A/N- Guys, thanks so much for the Advice.. I really really needed it. From what has been going on the past few days, it seems like she throwing me for a loop, for revenge's sake. We've been arguing, (more like she has), i've been drinking and partying... I did some things... Long story short, a best friend came from outta town, and now im the laughing stock for the next two weeks.
But i managed to tell her how i felt, tell her i was the dumbass, tell her that i loved her (yes, i do.) and she still played this stupid shit..
Now honestly, Ashley did say dating a girl is harder, but DAMN!
well. enjoy. this is part one of the "out" series... hope u like
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6:00 a.m.- Saturday morning.
"Beep Beep Beep." The alarm went off loud enough to wake up a neighborhood.
"SHIT!" Ashley jumped up and turned the clock off, remembering it was the weekend.
"Damn it!" She yelled in frustration. Not only the stupid clock woke her up for he morning, but it rudely interrupted her wonderful, wonderful dream.
It went something like her, Spencer and Tom (the creator of the match maker) on a random cruise ship with her 41 friends. At least 200, million people seeing them off as they go to Australia. (those 200 million people that's in her network) Spencer had just leaned in to kiss her...
Then there was the clock...
After many attempts to go back to sleep, she got up and went to her computer. Any fool would already know what was in the girl's mind. Myspace and Spencer.
She made sure she stayed logged in to aim and myspace, for easy access, of course. Inside her mind, she cursed herself for becoming one of those people who check their myspace every 10 minutes.
Ignoring her conscience once again, she heard a beep, meaning she got an instant message.
suSpence.r- Wow, ur still up?
ashleysmashley- actually i just woke up. i kept it on. my stoopid alarm just woke me up.
suSpene.r- haha, me too. I can't go back to sleep. I hate when that shit happens.
ashleysmashley- ditto. it sucks. so what r ur plans for today?
suSpence.r- i got a tennis game today against Macaulay at 11:00. after that nothin. u?
ashleysmashley- LMAO, saturday cartoons.
suSpence.r- ur such a DORK
ashleysmashley-you would know.
suSpence.r-wat u tryin to say
ashleysmashley- that it takes on to know one
suSpence.r- watevs.. so u wanna hang again today? no plans afterwards and I don't wanna sit and look at my brothers all damn day.
ashleysmashley- i dunno, you just called me a dork..
suSpence.r- :(
ashleysmashley- j/k. sure, where u wanna go?
suSpence.r- i dunno. whereever.. anywhere with u.
Ashley shieked at the computer with excitement. "TOM IS GOD!"
ashleysmashley- ok. :D. just call me when ur ready and i'll scoop u up.
suSpence.r- kewlbeans.
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9:13a.m
They went back and forward until at least 9, when Spencer remembered she had to get ready for her match. She left Ashley with her heart fluttering, of course having every intention to do so. Spencer knew there was this weird connection they had within the day she met her.
Spencer agreed to the first meeting simply because of her attraction to the girl. What else would anyone meet from myspace for? But once she was able to look into Ashley's chocolate eyes and her soul, she knew she was in for something.
Their reactions with every accidental touch, or glance, Spencer knew inside that Ashley felt the same. She noticed how nervous and shy she got around her. Blushing every 5 seconds. So Spencer really didn't have a problem with making the initial move.
As she got ready, she was very giddy. Passing her older brother in the hall, she was humming. He had said something to her, but she was too busy floating on cloud nine. He tapped her shoulder, making her come back down to earth.
"Oh, hey Clay. What's up?" Clay looked at her astonished. "You really didn't hear a word I just said, did you?" "You said something? I'm sorry. I'm a little out of it." "A little." Clay smirked at her and pulled her in his room across the hall. He closed the door behind her, so that no one could hear.
"So, tell me about her?" "Who?" Spencer decided to play dumb. Clay was the only one she could get along with in the family, so she only came out to him.
Clay gave her the 'come on tell me' look. "Ok ok, her name is Ashley. I met her on myspace..." Clay chuckled. "Myspace? My My Spence, you're nuts. So you met met her?" "Yeah yesterday actually." "And?" "I like her. Alot. She's not like other girls. She's special."
"And gay?" "I don't know." Clay chuckled again, crossing his arms across his chest and shaking his head.
"But we did share a few glances." Spencer pointed out. Clay nodded. "So what now?" "I don't know, we're hanging after the match. What should I do?" Clay put his hand on his chin. "Woo her." Spencer frowned at the weak excuse of a suggestion.
"Wow, Clay, for you to be the smart one in the family, you sure don't know about women." Spencer laughed at her own joke. She seemed to do that alot. She exited the room to finish getting ready.
'Woo her? pssh.' Spencer rolled her eyes.
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2:50 p.m.
Ashley tapped on her kneecap with one hand, resting her head on the other. Boredom has gotten the best of her again. After an hour passed from last talking to Spencer, she realized myspace just wasn't the same. She went back and forth with the page.
