Doctor
Chapter 7
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WALKER'S POV :
I couldn't know what to thought. How did things turned like this? I was enjoying some time with the doctor, when he had once again give to the situation a whole other turn. I couldn't say where it would lead me, or if it really pleased me. I didn't want to say anything about my father, but he had such a way to entrance me. He told me about his father and somehow, I felt strange, to know we had real similarities about our past.
I opened my mouth but I felt a blockage in my upper chest, I couldn't talk. The doctor waited for me, his hands raised. I backed away, and looked at him, unable to think properly. Damn, why did the man have to be so attractive and dangerous for me? I wished I could have tossed the gun, that we could have a normal conversation. I was angered at him for that. Couldn't he simply accept me?
"Why do I have to do that? Hum? Why do I have to threaten you to have a simple conversation, doctor?"
"Because you captured me, but if you want to talk normally, we perfectly can. You are far enough for me to at least let down my arms. I must admit it's not really comfortable. "
"If I could touch you freely, doctor, it wouldn't be. But I think you will soon accept me to touch you."
His brow lifted slightly. Did he thought I was going to rape him? I wished deeply to see the object of my desires submit himself to me, to have this intelligent, beautiful, and too cold-blooded man surrender to me. But he didn't.
"Can we talk a little?"
I hesitated, and found myself longing to know what he wanted.
"Fine. Drop your arm, but at any wrong gesture I shoot, doctor."
He sighed in relief and let his arms fall. God, even while doing a simple gesture, he had a natural sensuality, he was a little clumsy but in a cute and seductive way. I felt my want increase even more. He began to talk as I was dazed by the sight of him once again.
"So, you didn't answer me. It was your father right?"
He clenched my jaw, and finally answered:
"You already guessed."
It was the best I could muster. He nodded and continued.
"What happened exactly between you two?"
"You don't need to know that!"
He bit his lips as I tried to calm myself down. No way would I tell him all this, no, I couldn't, it was too humiliating.
"And…What are you exactly planning to do once it's over? If your plan works, Elian is framed for murders, and you are free. What then?"
I was surprised by the question but since it's not about my father, I could answer easily. Beside, I was glad he asked this.
"What then? Well I am free, my book will be sold, maybe it will be a best seller among anthropologist's works, and finally my father will see who I really am. And on the top of that, you'll be there, with me."
I couldn't help but throw a lustful glance at him. He had a neutral expression on him and that intrigued me.
"Don't you have at least some remorse? Some sympathy for those you killed? They trusted you enough to make you enter in their home, they accepted you, just as you wished. Admit it, you want acceptance, and when someone gave it to you, you killed them."
I was stunned at this. Yes I wanted acceptance, but not from those peoples! Yes, maybe I felt a little sorry for them, maybe, but it was necessary, like when you killed an animal to eat it. I took those people lives to assure my own need, so even if it was bad for them, it wasn't my problem. With his smartness, couldn't he understand that? Those people were worthless, anyway. I snorted.
"I will soon have glory, respect and pleasure. You don't know since how long I waited for this. I won't let that chance pass because of some meaningless tramps, I already told you what I think about them."
The doctor was angered; I saw the glint of indignation in his eyes. I felt hurt about the fact he was paying more attention to them than me. He would learn eventually. I wanted to distract him from this. I wanted to show him how beautiful he was to me, that I didn't consider him just as a thing. If I did, I would be as worthless as those peoples who would go to prostitutes, just wanting a good fuck.
"You are far more valuable doctor, more intelligent, less self-centred than them."
"And what exactly makes you think that?"
"I don't already know you, but the way your eyes are shining…It's tale-telling, doctor. Very exciting too."
And it was giving me an idea…
REID'S POV :
I was quite taken aback by this. Why did he just say that? Was he trying to seduce me? This idea was making me feel really uneasy, especially because while saying that, the man was looking at me as if I was dessert. He had an evil grin suddenly.
