A/N: Rawr! Royal Dragon here! I hope everyone had a great valentines day! My awesome fiancee bought me a cute little fox and books! Oh how I love books now I just have to wait till they arrive. Boo. Oh well I hope you guys enjoy chapter 7!
Chapter 7: Your Mine
Roxas POV
Two weeks passed and I had to go back to work. I enjoyed spending time with my boys. Axel was a wonderful father and an amazing lover. The night before work he begged me to stay home and just quit saying that he'd take care of me.
"What about munny? What will we do for munny?" I cried but quieted down as Sora was sleeping just a room over.
"I have munny ok? I didn't get it illegally but for about three years I stripped ok? I saved all of my munny from that time so I'm very well off. Now I'm a handyman of sorts for the Pack. Look I can take care of you and Sora both ok?" He responded grabbing my hands and pulling me close.
"What if the munny runs out though? Then what will we do? I have to be able to provide for my son!" I responded. "Wait you were a stripper? For three years? No wonder you're so fucking flexible..." I mused licking my lips and admiring a naked Axel sitting in front of me.
"You mean our son! He's mine to Roxas..." He whispered. "Yeah, it's not my proudest moment in life..." He said sighing defeatedly. Turning over he switched the lights off and refused to talk to me for the rest of the night. Every time I tried to talk to him he would just grunt or simply ignore me.
I knew I had hurt him... and I didn't mean to hurt him. When I woke up though that morning his arms were wrapped tightly around me and his face buried in my hair. My alarm woke me up an hour before I had to leave so I knew I needed to disengage myself and wake Sora up.
It took me a good ten minutes but I managed to pull away without waking my Mate up. Sora was already sitting up in bed rubbing bleary eyes and holding his bunny tightly. Picking him up I carried him into the bathroom before leaving to go and make us breakfast. By the time he made it downstairs the eggs and toast were done and he was wearing nothing but a pair of pants.
Handing me a small gray shirt he lifted his arms up. "Daddy hep." He whimpered.
At least his pants were on straight this time. After pulling his shirt on we ate breakfast and headed off. Namine was there to greet me as I pulled into the parking lot.
"Will Axel be picking Sora up later today?" Namine asked as I unbuckled my squirming son.
"Yeah I'll probably be late coming home tonight anyway." I responded kissing Sora's cheek and letting Namine take over. "Love you So!" I called as he and Namine made their way into the daycare.
"Wove wou Daddy!" He called back waving his bunny around.
I made it to work with five minutes to spare. I didn't see Sephiroth anywhere so I quickly booted up my computer and made my way into the break room to start the coffee. As luck would have it Sephiroth sent me an email last night saying he would need me to stay late tonight. Groaning I got up a few minutes later to check on my coffee. Grabbing a cup that I kept in the break room I filled it full.
It was going to be a black coffee day. I filled out more applications and when lunch came I spent it inside working. Axel hadn't called or even texted me so I assumed he was still angry.
Sephiroth's schedule was very busy that day and the more he came out for a break the angrier he seemed to be. It was late when Sephiroth finally appeared out of his office again. I had been hurriedly packing as I was finally done with all my work but apparently he had other plans.
"Roxas come in my office would you?" It was more of a statement than a question.
"But... um... my son Sora I need to..." I stuttered but was quickly cut off.
"Axel's picking him up isn't he?" At my nod he continued on. "I don't have a lot of time Roxas I'm a busy man just please get in here and shut the door behind you." He growled as I made my inside the office. Quickly I downed the last of my hot coffee frowning at the odd taste as it made its way down.
Shutting the door he motioned for me to sit down in one of the leather bound chairs. My mind was screaming at me not to, that this was a bad idea but I did it anyway.
Sephiroth was on me in an instant, his lips crashing against mine. I tried to push him away but my movements were sluggish. My eyes were getting heavy and I couldn't feel my arms. He had drugged me? That bastard! I had only left my cup unattended once when I was alone with Sephiroth and that was because I had to go to the bathroom!
Breathing was becoming hard and I was weak against his attacks. His tongue pushed past my lips easily coaxing my tongue to play with his. When I didn't respond he gripped my arm tightly probably leaving bruises until I kissed him back albeit rather slowly.
"Don't worry love I've text Axel for you. He'll be here in a few minutes to come save you. I'm going to ambush and kill him, then you'll be mine. You've been eluding me for quiet sometime," He whispered nipping my ear. It felt good and I moaned loudly.
