A/N: Remember what happened in the last chapter? Well let's see what is going to happen in this one! ENJOY! :]

Logan POV

"Bye Logan, anyone else who fucks with me will see you soon!" I couldn't comprehend what Kendall was trying to tell me. Just as I was about to ask him to clarify it, I felt a powerful jolt to my body and my feet left the ground. Kendall was looking down at me evilly as I was plummeting to my death. Then, I understood what Kendall was trying to tell me.

I had no idea what I could possibly do. I tried to grab on to the big rock we had been on, but due the fact that I was falling rapidly it just sliced my hands; the pain was so intense that I felt like giving up on saving my own life. I knew I had no chance at survival…I was absolutely hopeless.

As I grew closer to sharp rocks and the treacherous waters below all I could think of where the happy things in my life….when my shyness began to wear off, when I moved to Minnesota when I was 7 and met the coolest guys (Carlos, Kendall, and James), how I learned to a back flip and who taught me, the day I made the math committee, when Gustavo came to take us to L.A, and when we went big time. The weird thing is now my happy moments only made me miserable. For I knew I could never have another one.

I was now only a few inches from my death and the last thing I thought about was Carlos. I would always love him and I knew he would always love me. Those memories of he and I were the best things that ever happened to me in my life and even though I was sad, I couldn't help to smile…Carlos always made me smile.

Then it all went black….

James POV

Logan? Could he be dead? I could tell Carlos and Kendall had concluded that he was, but for some reason I couldn't just yet. I needed proof…something told me he was alive. At this moment I could tell I was the sanest one out of all of us. And it looked like it was up to me to save his life.

I dug into my pockets to find my cell phone but, I remembered I left it at the Palm Woods. I couldn't ask Carlos or Kendall to borrow theirs because they were both having a meltdown, and frankly I was afraid of them. Looking at where Kendall pushed Logan, I noticed Logan's phone right at the edge. His phone landing there was handy but, I didn't feel comfortable using it at all. I picked it up and felt the warm tears begin to start up in my eyes again, just holding something that was his made me realize how much I would miss him if he really was gone.

I dialed 911 and told them every detail of what happened; they were to be here shortly. It wasn't easy for me to call, not one bit. I didn't want to explain how my best friend may be dead…it wasn't on my list to do things before I am 20. If I even make it to 20.

Kendall POV

I had no clue what has been going on with me. Lately, I wasn't myself. When I pushed Logan off the edge, I realized how crazy I had become. I just wish it didn't take something this extreme to make me realize it. I was myself again, and I had true feelings. Now, I couldn't even imagine how I could even think of harming Logan; I loved him like a brother.

James and Carlos must hate me. I knew it was my entire fault but, it felt like it wasn't…it felt like something was controlling me. Something I had no choice but to go along with. I just wish I rebelled. I needed to apologize to Carlos and James. I couldn't bear to lose them along with Logan.

I was crying uncontrollably as I pleaded, "I'm sorry beyond words, I feel like I have no right to be alive. I know I did it, but in heart I know I didn't…don't call the cops…I don't want to get into a bad situation"

"You don't have a fucking right to be alive…you fucking asshole!" Carlos said as he still was holding Logan's shirt.

"Kendall no offense, but you are already in a bad situation."

Carlos POV

Logan was my everything…how could I ever lose him? My heart was crushed into so many pieces there was no way it could heal. I felt so many passionate feelings towards him that I didn't get a chance to express how I wanted to. He may be dead but, hopefully he would be listening….

With every appearance of Logan, blinding my eyes, I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do. His heart beat was fast just like mine, which shows were both scared. Would he stay awake for me? I'll do anything to keep him alive. And if it's a hero Logan wants, I can save him. He is the only key to my survival. His whispers are priceless to me. I'll share the air that I breathe just to keep him by my side. Logan taught me how to live and he was changing me; I wish he could stay near. I just don't want to miss anything.

Just thinking of my feelings for Logan made it so much harder to let him go. I could only blame one person for this…that person was Kendall. He needed to be punished severely. I then heard sirens and knew justice was to come soon.

Kendall POV

I heard sirens and felt the guilt inside me grow larger. I was certain I was going to go to jail. I thought the punishment of me being the one who hurt Logan was more than I could bear; I knew I was about to endure more punishment very soon.

I was blinded by anger and pity when I pushed Logan. I didn't realize what I was actually doing. I killed him and threw away my life…my future. How could I be so stupid? I acted as if were a child and I guess you don't get rewards for that.

James approached me and said, "Don't worry Kendall, I'm here."

"How can I not be worried? I killed Logan! I'm going to jail! If you haven't realized those aren't good things!"

"Shhh…don't say that so loud. The cops don't know you pushed him, I told them a different story." James whispered.

"What did you tell them? I don't want to get into more trouble than I already am."