"I have an idea doctor. Maybe, I won't make you starve much, after all, what sort of man would I be if I treated someone like you this way?"
I didn't answer anything. What was he getting at with? He had obviously accepted his sexuality now, or at least, he had surrendered to it.
"Let's make a deal if you want. I will stop killing people if you accept to give me what I want."
No…Here I was trapped. Starving me had been his idea first, and I was ready to fight him, because it only involved my life and well-being. But now…I knew what he could do, if I refused, someone could suffer…I thought about something then.
"But…If you kill anyone, Elian may not be available anymore to be the scapegoat."
I didn't know where the boy was, or if Walker had killed him already or not. But one thing sure, I could make him doubt with this.
"It would be easy for me to find another way of killing. I made those murders look like rituals to sell my book. Now, even if I love that way of killing, I can perfectly find something else. Why not a gun? Or poison, maybe? Or strangulation? There is many way to kill someone. And I am smart enough not to let anyone know that the murders are related."
I was certainly paler than death after hearing that. Yes, that was true. I had to…But to imagine him doing that sort of things to me was unbearable. I could become crazy with it, really. I was silent, biting my lower lip. I saw Walker turning away and walking back upstairs.
"Well? I guess it's a no. So I'll be out, passing my frustration on someone else…"
I reacted immediately. No, I was an FBI agent, and it was my duty to protect people. I would be far more disgusted with myself if someone died because of me.
"Wait! I agree."
He stopped walking, and looked at me. He was wearing a false hesitant expression.
"No…You are still too unwilling, I think."
I got it. If it was necessary to play his game, I would do it. I sighed and brought my hand to the upper buttons of my shirt. I hadn't put my tie back on me since the last time I cleaned myself. While I was slowly undoing the shirt, I spoke to attract even more his attention.
"You could change your mind professor."
I wasn't really proud of myself, but I had to admit it was working; it was working very well, in fact. When I looked at Walker, he looked at me transfixed, his mouth slightly open, and I could see perfectly he was excited. I couldn't go back, so I had to play the game, I tried to think calmly, to escape the reality of the situation, to forget that I was trying to seduce a murderer into having sex. When the shirt was undone, I took it off slowly, and then let it drop to the floor. It was enough. The professor put the gun down and came toward me. I felt completely naked then, even if I was just bare chest.
For some minutes, I couldn't decipher exactly everything that happened, maybe because a part of me tried to escape from he reality, although that my most pragmatic side wanted to stay concentrate in it. All I knew was that Walker kissed me roughly while laying me down. I had to contain myself from taking his hands off of me. It took me even more to act as if I wanted this too. I had to do it, I had to!
I made efforts to caress him, to kiss him. I had to. It wasn't worth sacrificing lives.
WALKER'S POV:
I couldn't help trembling in ecstasy while I touched him. Finally! Finally I could do it! I was hard already, I struggled with my clothes and at my delight, and he helped me to take it off. We almost ripped my shirt in the process of undressing but I didn't care. I didn't care right now if he was doing this for them or because he really wanted me, I was too much in this to stop. I kissed him with passion, more than before, bruising his lips in the process while pressing myself against him, letting him feel how hard I was.
"Feel that? That's what you are doing to me."
His jaw tightened and I laughed a little. He would learn. I leaned and attacked his neck. Why was I so addicted to his neck was an enigma for me, maybe because it was slender, tasty…I shivered in delight. It was so good to have him underneath me, submissive, not struggling. In my fantasies I always imagined him like this, laid under my form, in the blood of a victim. There was no blood but it was okay, as long as he was there.
I was naked now, while he was still in his pants. I didn't like to be exposed first but I wanted to have him a little more comfortable, since I was the only one who had an experience with men. He told me he never had any lust for men, while I already had sex with one. It was when I was a teen, one of my classmates and I did it after school. However, I couldn't let things get too long. I was too impatient. I felt him straighten like a brick wall when my hand wandered in his pants. He would get used to it. My mouth was restless over his naked chest. God he tasted so good!