"Very fast acting as you can see and also acts as an aphrodisiac. You're mine now and so is that little whore you gave birth to." He growled.
"I'll... k-k-kill... you!" I slurred trying to get my limbs to corporate. I couldn't believe this was my intended Mate. I couldn't believe that my parents were going to force me to Mate with this monster!
Breathing was starting to become very hard and I felt as though my throat was closing up.
"You know I've been looking everywhere for you. Then here you come for a job. But you were Mated and you didn't even know who the father was! Your such a slut that you've slept with that many men? You tried to escape me and you did for four years. After I kill Axel and break that flimsy Bond we'll make a new one. I'll kill your son and we'll have brand new pups that have my blood." He whispered huskily his lips traveling over my neck before biting it.
I let out another moan as I tried to push him away. No one was going to hurt Axel or my child! Picking me up he placed me on his cluttered desk and ripped my shirt off.
"Stop." I whimpered as pale fingers reached up to tease my erect nipples. Another moan soon accompanied the last one and I again tried to push him away. Tears were gathering in the corners of my eyes and threatening to fall. The drug was causing me to see double and I felt like I was going to not only throw up but black out as well. My breath was coming out very wheezy and I was struggling to force it out.
I prayed that Axel came to save me but at the same time that he wouldn't come. I didn't want Axel to die. The tears were warm as they streamed down my cheeks, my shoes and pants were the next to go so that I was left in only my boxers.
"You're beautiful you know that?" Sephiroth whispered his voice rough as he kneeled down and nipped my inner thighs. My breath hitched in my throat as I bit back another groan. "Roxy come on I want to hear that voice of yours."
"Hey Roxas! Rox... where are you?" It was Axel he was here! But he couldn't see me like this! Not with my deranged boss in between my legs, he'd think something was going on!
Grinning up at me the door swung open and Axel burst in. His eyes went from shocked to hurt, to very angry.
"Axel." Relief washed through me when I saw him. His body was tense and he looked beyond pissed.
"What the hell are you doing to my Mate?" Axel roared his nails lengthening while fur started to coat his body. He was fully wolf before Sephiroth could even clamber off of me.
Tackling him to the ground Axel didn't give him a fighting chance as he clamped his maw over his neck.
"No... Axel please." I whimpered as my eyes started to slip shut. My heart rate was speeding up to an unmanageable pace and black was coloring my vision. That was the last thing I remembered or saw as I finally blacked out.
I woke up next with monitors beeping loudly. When I tried to move my arm it hurt so I laid it back down. Eyes fluttering open I looked over to see Axel, and a blond haired nurse whose hair was styled in a Mohawk/mullet hybrid.
"Zexion! He's awake!" He called smiling. "Hi my name is Demyx. Don't worry we're part of Cloud's Pack. Zexion is my Mate and he'll be your doctor today."
I couldn't nod since my whole body was in pain so I looked over at Axel. "You had an allergic reaction to the drugs he gave you. Your body started shutting down so they gave you this drink and you puked everything up. There giving you whatever the hell is in this bag. He'll be fine right?" Axel asked. At Demyx's nod he leaned over and kissed me before climbing in the bed beside me.
My throat was burning but I felt much better.
Whimpering Axel pulled back as I tried to mouth 'sorry.'
"No Roxy no. It's not your fault. Come here love, I'm not even mad about that stupid fight we had. I love you." He responded just as the door opened.
My eyes slipped closed and I didn't get to see my doctor until I woke up again which was almost a day later. The iv in my arm was gone and so was the bag and I was feeling much better. I noticed that Sora was curled up in the bed with me sleeping and I could feel Axel's warmth behind me.
We were piled up in our bed at home and it was around ten at night. My body was hot and Axel's arm although still, was turning me on and I didn't understand why! Sighing in his sleep Sora curled closer and reached up to smother me with his bunny.
Grabbing what I thought was Axel's leg I squeezed as he shot up a scream dying on his lips when he realized it was me. Sora only snorted and rolled closer making sure to close up any airway that I may have had access to.
"My balls!" Axel whimpered. Oops. Seeing my distress he hopped up and limped over to pick Sora up in his arms.
Breathing in a sigh of relief I offered to take Sora back to bed but Axel shook his head. I wanted to wait until Axel came back but my hands had other ideas as they reached into the waistband of my pajama bottoms and found my aroused member.