"I told them Logan slipped and made himself…well fall to his death. And you won't get into more trouble because there were no other witnesses."

"What about Carlos?" I asked concernedly.

"Don't lose sleep over him…I'll take care of that."

Carlos POV

My heart began to stutter as I looked up and saw the tremendous crimson helicopter descending towards the perilous jagged rocks where, my true love, my only love, Logan Philip Mitchell lay lifeless. I pulled at my hair, defeated, scared that I would never see my boy's adorable face again. My heart seemed to rise to my throat and I felt sick to my stomach; I had to be strong, I had to believe that my Logie would make it and everything would be okay. But the sight of his damaged body being airlifted onto the great flying machine was too much for me to bear…and I broke.

"I'll never let you go, Logan" I whispered as I embraced Logan's shirt lovingly. I let out a shaky breath as a tear slowly slid down my cheek. "I promise."

James POV

Carlos was a mess. I know what it feels like to have your heart broken, what it feels like when you can't show the one you love or tell them that your heart is theirs forever. I went over to Carlos and grasped his shoulder. He turned his face up to me—it broke my heart to see him looking so crushed.

"Carlos, we need to go."

He didn't even acknowledge that I had spoken to him; he simply continued to stare at the spot where Logan had been. "James…" Carlos let a few more tears slip from his rich brown eyes and breathed, "Its cold inside."

I gave Carlos a hug as tears began to well up in my eyes. "I know…I know."

Kendall's POV

Seeing Carlos crying so passionately for his love made me feel like a total jerk. I was disgusted with myself but I knew that it was too late to make things better. I killed Logan, one of my best friends since like forever…what kind of person am I? What gives me the right to live while an innocent soul like Logan must die? I regretted my stupid, selfish decision. Not only had I lost Logan, I had lost every single one of my friends and that hurt me. I needed to pay for what I did. The car ride to the hospital was silent.

Carlos POV

We were now at the hospital anxiously awaiting the doctor to come out and give us the info on Logan. My mind was racing wildly…I thought he was dead! It wasn't until recently I gained hope. I just wish this was all a bad dream and my Logie will be perfectly fine. The doctor then began to approach us with a clipboard in his hand and I knew news was on its way.

"Mr. Garcia, Mr. Diamond, and Mr. Knight-"

"That's us…is Logan ok!" I shouted impatiently cutting off the doctor.

The doctor gave me a look that told me I had annoyed him. He then continued, "- I'm sorry to inform you that Logan Mitchell has a very small chance of surviving the night. So, I suggest you say your goodbyes now… before it's too late."

I couldn't believe what the doctor just said…a life without Logan seemed unimaginable. "You're lying! Our time together is not over! Logan's gonna wake up and then he'll jump into my arms and and and"I couldn't say anymore, I knew I was just lying to myself.

"Mr. Garcia, if Logan does wake up I fear you will be disappointed."

"Why's that?" I said meanly as tears flooded my face.

"Because, he will only remember the memories, things, and people that were most important to him in life. Therefore, he may not remember you."

"Oh believe me he will remember me!"

I then got up and headed towards Logan's room; James and the murderer followed. The hallway seemed long as if were never ending. Once, I reached Logan's room, I Iooked inside and saw his pale almost lifeless body on the bed.

"Logan? Can you hear me?'' I whispered gently as I took his hand in mine.

Just the sight of Logan lying helplessly on the bed told me he probably won't see another day. I then kissed him one last time on the cheek and sang softly to him, "Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight here one day gone one night, like a sunset dying with the rising of the moon, gone too soon… way too soon."

James POV

Kendall and I were waiting outside Logan's room to give Carlos some time alone with him. We were wondering if he was ever going to come out of that room because he had been in there for so long! I began to worry so we just decided to barge in.

Inside we saw Carlos sobbing onto Logan chest. For some reason that disturbed me so, I had to put an end to it.

"Carlos get up!"

"No, I can't live without him!" Carlos cried like a little boy.

I then yanked Carlos by the arm which forcefully took his head off of Logan's chest.

"James! Let go of me! I want Logan! LOOGGANN!"

"Well Logan's not gonna make it so let him spend his last moments in peace!" I shouted.

"In peace? I am Logan's peace!"

I had no choice but to drag the miserable Carlos out of the room. I couldn't stand to see him so hurt. Carlos put up a fight…I won and got him out the door. However, once Carlos was out of Logan's room Logan's heart monitor stopped and in no time doctors began to pour in.

"Would it really of been that hard to let me stay with Logan in his last seconds?" Carlos questioned angrily as he broke down into a deeply hurt cry.

A/N: Did you like it? Is Logan really dead? If so how will Carlos take the misery? REVIEW to find out! :] And special thanks to ohsoelectrik who helped me described some of the emotions going on in this chapter. :]