This is my first everfan fiction. I hope you all like it. Some of this story is based on my life and I wrote this story to get my feelings out.

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Chapter 7

Still Derek's POV

How comes everyone in my life get hurt. My parents, brothers, sisters, cousins, my old pack, Stiles. How long will it be until there's no one left. It's my fault that stiles is dead.

"Derek, please tell me you can still change him" Isaac said while crying.

"Derek please say something" Lydia said desperately.

"Derek please say you can do something... Please don't let him die... Say something" the whole pack were talking over each other.

I found myself walking down the hall to stiles room; I have to see him, ignoring what everyone is saying I increase my pace down the hall until I'm running. I need him. I find myself sitting next to him, holding his hand. His eyes are closed; I'm never going to see his big brown eyes again. I'm never going to see his sparkling smile again.

"Derek" Scott said as everyone piles into the room.

"I have to do it" I said with tears bursting from my eyes.

"Derek you can't, you know what will happen" Scott said, still crying.

"Yeah, but I don't care, I have to do it" I said hugging him.

"Do what?" Danny asked holding Isaac's hand.

"You know that thing we can do, where we can take the pain from somebody for ourselves, like when you broke your leg and Isaac transferred your pain to him, so he felt that pain and you didn't" I said still not taking my eyes of Stiles.

"Yeah, what about it" Danny said looking confused.

"Well the Alpha can do that but he can also do it with lives, do you understand what I'm going to do now" I said.

"Derek are you telling me that you're going to transfer Stiles liver and kidney problems to you, but doesn't that mean you will die" Stiles dad said still looking confused.

"Yeah it does… but if it saves Stiles, I'll do anything" I said letting go of stiles hand. "But I need everyone's help, please".

"Dude, you're asking us to kill you, you know that right?" Jackson pointed out.

"I know but as you're Alpha I'm asking this as a last request, will you help me save stiles please" I said looking at my pack.

Everyone nodded. I told everyone to surround Stiles bed and one by one I hugged them and said goodbye.

"We'll miss you" everyone said.

"I'll miss you too, I love you lot remember that, and please tell Stiles that I love him when he wakes up" again everyone nodded. I kissed Stiles on the fore head for the last time and joined the circle. Everyone joined hands.

"Now for this to work, I need everyone to think about their favourite memory of Stiles" I said. My favourite memory of Stiles the first time I set eyes on him. We were in the woods when he and Scott were looking for Scott's inhaler and I turned into a babbling idiot because he made me nervous. No one had ever made me that nervous before, I knew I loved him from the first time I looked in his eyes.

I can feel it, I'm so sleepy, but I'm happy, he's going to live on and he's going to have people who love him. I love him.

Everything goes black.

Stiles POV

The last thing I remember is telling Derek that I loved him. I'm in a hospital but I don't feel pain. Scott was at the door.

"What happened?" I asked him, he has been crying.

"You overdosed, you idiot" he said hugging me. The rest of the pack starting flooding into the room and my dad, I got a hug off everyone even Jackson. But there was someone missing.

"Where's Derek?" I asked. Lydia burst into tears and everyone was looking at the floor, something's wrong.

"Can we have some privacy please guys?" My dad asked, no one said anything they all just left.

"I don't really know how to say this but, you ...died and well Derek didn't want you to you know ... Die so he, well he...took your place, I'm sorry I'm so sorry" he said hugging me.

Derek's dead, no he can't be, no. I burst into tears.

Derek's gone.

One more chapter to go, what will Stiles do?, what's going to happen to Derek?, all in the last chapter xxx