Groaning I started pumping myself quickly with jerky movements. Putting my hand over my mouth I whimpered into it as I continued stroking making sure to run fingers over my sensitive sac. Turning over I stuck my ass in the air and attempted to pull my pants down. When I had done that successfully I buried my face in the pillows. With one hand I jerked myself off while I used the other to fondle my puckered entrance.
And that was how Axel found me. Fingering my ass, jerking myself off and moaning like a cheap whore.
What I heard was an appreciative whistle. My fingers got stuck and I ended up rolling on my back and almost screaming as my fingers nudged my prostate.
"Don't stop on my account." He growled closing the door behind him and locking it. Grabbing a swivel chair he turned it so that the headrest was facing him. Sitting in the chair backwards he rested his arms on the headrest eyebrows raised and waiting.
"Axel!" I whimpered my fingers never ceasing their movements. "Please... Axel..."
"But love I'm enjoying the view." He responded licking his lips making sure to show me the sharp teeth that he was sporting. I groaned at the thought of those sinfully sharp teeth punctuating my body and leaving marks.
I had never been bitten by a Shifter before but there were sites I had been to when I was researching Shifter pregnancy, and those that had been bitten during sex seemed to enjoy it. They claimed it was very erotic for them to have their Wolf Shifter not only bite them but drink their blood as well.
"Please Axel." I whimpered again. Throwing my head back I moaned loudly as I continued to abuse my own prostate.
I was so close to cumming when Axel stood up and sauntered over shedding clothes as he went. "Stop." He commanded.
As horny as I was my fingers stilled their movements. "Your fingers pull them out and take your other hand off your cock." At this he licked his lips. "Place both of your hands on the pillows." He ordered. His voice was sinful and low as he talked. His voice was law as it washed over me forcing me to do what he bid.
It wasn't like I didn't want to do what he commanded me to because in all honesty I did. Out of all the times we'd had sex this was the first time he'd ever commanded me to do anything like this. I wanted to question why this was all of a sudden affecting me but I couldn't care less.
"That's a good boy." He whispered huskily crawling on the bed. By this point he was naked and fully erect. Pressing the tip of his cock to my mouth I greedily sucked it in as he thrust his hips back and forth pressing my face into a nest of blood red curls.
He allowed me to control the pace as he slowed his thrusting. I loved his moaning when I suckled the tip of his head and the way he lost it when I played with his sac. Pushing me back on the bed he crawled on top of me pressing his lips to mine in a hard kiss.
We lay there on our sides for a while just kissing and stroking each other off lazily. Axel was the first to sit up pulling me along so that I was lying on top of him.
"I love you." Axel said pressing his lips lightly to my forehead.
Toxic green eyes were filled to the brim with love and adoration. My throat constricted with emotion and I could swear our hearts were beating as one. When I looked into his eyes I saw love and myself and my eyes were reflecting the exact same thing.
"I love you to." I whispered. "Axel... bite me... please."
He didn't seem surprised by the request but rather extremely turned on. Silently he bared his teeth, they were long and sharp and my cock twitched in excitement. His eyes were questioning me waiting to see if I backed down but instead I leaned back exposing my throat and as much as I could.
I had to hold back a scream as his teeth bit into yielding flesh. There was no pain it was just pleasure, and when he sucked my blood I almost came. Wrapping my arms around his shoulders I pulled him as close as I could. My body relaxed limb by limb until I was just lying there a moaning, a quivering mess. In that moment I submitted everything to him, my life, body, soul and heart. He was more than my Mate... he was my Alpha.
When he pulled away it was reluctant and I didn't want to him to leave but at the same time I didn't want to be drained either. Our eyes met and blood dripped from his chin to land on my throat.
Breathing heavy he leaned down to capture my lips in a passionate dance. When he pulled back our eyes couldn't stop meeting each other. Every touch, every kiss, was filled with hunger as if we couldn't get enough of each other. When Axel finally rolled me over to plunge his fingers in my entrance our eyes never left each other. He abused my prostate so thoroughly that I was a quivering mess when he was done.
I felt no pain when his finger first entered or the next two. Pulling the lube out of the nightstand near the bed he coated his cock before pressing the head to my entrance.
There was something different about that night when we made love. Thrusting slowly he gave me time to adjust as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down for a searing kiss. Every emotion he was feeling I could feel it too and I knew that he could feel mine just as well.
