After burning down the lodge, which the fire department said was caused by the fireplace (that wasn't even lit), and the running into Eleazar I went looking for a place to live. I had found a small apartment next to campus and above an Italian restaurant. There were lots of humans around, so it would be harder to spot me. I know I got paranoia because of the email and the Demitri part.
But I was safe for now, my anger was manageable now, the sadness was bigger. I also bought some new clothes, the new Prue was born. Instead of serious vests, blouses and jeans, I bought dresses, skirts and waist banded shirts. Oh and don't forget some skinny jeans. Anything that hugged my body was good now, I was tired of flat all stars, now I wore heels.
I knew every male specimen would stare at me but I didn't care, John would kiss his own sorry ass for using me. Only a few more hours and I would hand Alice her diary, the one she had when she was human. Even though she ignored me and didn't see me as a family member, I still saw her as my sister and she deserved to know about the happy life she once had.
Now I was wearing a red shirt that was fitted at my waist with a black belt, a black leather jacket and black long booths with heels. It was also the first time I wore white jeans, skinny jeans to be precise. My leather jacket had a lateral zipper, it was different from all the hoodies I normally wore but I was tired off those unflattering clothes. Makeovers made me feel better and when I thought about what I should wear, I didn't think about all the shit that happened.
The shopping trip was nice, I went shopping from 1 pm until the last minute at 11pm. Oh yes, I actually bribed the clerk to open his shop until 11pm. I know I was bad, but I needed my shopping fix.
I had burned my old clothes and the living room in the apartment was turned into a walking closet with a TV and couch. I think I spent about 100.000$ while shopping, I went through all my outfits at night and then I had chosen my outfit. The only thing I had to do now was make-up.
I ended up with smoky eyes and bloody red lips. I smiled into the mirror but my smile didn't meet my eyes, they didn't sparkle anymore. I sighed and grabbed my black purse. I didn't have my books anymore because my lodge was burned to ash and John's beloved car.
I snickered, his firebird was burned to ash, luckily I had throw it in the garage. I had a small revenge on John but more would come, I still didn't know what I would do next but I would make sure he was tortured. He deserved it.
When I got to school everyone asked about the fire and I told them that John had left me and that he forgot to kill the fire in the fireplace. It was his fault. I didn't see cupper hair asshole in class, but he was late, his eyes were more liquid, he had hunted.
As he got up the stairs to his seat he looked at me, he even gasped.
What never seen a woman I good clothes after her life turned into shit? Maybe shopping is my way to forget, I will never go dressed like a slob you stupid noisy vampire.
I smiled at my own thoughts, I was glad he didn't stare this time.
I would give Alice her diary during lunch, than she couldn't stop me. If she didn't show up, I would hand it to Japer; he seemed the nicest off that group. Maybe the brunette was nice to but she only paid attention to that copper hair asshole. I also didn't think it would be wise to hand it to the grizzly, I don't think beauty queen would like that.
I wondered how long it would take before Aro found out that I knew about his plan, how long it would take him to sent Demitri. I would burn his precious tracker to ash if he tried anything, no hair on my head thought about serving Aro. I would rather wait till I got killed by my own fire, and that could take all of eternity.
I felt the stare of that cupper hair asshole. 'Can you stop staring or do you want me to tell your mate that you like staring at me?' I said as I looked over my shoulder, making him growl in frustration.
Maybe I would tell her anyway.
"No you won't tell her" did he just answer my thoughts? "Yup, I saw everything in your mind Cynthia, why did you attack that innocent cop?"
Shit, he was a mind reader. Maybe I had my reasons idiot. I thought answering his question, showing him everything that happened. Alice, the email and the betrayal off John. What would you do when you found out that your mate isn't your mate at all? That she used u for something she wanted? She doesn't look like someone that would do it, but I just want you to know that I feel used and useless. I have never seen such close mates as the ones in your family. Please don't get me wrong but I'm just a little bit upset okay. And please don't stare at me like that; my mind is a depressing one so it won't help you to get more information about Alice. If that is what u want?
"I'll try to stay out of your thoughts but I love Alice very much and I don't want her to be upset."
Neither do I, I'll stay away if that makes her happy, if that makes her life more enjoyable. I'm glad she found a loving family and that she found Jasper. I know he's very good for her, and don't worry about the diary. Only happy memories are written down.
After I said that I started to think off all the outfits I bought and then I translated a section in my book into Chinese and than in Arabic. I also started to think about how moonlight sonata and Claire the lune would sound when they were played with a violin and a grand piano.
When I finally got into the lunchroom Alice was seated next to Jasper and she looked at me, well she looked at my clothes and I smiled back. I seated myself alone at a table at the back and then I grabbed the diary of Alice, when I looked up her eyes glazed over and I knew she had some kind of vision so I didn't pay any attention to it.
Then I got up and I saw how she got up and walked away, I would hand the diary to Jasper. I walked a bit faster and looked at Jasper.
'Jasper this is Alice her diary when she was human, she deserves to know her happy life. I bet she's happy now; she couldn't stop talking about you. I'm glad she has found you. Please keep making her happy, I know she doesn't need me anymore. She has you.' I handed him the diary and then I looked at every member of the Cullens.
'I'm glad she has found u guys, because of you she's happy.'
Before they could say something I walked outside and seated myself down on a bench outside off school, wondering what Alice would do when she saw the diary, what she would do if she read it.
I had no hopes that she would forgive me for what I did.
It was my fault that she ended up in the dungeon. But she was happy now and I wouldn't stand in her way, I would go through the next couple of months so I could watch her a bit. Then I would leave and make sure I didn't run into her again, making sure that she stayed happy.
But I couldn't leave just yet, I needed a good memory off vampire Alice Cullen, one that was a good one like the ones I had of little Mary Alice Brandon. I would keep the necklace; I needed something of her close to me.
After all the thinking I went to my car, I needed some music and since my iPod died I would need the radio in my car. When I turned around the corner I saw Alice.
What was she doing at my car?
Why was she tracing the words Pixie Perfect?
Why did it look like she was going to cry?
