Reliving the Past
Chapter 7: What?
Bella Pov.
I sat on my bed, after shooing the Doctor off to think about what happened on the past 24 hours. The Doctor and these feelings. I didn't still love him, did I? I mean I was with Edward. But the fluttering feeling I got whenever I saw him... see him.. Even when I thought about him, damn it. But I couldn't help it.
We flirted with him at moments. Sometimes more than the playful flirting Jack and I did... And Jack... I wanted to see him. I hadn't since that time on the game station, when he... died. Only I brought him back and now he couldn't die.
The Doctor said he briefly met him for a few moments. You know, I bet they kissed. It was sort of obvious with how he slightly blushed. Jack and I kissed. But so did the Doctor and me. Last time at the Torchwood, London. Before we separated... I had heard Jack had a new team and was in Torchwood. Evil place. Very Bloody evil.
A few seconds later Alice was sitting in front of me.
"Ready, Bells?" She said in her pixie voice. I gave her a confused look as if to say. 'For what?'
She rolled her eyes. "For your wedding with Edward, of course! What else?" My breath caught, as I heard the pounding of my heart in my ears. Out of the corner of my eyes, I saw my expression in the mirror. Pale and surprised. And then I thought about something.
The Doctor! I silently groaned in my head. Oh stupid, bloody crap! I am so doomed, aren't I?
I walked up the steps to the Tardis after Alice had left. What was I going to tell the Doctor? I'm getting married so I can't go traveling? But then he'd leave me and that'd be the end of me ever seeing him again, and no way was I ever going to live with that. But I loved Edward didn't I? I mean I must've if I was marrying him…
Just as I got near the Tardis, she hummed, and I knew he wasn't there. Then where was he? Automatically, I walked toward my meadow. I had shown it to the Doctor while we coming home and he loved it. Saying it was one of the placed untouched by humans.
As I walked into the clearing, the sight of the Doctor sleeping covered my senses. The Doctor didn't normally sleep, only in rare occasions. I knelt near him, looking down at his face. This was one of the times when he was actually in peace, not acting like he was. He always thought he had to be strong for me, or I would leave him. Stupid Doctor. I'm with him because I want to be, not because I have to be.
I put my hand to his cheek, as he groaned, but remained sleeping as he scooted closer to me. I flushed with embarrassment, which quickly wore off, but now here I sat, with the Doctor's head in my lap.
I watched the Doctor sleep in peace, thinking all about our adventure on the Tardis… And Jack. I loved Jack. Always would, always did. But more in a brotherly way, though with a hint of something else… J
Jack… I wonder when I'd see him again…
I started to drift off, flickering between sleep… when finally the darkness took over, not noticing the fact that the Doctor had woke up, and now I was leaning on his chest, while he looked over me…
Ahh… I loved that man…
What?
What?
Wait… What?