What was this? We were Mates... so what was going on? All thoughts ceased when he hit my prostate dead on. Clinging tightly I moaned loudly rocking my hips in time with Axel's thrusts. Sweat was dripping from our bodies as Axel reached down with one hand to grab my leaking arousal.
I couldn't hold out much longer and with one final thrust I came with a cry coating our chests with thick ribbons of cum.
Axel was close, I could feel his emotions were running high and with one final thrust he was filling me with his seed. Rolling off of me Axel pulled me into his arms making sure that I was safely tucked under his chin.
"Did you feel that?" I gasped as we lay there basking in the afterglow. The room had grown warm and smelled like... well sex. Once I was able I pulled the door open to be met with Sora's soft snoring and a blast of cold air.
"Yes... our hearts... they beat as one. Your emotions I can still feel them." Axel responded as I stumbled my way back to the bed.
"Ditto." I said allowing my eyes to finally drift close. I woke Axel up several hours later for another round of hot and sweaty sex. When we finished round three an hour later I managed to finally ask the question that had I had been pondering during round two.
"Why am I so fucking horny? Axel I feel like I'm sex starved!" I cried as quietly as I could. The sun was just rising and Sora was still asleep... at least for now.
"I should have mentioned this..." Here he giggled running his fingers through his long mane of blood red hair. "It's the aphrodisiac... you passed out before Zexion came in. It's going to take it about a week to leave your bloodstream, so until then you're going to be very aroused."
"But... but... what am I supposed to do for a week?" I screeched throwing my hand over my mouth.
"If it makes you feel any better Leon offered to keep Sora for the week." Axel shrugged with a giggle. "I'll take care of your needs for you in the mean time."
"Ok." With that settled we started off for round four. Axel had to finally detangle himself from me in order to take Sora to daycare. When he returned we went right back at it.
A week passed in that fashion of us having sex and still the emotions we felt from the other remained. When we had sex it was more intense than the first few times but I wasn't sure if that was because of the drug.
When I woke up on the seventh day I felt sated for the first time that week.
"Morning beautiful." Axel whispered kissing my forehead.
Giggling I pressed a kiss to his throat. "Morning love." When I looked over to see the clock I knew that Sora was already at daycare. For once in that whole week Axel and I lay on the bed quietly just holding each other.
We lay there for probably an hour exchanging lazy kisses never speaking a word. I could feel how sated he was through our new bond and the love that was overflowing.
Burying my face in Axel's chest I breathed his spicy scent of cinnamon and woods. Growling he pulled me up so that I was straddling his hips. Leaning down I pressed a kiss to his lips while nimble fingers skated up my bare back. I didn't want to move but Axel insisted by promising me food.
"Blueberry pancakes and I'll get up." I stated nuzzling his neck.
Humming he chuckled and pulled me down for another lazy kiss. "You've got yourself a deal." I enjoyed helping Axel make pancakes and I also enjoyed stealing the blueberries and popping them in my mouth when he wasn't looking.
As we sat down to eat I could sense Axel's emotions changing.
"What's up?" I asked as he moved a piece of pancake around on the plate.
"Just thinking. Should we talk to Cloud and Leon about this... well whatever this is? I mean I know we've been together for only a few weeks but... this feeling... these emotions I've never felt them before. I have never heard of anyone being able to feel their Mate's emotions before." He said his eyes never leaving mine.
"Maybe its the aphrodisiac?" I didn't mean for it to come out as a question but even I wasn't sure how long this would last.
"Maybe... how about we give it two months and if we can still feel each other's emotions we'll talk. Deal?" He asked.
Nodding we finished breakfast silently. There was something different about the way we made love that first night when I had been drugged. It wasn't the biting... I wasn't sure what it was but it was different. It was on the tip of my tongue...
"Roxy are you ok?" Axel asked nuzzling my neck.
"Yeah I'm fine." I replied smiling. I didn't have a chance to think about it for the rest of the day as Axel kept me busy. We were both confused and we didn't talk much about it. In a way I hoped these emotions never went away. But maybe Axel didn't feel the same.
The first month passed and still we hadn't talked about it. The emotions were just as strong but this time I could tell Axel was hiding something from me. We had just tucked Sora into bed and we were cuddled together on the couch when I finally brought it up. Even Sora knew something wasn't right with his father and he was two!
"We need to talk Axel." I said after a long moment of silence.
Humming he looked down at me eyebrows raised in a silent question.
