I ran so hard through the long hallway, tears running down my face. I nearly crashed into the wall in front of me. I leaned up against the wall and slid down and bawled out crying. I couldn't help it. My brother had been dead for 6 months now, but it still stung. His death was bittersweet. Anybody who knew him knew he was the biggest asshole in our town but he had a big heart when he wanted to. He wasn't the best brother in the world but he was still my brother and I laughed everytime at his funeral when his friends that knew me from when I was younger would say "oh he was such a good guy" I remember just laughing in their faces and said " you damn well know he was a douche bag." And I would walk away. But I couldn't walk away right now. I just sat against the wall sobbing. Kenzie appeared and she already knew why I was crying, I asked her if the boys knew. I didn't want to look like a fool in front of them. She said "No" Thank god. I pulled out my cigarettes and, as I normally do when I'm this upset, lit one up. I slowly inhaled, held it for a few seconds, and let it out. I felt better now and just as I looked up there were the boys kneeling down asking if I was okay. I stood up with a little help from Kenzie and said "I am now" a look of relief crossed over everyone's face. Hell I was relieved they didn't ask why I ran. But just before I thought I was in the clear Jaime came over and gave me a huge hug and asked if I was truly alright and said " I would hate it if something ever happened to you" I smiled at that and he released me from his grip. That man gives great hugs but I liked Mikes and Tony's better. I just kind of stood in slience staring at the ground then one the boys took my hand and pulled me about 10 feet away from the group. It was Mike. He was so adorable. I didn't know what it was about him and Tony but I loved them to death. Before Mike could have gotten a word out Tony came over. It was like they came in a pair no matter what. I looked at Kenzie and she looked at me and mouthed "are you okay?" I nodded my head. She took Vic and Jaime with her back to SWS. I felt bad because she had missed most of their show, but they simply walked up the entrance of the stage and took a seat to enjoy. Tony and Mike looked back to make sure they were gone. They asked what was wrong so I told them. At the end of my story they apologized to me but I shook my head and said " you didn't know, it would never be your fault" as soon as I stopped talking they both hugged me making us a sandwich. It was comforting in a way. "thank you guys so much. I know I would've been okay and you guys didn't have to say anything but you did." And in unison they both said " you're like out little sister. We wouldn't want anything or anyone to hurt you." They were too cute. Tony suggested we just go back to their tour bus and relax. I checked our little schedule too see what time the rest of the bands we wanted too see went on and we had about an hour before Wallpaper played. I said that's a good idea, lit up another shaky cigarette and we started walking, I stopped and shouted to the boys "wait! What about the others?" Tony said Mike had texted Vic and Jaime that they would be on the bus with me and too come when the set was over. So I left Kenzie with Vic and Jaime, she would be safe with them. We were getting close to the tour bus and Mike said something that caught me a little off guard. "Do you want to smoke with us?" My mouth sort of dropped and said "Like a bowl?" he just replied "Well if you want, but we have a few rolled already if you'd like that instead." I nodded. We walked onto the bus and I laughed because I remembered all the interviews I watched with them being in this bus. Mike asked me why I didn't like bowls or bongs, I just said that I think they're nasty I mean don't get me wrong I love my glow in the dark bowl but I like MY bowl not other peoples. He laughed and handed me a small joint for myself one for Tony and one for himself. I hadn't smoked in a while but for once today it felt nice to sit back and relax. A few minutes later 3 guys were standing outside of our bus. I didn't bother too look out the window to see who it was but they had cute laughs. Tony slowly got up, which made me giggle a little, to open the doors. Seconds later right after I inhaled, I choked because I had seen my hero's. 3 of the 5 Black Veil Brides members, Andy, CC and Ashley. They were so fucking godly and sexy. I could hear one of them saying they could smell what we had, I recognized the voice, and asked if we would share. I started to freak out once Tony said "yeah sure, c'mon in" Tony started to introduce them to me. I stopped him and said "I know who they are!" CC faked a swoon which made me have the weirdest giggle fit. Andy and Ashley just looked back and smiled at him. Then they looked at me, Ashley was staring at me and then Andy spoke and asked why he hadn't gotten a hug yet. I got up and, damn I thought Tony and Mike's hugs were great! They don't have anything on Andrew Dennis Biersack. Ashley was next to receive a hug and of course CC who was a little excited about sharing the weed and tried to take a hit from what I had in my hand. I slapped his hand and said "No, Miiiine" smiled and walked away to sit back down between Andy and Tony. Mike asked if they wanted a bowl or blunt, they agreed on a "packed tight bowl of goodness" as Ashley put it. Who would have thought I would be in Pierce The Veils tour bus smoking weed with Tony, Mike, Andy, CC and Ashley? Not me that's for damn sure. Just as my thought ended Kenzie, Vic and Jaime came in. Kenzie started laughing until she saw CC, she had a huge crush on drummers but he was her number 1. It was so cute. I put my roach out and snuggled up between Tony and Andy, I was in heaven. They smelled so good and were so adorable I never thought this day could get any better but then I remembered BVB played in 20 minutes.. I looked up at Andy, who I had snuggled up against, and said "Don't you have to be on stage in 20?" he looked down at me as if he never knew I was there, then his eyes widened. "HOLY SHIT! Guys we have to go. I frowned, I'm guessing he had seen that and kissed me on the cheek and said "Little Blue Eyes, Come with us, you can hang with us, if you want of course." Raising his eyebrow slightly, looking at me with his piercing bright blue eyes. I got up looked back at everybody, told Kenzie I would text her and told the guys I would probably be back. Just as I was walking away Tony asked for my number, the others did too. I told Kenzie to give it to them and I left.