When he was naked too, I devoured him with my eyes. I was glad that I accepted not to look at him while being in the shower. To discover him like this was much better, he was even more gorgeous than in my dreams. I felt his hands hesitant on me. He wasn't really touching me in an intimate way, but to feel those beautiful hands on me was a delicious sensation. I put saliva on my fingers and leaned down to kiss him. I was practically devouring him, as if I wanted him to be consumed by the fire I was feeling as I let my fingers enter him.
He was tense again. He murmured into his ear.
"Come on, relax my love. It's for your own good."
He didn't answer. I liked the pained expression on his face. I liked his submission and when I went to penetrate him, finally, yes, I saw fear! Finally, he knew, consciously or not that I was his master. He released a smothered yell and his back arched as I drove deep into him. I let out a moan of pleasure. The feeling of him was wonderful, and I was lightheaded as I could finally make my ownership over him. I barely noticed the fingernails digging into my skin. I was entranced and ecstatic, such sensations, it was impossible to describe, it was far too wonderful. The pain on his face, the warmth around me, the feel of his skin, the whole power I had…It was melting together in the fire inside me. It was such a wonderful sin!
I moved hard and deep, I put my arm around his back just to feel the arch it was making before I let my weight settle on him, pinning him down in the process. I wanted to be the closest to him possible; I wanted our naked chest to be in contact, as if we could have melted together this way. Her cheeks were pressed together too, my burning breath falling on his skin. I trusted like crazy, I was loosing my mind in the pleasure. I bit his neck hard and he released another yelp, but I didn't care. His desire, his consent, his enjoyment didn't mattered at all anymore; I just wanted to appease the fire inside me.
I had already loose all notion of time when I let my hand wander to one of his leg and grabbed it. I bent it so I could have a better access and trusted even harder. My other hand grabbed his hair, and pulled on it, making his neck bent. He let out a strange noise that let me guess he was suffering, but after all, he accepted this. I kissed his neck hard, my lips wet with lust. I moaned and groaned at his ear, confounding his sounds and mine.
"Oooh…Gosh! You are…Hum you're so go…Good."
I couldn't even talk properly as was shaking with pleasure. I bit his earlobe before kissing his neck. I continued like this, sometimes I was embracing him to have him closer, sometimes I was grabbing his hair, or I was scratching into his skin, all the while moving hard inside him. I liked to scratch him, to leave marks and see some red traces over his pale body. We were both sweating and I loved it, it was gross but somehow very exciting and sweet. I licked his wet skin, delighted to taste him like this. I wasn't really aware of the sounds I was making anymore and I didn't care. Everything, his hands, his hairs I could pull, his ragged hot breath against my ear, his skin I could feel, his inside tight around my aching member were taking me completely.
I was coming closer to orgasm, my body was on fire and I almost had difficulty to catch my breath. I wanted to yell out something to him but I was unable. Instead I just let out a deep and loud groan of pleasure, almost like an animal as I felt my release and saw little lights appear before my eyes for a brief second.
I slumped over him not taking my member out already. I worked on catching my breath while one of my hands wandered into his hairs. I looked at my love's face; he was pale and exhausted, sweaty and breathing heavily. He was so gorgeous, tired and at my mercy just like in my dreams. I admired him freely, loving to see he was in my power, to see that it was me who put him in such a state. To know that this brilliant, collected and beautiful person was mine. I waited some minutes before I finally take myself out and I noticed some blood on my member and felt a little guilt. But it didn't really last as I kissed the man on the forehead lovingly.
"It was so good, doctor. Spencer…Gosh, I really loved it."
It was maybe the first time I called him by his name. I stood up slowly and put back my clothes. It was only not to wander in the house naked, because I was going to take a shower. I would let the doctor rest. He had served his master well.
"Enjoy your sleep, my dear."
I don't really know if I can put that into non-con. I mean, Reid forced himself, but you can't really tell it's a rape. I don't know.
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