"I can feel something's wrong. You're hiding something from me." I stated pulling back and leaning against the couch opposite of my Mate.
"It's nothing." He stated. "Come on Roxy come back please?" He said opening his arms and waggling his eyebrows.
"You're not getting off that easy. But if you don't want to tell me that's fine but I hope you enjoy your new sexless nights." I yawned stretching making sure to show a little bit of my midriff.
Licking his lips he groaned before asking, "How long are these sexless nights?"
"Until you tell me." I responded crawling over to settle myself in his lap. Groaning his hands rested on my hips as I rocked myself forward brushing our clothed erections against each other.
"Shit Roxy come on..." He moaned gripping my hips harder while trying to continue our grinding.
"You tell me, and I'll give you sex. It's an even trade." I whimpered pulling him down so that our lips were almost touching.
"I can't... I'm sorry." He responded resting his head on my shoulder.
Without a word I pushed myself off and headed upstairs. Deciding a shower would be nice I got my spare clothes and headed into the bathroom. The water felt amazing on my chilled skin and I didn't want to leave. I was just soaping my body when the door opened.
"Roxas... can we talk?" Axel asked. I could hear him cross over and sit down on the closed toilet seat.
I didn't say anything instead I just continued my ministrations hoping that maybe my silent treatment would work.
"Sephiroth... he said that he'd be back. That he was going to come back for you." I had to hold back my scream of joy and fist pump when he finally broke down.
"Wait what?" I cried pulling the curtains back and exposing my naked body. Growling appreciatively his eyes roamed my body stopping on my now proud standing erection. Squeaking I closed the curtains but that wasn't deterring my Mate at all because he ripped the curtains off and pulled me out of the still running shower.
"But the shower!" I stated as Axel closed the door as quietly as he could behind him. Throwing me on the bed he stalked over to me like a predator throwing clothes off as he went.
"We'll worry about the shower later." He growled and we did. After an intense love making session Axel carried me back to the still running shower.
Thankfully he had gas so the water was still warm when we returned. "What did he say?" I asked as we finished showering.
Pulling me out of the shower and wrapping a towel around my body he hummed. "That this wasn't over. He's going to come back Roxas and try to steal you and he's going to do it when I'm not paying attention, when my guard is down! I just don't want you to have to worry. If he comes back I'll challenge him and then I'll snap his neck like I should have the first time."
"Axel let him try and take me. I'll fight him tooth and nail! I won't let him take me. Try not to worry love ok? I know I was unconscious but I'm sure you scared him shitless! He's not a strong Pack leader or person for that matter, he backs down very easily so I'm not worried." I responded.
"He is a total pussy but he's fucking tricky as hell... whatever I guess we'll worry about it when the time comes." Axel whispered as we both crawled into bed. Sora was in a foul mood when we went to pick him up from daycare the next afternoon.
"He and Riku got into a fight." Namine said as both boys were sitting across the table from each other and glaring. "Sora named his stuffed bunny after Riku and then Riku laughed at him." She sighed.
Shaking his head Axel hid a smile behind his hand as I walked over and knelt down beside both boys.
"Sora do you want to talk about it?" I asked. Shaking his head tears gathered in his eyes and he jumped in my arms. I didn't press him and Riku wasn't saying anything so I took him to the car and put him in the car seat.
Axel wasn't far behind, after talking to Namine for a few more minutes he joined me in the car.
"You're never going to feel better until you talk about it." Axel sing-songed turning around in the front seat.
Shaking his head he gave Axel the bunny claiming that he didn't want it anymore.
"Bet you twenty munny he'll come back in an hour demanding Riku the bunny." I whispered.
"Forty says he won't ask until bedtime." Axel snickered.
"Daddy... Papa wot wou talkin 'bout?" Sora asked.
"Nothing sweetie." Axel said just as we turned on our road.
The day didn't get much better, Sora mostly moped and when we tried getting him to play or help with dinner he just shook his head. He was two he shouldn't have been this upset but then again the poor kid had to go through a lot of things he shouldn't have.
The air was still freezing as we made a small run later that night. I was hoping that we'd run into Riku so I could force the two to talk but there was no such luck. By the time we got home Sora was in a better mood. Axel had kicked snow on my face and Sora yipped happily jumping around in circles as I kicked snow back in Axel's face.
We tackled each other and Sora would tackle us nipping our heels and ears before jumping back and yipping his tail wagging like crazy.
