Chapter 7. 'Hn' and 'the fuck'?!

"Tch, Itachi… What are you doing here?" I started scouring about the bed for my t-shirt, feeling very embarrassed in his presence all of a sudden.

What the fuck?!..Itachi had seen me in most positions with or without clothing, nearly examining my body while taking pictures, and here I was now, feeling ashamed as if caught red-handed in the act, shaking and mumbling like a virgin. Just because I tried to have sex with my girlfriend in his absence. Wasn't it sick, like, on many levels? Yes, it was.

Itachi smirked at me even more and walked into my room, sitting himself on the bed beside me. I felt suddenly very hot in my face, but luckily by this moment I had managed to retrieve my t-shirt and put it on.

Itachi studied me for a second, then looked away staring at the spot on the wall with a dreamy expression and eventually he stated in a mocking voice.

"Isn't it cute, Sasuke, that you are already over that little night adventure of yours? Feeling excited by the good old usual stuff, aren't we?"

Itachi was sitting so close to me that it was getting awkward and uncomfortable. I felt an urge to jump on my feet to increase the distance between us. Itachi's reaction was as fast as always, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to my place, next to him.

"Sit! Did I tell you to get up?" he commanded firmly, innocently arching his brow and still holding my hand with his.

"Itachi, what the hell?!" I glared at him, yanked my hand back trying to break free. He didn't let go.

"Sasuke, I have this strange suspicion I want to confirm. I would like you to help me with that, if you will. " Despite his tone I knew it didn't promise me good news at all. I panicked.

"Itachi, what the heck?! Let go of me, ne? Let go or I will…-"

"Or you will what, Sasuke?"

I gaped at him, having no idea how to finish my sentence. What would I do? Punch him? He could do the same to me and much easier and faster, I didn't really stand a chance against him. Hit him? Push him? Kick him? Kill him?

"Or I will leave Itachi," I said quietly, almost defeated, but stared at him, intending to put as much in my glare as I could.

Itachi's eyes widened in surprise.

"Really?!" he looked at me almost intrigued if not to say fascinated by the prospectives that my answer opened for him, considrable reasons for getting fun.

Itachi let go of my wrist and smiled. His smile screamed: 'Itachi- lucky, Sasuke- …not so lucky!'

I looked at the red markings from his grip on my hand. They were quite well visible on my pale skin. Well, more to come. Wasn't it expected and even wanted?

Itachi patted me on my head. Fuck, I hated desperately when he did that to me, because I knew exactly what would follow. I shut my eyes preparing for the worst.

Itachi ran his fingers through my hair, first very gently and I tensed at that even more. He ended up getting a nice thick bunch of it in his hand very close to my scalp. I bit my lip and gritted my teeth not to scream out. When he pulled slightly my hands covered his and I stuck my fingernail into his arm in a weak attempt to make him let go.

"Itaii, Itachi." I choked out, leaning towards him to decrease the pain as he was slowly closing his fist, ripping my hair out.

Abruptly Itachi pulled my head backwards and leaned over me with his cheek nearly touching mine. He was studying my face slowly as if trying to inhale my pain and fear. Something close to maniacal sadistic pleasure was reflected in his black glowing eyes.

As soon as I got the chance I stared back at him, feeling my eyes fill up with uncontrollable tears. If it wasn't my brother I would kill anybody long before they even considered trying the same thing on me. But with him it was different. It was his demonstration of power. Over me.

When his cold cheek brushed against mine it sent shivers down my spine. Goosebumps covered my entire body. Fuck. The fuck. Fuck. That was not good.

Fighting the pain I felt sudden blush cover my cheeks. The hell?! He had done it to me so many times before, why only now I felt embarrassed by this? I felt so ashamed at that thought that I reddened even more and closed my eyes just to escape his piercing gaze.

Fuck. This was not normal. It was not normal at all.

Itachi opened his fist quite unepectedly for me. With this my head and body met the mattress and bounced on it slightly a few times.

I felt bitter and strange but somehow I succeeded in sending a hateful glare back at him. At least I hoped it looked like a hateful glare. Hn, if...that...was…not...random…

Itachi seemed pissed but in a different way. He got off the bed and walked back to the door to lean against it, looking very ...unfriendly. I concluded that he was again playing his psychological tricks on me – standing while I was sitting/laying and glaring with his special murderous glint in the eyes, appearing 'gloriously scary'. I knew him well by now.

But I also knew my older brother almighty Itachi Uchiha was not a person to play jokes with. But I couldn't just drop it at that, could I?

