Hello fanfiction-er, It has been a very, very long time since I updated this story.

Had a very bad year, possible the worst and I want to channel myself back into my writing, so here is the next instalment.


Chapter Seven.

Rogue's P.O.V

'How could I of been so stupid... He could never love me, I'm not special, not beautiful like Betsy, Not as smart as Jean, Not as confident as Kitty.' She thought as she drove down the highway.

The road was empty, but filled with water, rain began to pour down it was almost poetic. How rain is thought to be refreshing, but it can be the beginning of a storm, beautiful but dangerous, it matched Remy Lebeau perfectly. A beautiful outer shell but a cold, heartless inner interior that can destroy the most innocent person in the world if they were to gaze upon him.

Normal P.O.V

As the rain began to pour harder, making louder sounds against the glass windows of the car, Rogues tears began to fall again, she knew she couldn't run from this, you can never run from pain, nor hide from it. You can only carry it around forever before you learn from it, and get a thicker skin to make sure the next pain you fell doesn't destroy you.

Gripping the steering wheel tighter Rogue began to pick up speed, she couldn't hold in her pain she needed to get somewhere, anywhere where she could break down and cry in peace where she wouldn't be watched or known. The road was pitch black if it weren't for the car head-lights she would be completely lost, and most likely in someone's back yard, ruining their vegtable's.

Her speed was increasing even more, Rogue was more determined then ever to get off this road, she wanted out, she needed shelter that she could hibernate in for god knows how long.

Rogue's P.O.V

I can't see a hotel, motel yet I know theres gotta be something a head, there has to be, I need a place that has no memories that could remind me of him, of the happiness that I once felt, that once spread across my face and broke the mask I had be keeping in place for years, all because of him, and his sweet words that held hollow lies, his sexy smile that melted my heart just as easily as it broke it, and the hand that once held mine but not really.

If only I can find somewhere, I just want off this road...

Normal P.O.V

Within a blink of an eye, something raced out in front, and made Rogue swerve, she lost controls, Rogue stepped on the breaks but the road was so slippery and her speed increased rather then decreased, her heart was beating a million miles an hour. She continued to slam on the breaks and turn the wheel to steer away from the tree a head.

But it was too late...

There was a crash, the sound of glass shattering and hitting the ground, the sound of an air bag deploying, but no more sound from the women in the car just silence from her.

Her eyes fluttered three more times before closing one last time, as she slipped out of consciousness

Rogue's P.O.V

I felt a surge of pain run threw my arm I opened my eyes and was blinding by bright lighting, I quickly shut them and re-opened so I could focus on the surroundings... I heard a voice.

'Miss... Can you hear me... Miss?' the unknown voice asked,so I turned my head slightly so I could see the person would was trying to get my attention...

'Who are you?' I asked, my eyes slits as I tried to focus on her face.

' I'm nurse Johnson, you are at Manhattan hospital, you were brought in due to a car crash, do you remember anything.' she said, looking at me with a worried facial expression as she waited for my answer.

' I remember driving, and the rain getting heavier and harder to see, I skidded a couple of times, the tires were having trouble breaking and next thing I know I'm waking up here, with a sharp pain in my arm. ' I replied...

' Sorry I was taking some blood from you they may have been the pain you felt, is it still present this pain in your arm. ' she asked

' No it's gone now,how long have I been here?' I asked

' Only a few hours, we found your driving licence that told us your name, but we couldn't find any reference numbers for someone to call to notify them, is there anyone we can call for you? ' she asked

Before I answered I thought about it, I couldn't call the x-men, afraid Remy would turn up, she wanted to leave for good, she wasn't going to call mystique that would only make matters worse, she was tempted to call Irene but then that wouldn't be the best person if her mother heard. She knew someone she could call.

' The only person I can call is my friend Rhayn, she's in Ireland at the moment, so it would be long distance, I... I have no family here.' The moment the words came out of her mouth she felt a piece of
her heart break.

' Do you have a number we can contact her on.' she asked

' Yes I'll write it down for you. ' I replied kindly knowing this was the first step to starting over, I had to leave what I once had, I could trust Rhayn not to tell anyone at the mansion where I was, besides she's in the right place where I need to be.


Sorry for the long wait people, I hope you enjoy, Question is now where do I go from here, if you have any suggestions or poiters which could help me continue please let me know

Till next time fanfiction-ers

xoxo

egolust92.