I ended up carrying Sora back home because he fell asleep in his wolf form on the cold ground. I had to wake him up though before I placed him into bed so he could change forms. When he did I helped him in his pajamas before tucking him into bed.
Just as I got the lights turned out and was about to leave he called me back. "Daddy." He called quietly.
"Yeah baby." I said turning around just as a wave of nausea hit me. Shaking my head I dismissed it as an oncoming cold.
"Want Wiku back... miss him." He whispered.
"Sure you can sweetie. I'll be right back with him." I replied turning around and heading downstairs. Grabbing the stuffed bunny I made my way back upstairs and into Sora's room. He was already asleep by the time I got there. Tucking it in his arms I went into the bedroom where I found Axel all but asleep on the bed waiting for me.
"You owe me a blow job." Axel muttered curling up on his side and opening his arms for me.
"As I recall it was forty munny." I responded.
"Changed my mind." Rolling my eyes I changed into my pajamas and curled up on the bed with Axel.
When I woke up the next morning I was sick to my stomach. Hopping out of bed I ran to the bathroom and emptied the contents of my stomach. Axel was too busy snoring to hear me so I was very grateful for that. Well at least I thought he was asleep but it wasn't long before large warm hands were running across my back soothingly.
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I had only been sick for about a week before Axel stated that he was going to take me to the doctors.
"Axel!" I whined over breakfast. Well Sora and Axel were eating I was sitting at the table trying hard not to throw up. "I don't want to go to the doctors, I feel fine."
"Roxas no you don't you've been sick..." Axel started but I held my hand up to stop him.
"Hold that thought!" I cried before darting through the house until I reached the bathroom. Retching in the toilet I reached my hand out to try and close the door before Sora walked in. The kid couldn't stop asking questions, he didn't even care that I was throwing up he just wanted answers.
My fingers touched denim so I knew that Axel was in the bathroom with me. The door shut behind us and strong hands began to rub soothing circles on my back. It took a few minutes but when I was finally done I leaned my head against the cool porcelain.
Leaning back against Axel's chest I breathed in deeply trying to fight the wave of nausea. Warm fingers ran through sweaty hair as he started to nuzzle my neck.
"You're going to the doctors. The question is though are you going willingly or will I have to drag you?" He asked his breath warm against my neck. Instead of saying anything all I could do was groan. "I'll take that as willing."
Pressing a kiss to the back of my head he stood up as I leaned back over to pray to the porcelain gods again. I heard him turn the spigot as water rushed out. A few seconds passed as he turned the flow off. "Up Roxy here's some water." Axel responded helping me to sit back against the wall. Handing me the small glass I took it gratefully and chugged its contents.
After refilling the glass for me again I chugged the water as an arm wound around under my arms and the other under my legs. Carrying me bridal style Axel deposited me in our bedroom on the bed while he went to help Sora get ready for daycare. I was just turning the small tv we had on when the door burst open and in raced Sora.
"Sweetie, Daddy's not feeling to well right now. You might not want to bother him." Axel called racing up the steps behind Sora.
Sora managed to clamber his way up and into my arms when Axel finally found him. "Daddy, Papa said wou dun feel good. How come?" Sora asked cocking his head to the side.
"I don't know baby. But Daddy's going to the doctors today so we'll have some more answers. Are you still spending the night with Cloud and Leon?" I asked rubbing soothing circles over his back. I wasn't used to Sora spending the night with anyone so this would be a second time for the both of us, the first being that week he spent with them because of the aphrodisiac. He needed to have time though to learn more about his family and I knew he'd be safe with Cloud and Leon.
"Uh huh miss Daddy. And miss Papa to! Gwandpa Cwoud said we could have pizza tonight!" Sora cheered before peppering my face with kisses and jumping off the bed and jumping in Axel's arms.
"Come on So lets drop you off at Daycare. Roxy I won't be long I've already called Zexion so they'll be expecting us. Do you want someone to sit with you while I drop Sora off?" He asked shifting Sora around so that his legs were tightly wrapped around Axel's waist.
"Ax I'll be fine. I'm not a child ok?" With a quick kiss from both men they were gone.
The tv had been turned down and the pillows propped up. After pulling the covers up over me I snuggled in to wait for Axel. Darkness washed over me fast and I didn't wake until someone gently nudged my body.
"Roxy... wake up. Its time to go to the doctors." Axel whispered as my eyes fluttered open. Yawning I sat up and allowed Axel to pull me close. "How are you feeling?"
