Pain Through Cuts
Chapter 7
2 chapters in 1 day!
WARNING: Contains suicide games and suicide attempts and cutting and bad language and violence.
I DON'T OWN YUGIOH!
As Yugi let the shadows in full control, his eyes turned black for a moment and then his eyes were to normal. But he made a creppy expression, an smile, but a smile that was sucking the happiness out of the world. Then he gone out of his room, following Yami from far. No like Yami would notice him anyways.
=Next morning=
Yugi woke up, by a nightmare. Or was it a nightmare? His head, hurting so much, tried to process everything. He felt back still hurting so much then he realised what happened wasn't a dream. Wasn't a nightmare. It was real. It happened for real. What happened you may ask? He told Yami what he felt and many other things that broke Yami and made him cry.
The hate…and the fear…
Yugi cried a bit and then he stopped. He heard the shadows.
You see what you've done? Is all your fault. You see how much he really 'love' you? And you're like a slave to him, why he asked last night if he's your slave? Is he trying to spend time with you? No. But he never loved you. You saw how he called you a luat, jealous and toxic person? as the shadows kept echoing in his mind, Yugi cried more hard. Was it really his fault? Yes, who could he joke. It was his fault, like all the time.
Nightmares that wake me upin tears…
You now believe us? We told you that's what he thinks about you~ He never loved you, he didnt want you any time around~ that's why he kept ignoring you~ you're a toxic person for him~ you're a liar for him~ that you're jealous of no reason~ How sad. We told you he thinks that~ we warned you all this time, but you refused to believe it~ you fought us back, saying he loves you , care about you, want to make you happy ans that he understand you. But the words are the most hurtful things~ he hurt you a lot last night, didnt he~? He thinks you care just that he always to stay with you~ if he could, he would throw you as far away as possible for never go back to him ever again the shadows kept going with everything and Yugi couldn't stop from crying. He thought Yami hates him so much. He just wanted someone to once understand him, his actions and his thoughts. Too bad it was no one who would understand. Yugi didn't know how to control his emotions, his sadness. His heart was broken. Completely. How could anyone put it back together now?
The nightmares and the hate….and the fear…
You see, it's not a big difference~ between how Yami used you and how Joey used you in the past~ Joey, who didn't give a sh*t on you, only used you when you had either money or he didn't have with who to walk back home~ what a shame~ And telling you to f*ck off, that you're a slut and that you're annoying, stupid, idiot and the most big 'cry-baby' ever. Didn't he tell you that if you kiss him, he'll whipe the whole street with your face?~ didn't he make fun of you all the time?~ didn't he tell you you're a big liar?~(some little wishshipping, but Joey not loving Yugi back) How is Yami any different now?~
Maybe they were right. Maybe his life was meant just to be either forever alone or to die. Of course he would chose death. He kept crying very hard and shaking and he looked at the knife beside him, thinking how he'll kill himself while having all the blame, sadness, depression, pain on his shoulders, not anyone else, but him.
The nightmares that wake me upin tears…
That's all for now! Sorry for the short chapter.. I DON'T OWN THE SONG!
