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The Battle of saving him

BPOV

All my memories came back to me. The life I had here. What a terrible one it was. It made me realize I was sucking the life out of my best friend Edward. How could I do that? Why am I this monster? I was a MONSTER. The memories and my current actions going through my head made me start hyperventilating.

I turned my attention back to Edward. Poor Edward. How could I have not remembered him and allow myself to do this to him? How could I do this to any human? I had to fight to keep my attention on his wounded state and off the wondrous smell of his blood.

Oh! How good it smells, there is nothing I want more than it. NO! Think of Edward. Was he going to die? Could I save him? Maybe if I got him out of here. I could take him into to the woods. My mind was racing and the only thing clear was that we couldn't stay here.

I picked up Edwards limp body. I had to very cautious as to not kill him. I was very frightened because I new I was not in full control of my strength. I looked at his hurt body and guilt flowed through me. It felt the worse I ever had, I knew it, and still no tears would roll down my check. I thought that very peculiar.

I was about to jump out the window, when Edward open his beautiful eyes. "Wait, we need to get Alice" Alice? I don't remember Alice. I thought all my memories had come back. "She was brought in when you disappeared. You have to save her as well" the last part came out weak.

Then he started writhing in my arms. I knew he had been in pain this whole time, It would have been impossible if he wasn't, but he has learned to hide it well. "AHH! The fire, the fire. Put it out please I' m burning" .Oh! No I knew what was happening now.

I rushed out the window and in to the woods. I flew through the trees. I found a small cave in the foot of a mountain. We would have to take refuge in here, for Edwards's sake. I am sure elements, have nothing on my body, or so I thought.

I watched as Edward went through his pain. His screams continuously asking for death. I wanted to help him but what could I do.

Suddenly I heard someone screaming. She was in a great deal of pain. I heard Edwards name mentioned. The girl said she didn't know were he went. This must be Alice; I recognized the other horrendous voice as Myrtle. Time for revenge.