"Better." I responded.
Quietly I got up and dressed out of my pjs and into just a pair of Axel's sweatpants that I had come to love and an old t-shirt. Axel had picked the truck out this time and we quietly got in and headed to the small doctors office located in the heart of the town.
Zexion was the periwinkle colored wolf that I had met and his Mate Demyx were the ones who ran the small office. Even in his wolf form Demyx's hybrid of hair still remained.
There was also another doctor that worked there, Vexen was his name. He was more into experimenting with different drugs though. Mostly he just tested them on either himself or one of the older wolves Xigbar.
It didn't take us too long to get there, and even when we got there Axel still insisted on trying to carry me. "Axel I'm not a child!" I cried as I tried to fend him off.
"I know but you don't feel good and I want to help you feel better. Even if its by doing just this much." He responded picking me up anyway.
I just let him nothing I was going to say or do was going to make him let me go anyway. Besides I enjoyed the warmth that he provided as he carried me into the small office. We were the only ones there so it wasn't to embarrassing.
"Rox are you alright?" Demyx called rushing from around the small counter.
"I'm fine Axel just won't let me walk is all." I stated narrowing my eyes playfully at Axel. Nuzzling my neck he made this sound that was a mix between a growl and a purr.
Giggling Demyx ushered us back to where Zexion was. After we all exchanged greetings Zexion led us back to one of the many rooms. There was already a machine that had been set up, Axel carried me over to the small blue bed and laid me on it. The white paper crinkled and Demyx scurried over in forest green scrubs to adjust the pillow for me.
Turning the machine on it hummed to life as Demyx slowly lifted my shirt up for me.
I hadn't been to the doctors in my entire life so I didn't question what they were doing. Even after Sora had been born I didn't want to risk it. I didn't want anyone to find out and take my son away from me.
Handing me what looked like a paper towel Demyx instructed me to tuck it in the waistband of my pants. After doing so Zexion pulled out a large tube of blue gel. "Ok this is going to be cold, I'm going to do an ultrasound on your stomach ok? Axel said you've been throwing up for the past week now, have you been feeling nauseous before this week?" He asked.
I thought back and nodded, "But I hadn't thrown up. It's just mostly in the mornings though after I get something on my stomach I'm ok."
Zexion pulled out a small white tube with a rounded top. Rubbing the gel in with the tube I giggled as he gently pushed it in and around hitting different keys on the keypad of the computer that was attached to the machine.
The whole time Axel held my hand and sometimes he would squeeze as if to reassure me that he was still here. After about five minutes Zexion called Axel over to the monitor to look at something. After pointing it out Axel smiled so wide I thought his face would split open.
"Do you want to tell him?" Zexion asked there was amusement lacing his tone and Demyx was squealing in delight.
I couldn't stop laughing myself everyone was so happy. "Tell me what?" I asked.
Everyone looked to Axel who nodded and smiled at me. Crossing over to me he kissed my lips and whispered, "We're having another baby."
Blood drained from my face and I had to take in a deep breath. "I'm going to throw up!" I lied jumping off the small bed and racing down the hall. I found the bathroom pretty easily. Slamming the door shut I locked the door behind me and leaned against it.
Another baby? Just one? Or two? How many? What if my baby died again? I swore I wasn't going to have anymore after Sora. Tears welled up and fell in a river down my cheeks. I had to get rid of it, before I became attached. I couldn't let another one of my babies down!
No one was coming for me, not yet anyway. They probably thought that I was really throwing up. They were all celebrating in the small room I bet, they were all so excited for me.
I wasn't looking for an escape, well not really but when I found one I wasn't going to let it slide. The bathroom was small and with a little window at the top. There was just a toilet, a sink and a small trashcan filling the tiny room. Turning the spigot on I grabbed the small trashcan and set it down parallel to the window.
Climbing on I fiddled around with the sill until I finally got it unlocked. It hadn't been opened in years probably so it was hard to open. It was loud and creaky but I quickly pushed it opened and scrambled my way out.
I couldn't stop from ripping my clothes off and changing into my wolf's counterpart. Tears stained my fur and blurred my vision but I continued to run as fast as my legs would carry me. I didn't stop until I was deep in the woods and the only reason why I stopped was because my body forced me to.
A howl ripped out of my throat sad and angry. While they were all celebrating I was wallowing my own turmoil. Didn't they see that I didn't want this? I couldn't handle this! What if I lost another baby? I couldn't stand to lose another child, there was no way!
