking needs and what not or lose my job. At the time I really did not want to lose my job so I went with him. Looking back I should have left and got a job in retail or something. That was about a year ago now and I've regretted it ever sense."

Jensen turned her to face him. "So you failed a mission and now you think Max is gonna kill you? Is that it?"

Robin nodded and hung her head down. "That's why I don't want you to say I'm back cause I'll just be leaving here anyway. Roque stopped by before you got here and said that Max wanted to meet me. I have only seen him that one time other then that I deal with Roque and he deals with Max. Now Max wants to meet me. What do think is gonna happen?"

Robin buried her head in Jensen's chest and sobbed into it. "I don't want to die Jake. I want to be with you and help you get your life back. I want to meet Cougar and tell ya what I think of him. I want to go home and not have to think about every horrible thing I have done in that man's name."

"You wanna meet Cougar? And then tell me what you think of him?"

"Jake Jensen seriously! I'm having a moment and that's what you take from it?" Robin shook her head. "Of course I want to meet him. I have to give him the bestie look over don't I?"

Jensen smiled and hugged her. "I guess you do." He let her go and got up. "Now first thing we have to do is keep you with the living and for that we need reinforcements IE I'm going to get my team so you can tell them everything you told me and we can make it so I wont have to figure out how a zombie works to keep you up and moving." Jensen made his way to the door. "When do you have to meet him?"

"A couple hours." She got up and met him at the door. "Jake you don't have to."

Before she could finish Jensen said, "Robin you are not dying today and in order for me to ensure this I need my team. They can help. Give me 48 minuets and I'll be back with them ok? DON'T GO TO THAT MEETING WITHOUT US , UNDERSTAND?"

Robin nodded. "I won't Jake, I'll wait for you and your team. I'll tell them everything I know and do what I can to help out. I promise."

"Pinkie promise?" Jensen said raising his pinkie to her.

"Yeah Jake pinkie promise." Robin rolled her eyes as her pinkie interlocked with Jensen's. "Dork."

He let her pinkie go and opened the door. "I'm holding you to it now, same penalty if ya break it?"

Robin raised her eyebrows at him. "Oh really? Again I don't thing Cougar would appreciate that Jake."

"NOT WHAT I MEANT! What I meant was the buying of some sort of meal Robin, geeeesh your brain can go in the gutter quick." Jensen shut the door behind him laughing and pulled out his cell phone. "Shit! I was here way too long and Cougar is gonna freak." He walked down the stairs to the parking lot of the motel he started to dial the sniper's number when his mouth and nose were covered by a cloth.

"Shuuuuuuush Jensen. Just breath. Better for ya if you don't fight."

Jensen tried to turn his head to see who it was but was quickly loosing losing, the battle to stay awake. He tried one last thing which was to hit send and dial Cougar. If he could do that then the sniper would hear the struggle and come save him.

Jensen's attacker saw the phone and took it from him before he could hit send. "I don't think so Jensen. Cougar is not gonna save you this time

Jensen's eyes grew heavy. He tried so hard to fight but the drug on the rag was too much for him to handle and before he knew it he unconscious.


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