OKAY! well this chapter is mostly a time consuming filler, with a twist. sort of. :S

R&R anyway the next 3 chapters will be fun filled and maybe a bit humourous. (sorry i cannot spell at the moment :S)

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Chapter 7 - Decisions


The next day at school I was sitting with Martin and his friends at lunch. It wasn't sunny or anything, so my family was at school. Julian was at school too. I wasn't sitting with him though because he had 'orchestra'. I personally thought orchestras' were boring, but then again the only instrument I've ever played - or liked - was the piano. That was mainly because of my dad and how he taught me. It was also mainly because when I was little he composed a song for me, which inspired to learn how to play the piano. So I suppose I can't really talk by saying I don't like orchestras' because I've never been in one. Maybe I should try it.

"Hey Martin" I called from the other side of the lunch table as I sat down in and outfit I'd personally chosen, since, from last night onwards, I had the perfect life. I'd chosen the smallest mini skirt I could find, which was dark blue denim and had pleats that went with a black and white striped tank top to show maximum cleavage.

Martin walked around the table, of which he sat on and instead of looking at my face. He looked a little lower down. "Erm….H…Hey Nessie…Err…How are you today?"

"Good thanks" I replied.

"G…good" He stuttered.

"Anyways. I'm having a massive fancy dress party at my house in a few weeks. You up for it?"

"That should be great. I'll round a few people up"

"Thanks, I don't know when it'll be yet, but it should b-" then I felt sharp pinch on my arm "Excuse me!" I exclaimed turning around to see Alice and Edward standing there.

"This is going to be great Ness, I cannot wait" and with that my dad glared at her and as she pranced off, then reattached his gaze to me.

"A party?"

"It's my 'perfect life'"

"Renesmee, your not having a party. And that's final" he started to walk off, so I grabbed his shoulder, turned him around and shouted,

"Yes I am having a party! Your not my farther so stop treating me like you are!" I could start to like not being my dad's daughter "and anyway Esme already said I could have a party" my father now glared at me, like he was going to drink Martin something.

Then without saying anything, he attached his hand to my arm and pulled me out into the corridor. I thought he was going to hit me or something. But just as he was pulling me through the dull yellow doors into the corridor, Martin put one of his big football playing hands on my dads shoulder, which made me smile to know that the populars' would stick up for me.

But then when I realised the situation properly - remembering that we of course, were vampires - I said in a panic knowing that my dad couldn't hold his temper much longer, "Martin, No! Don't do anything, he's my brother!"

Of then Martin looked at me - so I nodded - and back to my dad and released his hand.

"Don't you ever hurt her"

"Of course I wont, she is my sister" Then my dad and Martin engaged in a 'no blinking' match of which obviously my father won. My dad then released me and stalked off down the hall.

"You alright Nessie?" Martin asked.

"Yeah, I'm alright thanks" I replied. And then, as we were walking back to the lunch room "Hey Martin?"

"Yes, Ness?"

"I've decided the theme to my party…how would you feel about fancy dress?"

"Sure, that's sounds like a lot of fun" he replied with a big grin on his face.

The rest of the day passed in a blur. Being 'in' with the populars' meant that I could talk to anyone I wanted, even though people still didn't like it that I talked to Julian. And I still don't know why. At the moment I think that the only way it would be perfect was if Julian had all his friends. But as it stood, my life was as perfect as I could make it.

I rode home with Alice, in her Porsche. This of which I regretted from the moment no one could hear us. She spoke so fast "So Ness a fancy dress party? I cannot wait! This is going to be so great! I cant wait. I love you for this. So I have the perfect outfit for you, it'll make you stand out from everyone else. How would you like to be a…" and then I tuned her out. I didn't really care what I went as. I just wanted to be the 'star of the party' as some people would call it.

"Alice!" she stopped talking at once. "I don't really care much, what I go as. Just tell me some things about the party and I'll let you get on with it. I think most of my friends already drink alcohol, so get some of that. I actually like that Malibu stuff. And then you need to get food. Wait scrap that, I'll get the food. I know what people like…sort of"

"Ok" and then she went back to talking really fast in a hushed tone.

I knew as soon as I walked in the front door, my dad would yell at me. I wasn't surprised though when my mum told me to 'stay well clear of my dad' as he was 'extremely angry' with me. It was his fault in the first place wasn't it? He said that I had the perfect life, and I was merely showing him what the perfect life was.

Anyhow, it wasn't like I didn't have permission for the party. I'd asked Esme and she'd said that it would be okay.

The rest of the week past quickly. I felt sorry for Julian because I was sitting with Martin and his friends, but if I wanted my party to be great it would have to have all the cool kids there. This of which meant finding a great cover up costume for Julian.

Alice had some great ideas. The theme was 'spooky' meaning vampires, ghosts and other scary stuff. Our whole family is dressing up as vampires except Jacob who is dressing up as a werewolf. This was a little inside family joke.

It was Friday after school, the party was going to be tomorrow and Caitlin, Joe and me were going over to Martins'. We were going over to see Martin's costume, as no one knew what he was going as yet. Martin had a BMW which he and I rode over to his in as Caitlin had her own car.

"So, what are you going as?" Martin asked as we were on our way to his.

"I'm no telling, you…It might scare you." I said as a teasing smile crept onto my lips. Martin on the other hand, had a crooked smile on his face, looking as he was trying not to laugh. "What?" I asked.

"Nothing" We drove up the drive to his house. "It's just…" I opened the car door and the conversation carried on over the roof of the car. "I was wondering if you…y'know…w…would like to go to the part with me?"

"Sure" I said casually. But in my head I was going crazy. Martin - the 'cool' one asked me to my party OMG! (did I really jus say oh emm gee?)

The next thing I knew he grabbed hold of my hand and was pulling me to his room. Did Martin like me? Me. The vampire girl? Okay well, half vampire girl. But still, did he like me?

To be honest though, right after he'd asked me I all of a sudden remembered Jacob. wouldn't he want to take me? Of course he would. And wouldn't Julian want to take me too? After all the work me and Alice did to get him to look different. We'd made him into Frankenstein, all green and stitches on his head. Alice was going to have to do this all on her own now, as I would now be arriving with Martin.

When we walked in his room though, Caitlin was already there sitting on Joe's lap, making out. When they heard the door unlock, tey both looked up to our faces and then down to where our hands were. Holding each other.

I immediately pulled my hand away whilst at the same time, Martin said "I'm taking Nessie to her party." to which I just smiled.

It turned out Martin was going as a…um….dead groom." I couldn't help but laugh. Him as a dead groom…me as a vampire. Good mix. Not.


so BASICALLY all i have to say (and dont take this offensivily :S{still can't spell :S}) is F**K YOU AMERICA, F**K YOU :(

seriously you have THE TWILIGHT MOVIE:'(

i wanna watch THE TWILIGHT MOVIE but i can't 'cuz am from the UK!!!!

ARGGGH i have to wait till the 19th December common :(

sorry if i didnt send sneak previews - did i? i can't remember :S

i will this week, already got the chapter nearly written - i promise it'll be up by sunday =D

SOO....sneak preveiws for reveiws

ANYWHO

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