To know that I had birthed another stillborn... There was no way! There were always ways though of eliminating the babies... but I wasn't strong enough to do that! I shouldn't have been surprised with all the sex Axel and I had been having lately because of that stupid aphrodisiac that Sephiroth had fed me. Instead of having sex at least twice a day we'd been having sex at least four or five times a day. We'd drop Sora off at daycare and get back home clothes flying as we kissed and touched.
Standing up I paced around for a few minutes before I grew restless and lay back down.
Time passed by slowly until light turned into darkness. I lay there not moving even though my stomach was growling. Small game had passed me by but I never made a move to get it. The bushes rustled again and I figured that it was probably just another bunny but when the scent hit me I stood up hackles raised and growled.
Demyx jumped out of the bushes his tongue lolling and that stupid goofy smile plastered on his muzzle. Once he saw my stance he sat down before rolling on his back as if to submit to me.
I wasn't an Alpha! Why the hell was he doing that? He shouldn't be submitting to me! I couldn't stop the growl that ripped out of my throat. Still he lay there and I whimpered lowering my tail in between my legs pinning my ears back against my head.
Sitting up Demyx padded over and rubbed his face against mine. I whined again as he pulled back and licked my face in comfort. I couldn't hold my form much longer because the next thing I knew I was turning back into a human.
"Demyx!" I cried throwing my arms around his furry neck. "I can't do this! I've already lost one child I can't lose another!"
Shifting back Demyx wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. "It's ok Roxy. It's ok, Axel's worried about you. They sent me to try and bring you back but I won't not right now because I understand what you're going through. I'm a Breed-Mate to, I was a loner for a lot of years until Zexion found me. The first time we Mated... well he got me pregnant. We were so excited but after about three months I had a miscarriage.
"We were devastated! I spent weeks doing nothing but crying and we tried every day to try and conceive another child but it didn't work! Until now, finally!" Pulling back I looked at Demyx who was completely naked just like I was. Looking down I saw that his stomach was a little bit larger, he had a baby bump.
"I know what it's like to lose a baby. You'll be ok I'll be here with you and we can support each other." Demyx said absently rubbing his stomach. "Besides there's someone here who wants to see you."
Jumping out of the bushes was a pure red wolf. "Axel!" I cried as he bounded over and allowed me to wrap my arms around his neck. "I'm so sorry I ran away. I love you Axel! I love you so much!"
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I buried my face in his fur. Taking in a deep breath of his musky scent I sighed happily. Pulling back I stared into intelligent toxic green eyes. "I'm scared Axel. I can't lose another baby!"
Fur quickly turned into skin and arms were soon wrapped tightly around me. "I'm here now! We're not going to lose these babies! I'll be here ok? I'm not going anywhere. I love you Roxas and as your Mate I'm not going anywhere we'll be ok. You just have to trust me."
Nodding I allowed Axel to pull away long enough for him to get dressed. A bag rustled and Axel was dressing me in one of his old t-shirts. Gathering me in his arms he carried me all the way home murmuring soothing words and kissing my hair.
"Don't worry about Sora ok? Cloud and Leon are going to keep him tonight and then drop him off at daycare in the morning.. Right now lets get you to bed." Axel whispered opening the door and walking in. I was exhausted and I didn't realize that we had been so close to home.
Up the stairs we went until he was depositing me on the silken sheets. After making sure I was safely tucked in I watched as he undressed and then put on a pair of sweatpants before crawling in bed with me. Curling up he pulled me so that I was lying on his naked chest.
The curtains had been drawn so that when the sun rose I wouldn't be able to tell. "Axel." I whispered kissing his stomach before lying my head back down. "Thank you for coming to find me."
"You're my Mate and I love you. I wasn't there before but I'm going to be here now! Sleep now Roxy you need your rest. I'll still be here when you wake up." I felt his fingers thread through my hair while the other hand made slow circles on my back.
A/N: Soooo what did you think? Did you like it? Hmm? Well let me know by reviewing and maybe I'll post tomorrow. Mostly cause I'm tired and ready for bed and its snowing where I'm at. Well not so much as snow as it is sleeting. Any how I hope you enjoyed this chapter and thanks for reviewing. favoriting, and following me! Oh and thanks for the names I've been sent keep them coming, we've a got a few more chapters before I announce the winner!
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