"I will leave you and move away, Itachi" I hissed at him, rubbing my hurt head, perfectly realizing that I would neither do it myself nor would he ever let me do it.

Itachis' face turned all gray at that. I mentally cursed my tongue, knowing that probably I had inflicted even bigger troubles at myself now. Though, his reaction was beyond my wildest expectations. He waited before answering and then pronounced as if deep in thoughts.

"Hmmm, you are not leaving me a good choice in this case, little brother".

I dropped my jaw and stared at him in disbelief. Would he really kill me? His own brother? If I decided to leave him? Not that I would of course but…

" Tch, Itachi you wouldn't dare", I said trying to sound confident and arrogant, but it came out somehow weak, close to scared.

Itachi narrowed his eyes at me

"Is that what you believe, Sasuke? Or is it what you hope for?"

Oh shit, I thought to myself. I had to open my fucking mouth. I fucking had to open my fucking mouth! No, it's no turning back now.

"Try me", I provoked but immediately swallowed so loudly that I guess I wasn't the only one to hear it.

Itachi waited with an answer, observing me and I was glaring back. Then he sighed deeply. If I didn't know him better I would even say he looked sad there for a moment.

"Confident, are we?" and added in a different tone "You asked for it yourself. Don't forget it, Sasuke."

I felt my hands starting to shake terribly. The fuck?! Itachi would be able to kill me just like that? He had killed that girl easily and now he would kill me?

What else could he mean by that? Tch, bastard. I felt almost angry and at the same time I was shocked to discover that I was not afraid to die now. It was the thought of him being so indifferent to me that made me nearly piss boiling water. Hn, what was it really that I expected from him? Pity? Understanding? Love? Instead of all that I got indifference.

Oh well, who cares. I deserved it. Let him finish it. I looked at him back, still hoping to be mistaken at my suspicion.

Not a hint of a smile. He observed me for some time, looking straight into my eyes, and I thought God, my brother was so ...

Itachi didn't like my gaze on him. He came up to my wardrobe, studied it for a minute, then picked up a few things that he threw on the bed next to me.

"Get dressed" Itachi ordered to me coldly, almost hatefully. No turning back, huh? Fuck, I blew it big deal this time, didn't I? What was it, a suicide? A fucking execution? My brain refused cooperating with me trying to process the hapenning. I stared blankly at the clothes, then at my brother. Then again at the clothes. Fuck.

I picked up the pile. It was indeed a good choice, my brother had always had good tastes for everyting. Black suit trousers and a matching Armani shirt. At least I won't look scabby on the day of my death, I thought to myself and chuckled.

Itachi had left my room and proceeded to the hallway to wait for me there. I wondered where he'd take me to. Fuck. That was it, huh?

The only thing left was to drive me away, further from town...I honestly hoped it wouldn't be something low, like a garbage tip or something. Though, I doubted my brother would set his foot in a place like that. But for my part it didn't really matter, did it?

Should I beg him not to? The fuck. I was too proud for that. Tch, too proud to ask not to kill me. I giggled. It was funny. I imagined myself standing on the knees in the middle of the forest in my Armani clothes, and Itachi holding an axe at ready above my neck. "Any last Words, Little brother?" and I answer "Hn, go and fuck yourself!" Ha! I giggled again. Then stopped and looked at the mirror on the wall. That was my last time. My last day. At least my last wish since my childhood would come true- the last face I would see would be my brother's. Fuck. Every second word in my thought-'last'. Not funny.

It was all silent. I felt the tension and almost electricity between us in the air. When I was ready, - as ready as one can be in my place, I felt somehow at ease and almost weightless in my body. I even smiled when I came up to Itachi and took him by the elbow.

Fuck, now all my troubles would end, shouldn't I be thankful to him for that? No more conscience keeping me awake in sleeping hours, no more cameras, no more pain, no more Itachi despising and ignoring me. I felt almost happy now, almost completely happy. And all thanks to him. I looked at my brothers' beautiful face. I adored him now.

Well, hell yeah, why fucking not! I will even give him a kiss! Why fucking not! Let him also remember the best in me!

I pressed a brief kiss on Itachis' neck.

He didn't expect that! Itachi flinched away from me in utter shock, pushing me away almost with a scared expression.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" he screamed at me. My brother never screams…

"Well, it's my last hour I want to remember it and you…"

Itachi looked at me as if I had gone totally mental.

"Where the fuck do you think we are going?"

"my last hour…"

"..To rent you a flat!"

N/A: yeah, that was, as Sasuke had said...random, wasn't it? Please comment and Review. It's one of my favorite chapters so far. What do you think? love you all, guyz.

mainki