June 30th
Some news from father today has shown further evidence to what kind of person he is. Oh I'm so furious with him I just can't stand it!He came by while Mother was at work. I can't believe he actually came back to the house after everything. I had to fight the urge to slam it in his face. I would have loved nothing more.
I noticed in his hand an envelope as he asked to come in. I was reluctant to allow it but agreed and offered him a seat in the living room. There was an awkward silence as he asked me about my life since him leaving. I told him very little. If he didn't care then why should he now? I'm only his son after all. He asked if I had developed any new hobbies. I answered no truthfully. This visit he was different. No longer the man who once showed love to his family. There was only silence between us with the occasional one or two word answer to his questions. Until he finally told me what he was doing there.
"Eddward," He started he seemed to be at a loss for what to say. "I'm not sure how to say this to you but you know I love you and I always will. You have every right to be angry as does your mother. I brought these papers here if you could give them to her for me I would-"
"Those better not be what I think they are" I said glaring angrily know I was in fact right.
He couldn't look at me which only cased more anger as I took the papers from him and looked them over. Divorce papers. I was so angry I couldn't see straight . How dare he?
"You see Eddward sometimes Moms and Dads don't-"
"Don't you dare talk down to me. I'm old enough to understand, and I know what kind of person you are. You had a family, a wife that loved you and you betrayed her, a son who needed a father and you abandoned him. You walked out on us and now... now you walk into Mother's house with these and ask your son to help you break his Mother's heart?" I was almost shouting now what right did he have to put us through another one of his selfish acts. "Eddward I understand your anger but I am still your-"
"Wrong!" I shouted. Now unable to control the anger inside me. I am not proud of myself for these actions.
Father was as you can imagine most displeased.
"You are not a father of any sort. You are a selfish child that cares nothing for the responsibilities you have brought on yourself. You've got some nerve coming in here Jack. Have you any idea what Mother's been through since you've been gone., of course not You weren't there to see how mother's heart was breaking. I was there, I saw the pain in her eyes. As I was about to show him the door Jack mentioned he had another reason for coming over. He had wanted me to visit some time soon to meet the woman who would soon become my step mother and as Eddy would have put it 'lost it' "You couldn't stick around for the family you had but you can go out and meet someone else, your stupidity and blindness has no end Jack you make me sick. You are not welcome here Jack this is my Mother's house unless the judge says otherwise but until then you are officially trespassing and if you do not leave so help me you will be removed!" I opened the front door and Jack angrily stormed out.
It wasn't until I was about to close the front door that I noticed that Eddy and Ed along with Jimmy and Sarah were standing there shocked as Jack walked passed them. No sooner had he drove off than Eddy placed a hand on my shoulder. I was completely embarrassed I thought I might faint , right up until Eddy said "Way to tell him who's boss Double D, we're proud of you"