The events of the previous hours consisted of her going thru her enormous closet, debating on something to wear. Then it went to debating how she should wear her hair. Then she played out in her head every thing she was going to do. Her actions, and her jokes. What she would say. She even fantasized racy scenarios, shaking herself from them.
The phone never rung.
Of course Ashley's paranoia kicked in. 'Maybe the match went longer then expected.' easy turned into 'Omg, she's standing me up.'
Her mind was set on the 'standing up' after a hour passed. With a little hope, she continued tapping her knee. 'Come on Spence… ' Right on cue, her phone rang.
Not letting it ring a second more. "Hello! I mean hello, this is Ashley." She her snickering. "Hello?" Ashley asked again. "Why did you answer the phone like that?" She heard a familiar voice. Just the voice she was waiting for, and wanted to hear.
"I… I... uh... hi. So... um.. you ready?" There goes that nervousness. 'Great you're really going to scare her off' Ashley thought.
"Yeah, sorry I took so long, I smelled like sweat and I didn't want to leave that smell in your car." Ashley laughed from the information. "Ok I'll be there in 5 minutes." Hanging up the phone, she zoomed out the door.
2:59p.m.
Spencer stood inside by the door until she saw a familiar Porsche pull up in her driveway. Not that she knew alot of people with Porsche's. She was still fascinated with the fact she was new friends with the rock star, no rock legend's daughter.
Meanwhile, Ashley, getting tangled in her thoughts, she almost gotten into 2 car accidents. She felt like a kid in a candy store. She decided she was going to take it slow, Spencer wasn't just one of these random fucks, she captivated her within a few hours after meeting her. Even when they met on myspace, she could tell.
Finally reaching safety, she got out of the car to get the blonde beauty, but they way Spencer ran outside before Ashley was even able to ring the doorbell, she thought that maybe Spencer was just as anxious as she was. A small smile crossed her face as Spencer waved her arm, gesturing 'come on.' Ashley got into the car and fastened her seatbelt.
3:25p.m.
Ashley was totally oblivious to what she was planning to do with the blonde beside her. 'All this time I was waiting for her to call, I could've thought of something instead of being the paranoid freak I was being. Stupid, stupid, stupid.'
After 20 minutes of riding around finally got old, Spencer asked, "Hey, um, so where are we going? Are you lost?" Spencer gave Ashley a concerned look. But in her brain, there was a little Spence jumping around screaming "YAY! I'M WITH ASHLEY!" She smiled softly as Ashley gave her a lost look.
Ashley pulled over in a vacant parking lot. "Hmm. A parking lot. Are we gonna race, cause I didn't bring my tennis shoes and…" Ashley interrupted the girl's crazy attempt to read Ashley's mind.
"No, no… See here the thing. I… didn't come up with anything logical. I'm out of ideas. Which is weird considering I always have something to say. Racing sounds like a good idea thought." Ashley smiled nervously. Spencer tilted her head and giggled. "Well, sitting here is fine." Spencer tapped nervously on her lap with a rhythm.
"Or, I could… rent some movies and we could go to my casa? It's up to you completely." "YES! I mean yeah, sure." Spencer responded fast, like Ashley would never ask. 'Damn it. She's gonna find out! Very secretive Spencer. Such a dork.' Spencer thought.' "Why I gotta be a dork?" Ashley asked dumbfounded. Spencer didn't realize she cursed herself outloud, making it sound like she was talking to the brunette. "Oh. Uh. Well. Um cause you are dork!" 'Nice save Spence.' Ashley started the car back up. "Ok then… To blockbuster."
4:15p.m.
"Did we have to get 'The Notebook?" Ashley asked whining. She wasn't a big fan of cheesy love movies. "Did you have to get "Saw 3?" Spencer winced at the thought of watching it, after Glen traumatized her with it after he decided it was his favorite movie. "Wow! This is your house?" "Yeah, unfortunately." "God! I'll trade you." The both of them chuckled out loud. The two girls walked into the house with the movies, right along with two bags full of junk.
"Wow, Ash, this is beautiful! You are so lucky!" Spencer had her mouth agape. Ashley smiled at how fascinated the blonde was. "It's nothing. Let's go." She grabbed the girls hand and lead her upstairs up to her room.
Walking into the room, Spencer looked around at how big the girls room was. 'Wow, I'm in her room…' She smiled at all the thoughts running thru her mind. Ashley smiled assuming she was still astonished from the mansion, which wasn't the case anymore.
"You know, Ashley, I usually don't just go into someone's room for free. But you're lucky it's Saturday." Spencer once again laughed a her own joke. Ashley smirked, not at the joke, but at the cute way the taller one cracked herself up.
Ashley motioned towards her couch, while she held up the two dvds. "Ok, which one?" Spencer smiled and gave her a 'you know exactly what i want to watch' look. Ashley scoffed in defeat. "At least I tried.".
