June 12th 1996

Oh My God! Since coming back to DC last week I haven't seen or spoken to Gibbs, yet I can't stop thinking about him. The director gave us all some time off to spend with our families after the mission, and I'm welcoming the chance to spend some time with Penny, but yet every chance I get I'm thinking about him.

Last night I even had a sex dream about him, and I'm telling you it would have sold as a very good blue movie if it had been real.

Anyway putting Gibbs aside for two minutes, today was Penny's birthday. Can't believe she's eleven already! We had a really nice party for her here at the house, and I'm really pleased to see that she's settled more now than she was when I left. I wonder what she would think to Gibbs?