kelly got woken up from john shaking her she smacked his hands away she heard randy groan and move his arms from around her waist to trying to push her off the bed
" stop touching me " she said with her eyes close to both of them john kept shaking her she opened her eyes and meet john's and his eyes were red like he's been crying kelly got up and her legs were hanging from the bed
" what's wrong " she asked him he couldnt even say it he broke down crying he was on his knees and his head were in his hands kelly got to her knees holding her brother confused why he was crying so hard that he couldnt even talk randy was by her side rubbing john's back
" k-k-kelly d-d-dad di" he didnt finish because he was crying harder she closed her eyes this couldnt be happening she was a big daddy girl her and her mother didnt get along that well be her father understood her she bit on the inside of her cheek to stop herself from crying randy pulled her in a hug but she didnt cry she knew she had to be the strong one for her mother and john she shook randy off her and went back to john
" it'll be okay " she said to him " your taking time off work right " she asked him in a soft tone he nodded " okay , what's mom doing " she asked he shrugged she sighed again " how about you pack your things and i'll pack mine and i'll get us airplane tickets " she said he nodded and got hisself together and started gathering his stuff together kelly sat on randy bed and signed she put her head in her hands
" you want me to go with you guys " randy asked her she shook her head no she put her hand through her long blonde hair
" um i'll let you know when the funeral , john's going to need all the support he can get " she said looking at the floor he lifted her chin up so she was looking at him
" what about you kel's " he asked
" i'll be okay " she said and started packing her clothes and she picked up her iphone and he background was her and and her father she had to stay strong with randy she took a deep shaky breath and set them a airplane to boston which was at 8 pm and it was 6 they had two hours she walked over to her brother who was on the phone with there mom
"yeah our flight is in " he stop to look at kelly
" eight " she said
" eight ma " he said then look at kelly and handed her the phone kelly didnt really want to talk to her mother it was already bad enough john was crying and loopy she didnt need her mother asking her was she okay because she was she's staying strong for them .
" kelly " she heard her mother say kelly bit her lip
" yes " she said she heard her mother sniffle
" are you okay pumpkin "she said kelly felt the tears burning on in her eyes he daddy called her that
" mom please dont call me that " she said with her voice cracking alittle " well see you tomorrow " she said hanging up and going into the bathroom sitting next to the toilet her head was in her lefts and she was crying softly why did this have to happen to her family she heard the bathroom door open and close again and she put her face in randys chest a cried
" it's okay let it out " he said rubbing her back softly
" were is john " she asked she didnt want him to see her like this she had to stay strong
" he went to bre hotel room " he said
kelly cried more " why he have to go " she said he kissed the crown of her head
" i dont know baby " he said to her and when he said that and just made her snap she stood up
" dont call me that " she said looking down at him he nodded
" im sorry kelly " he said trying to calm her down she wiped her tears from her face and closed her eyes she took a breath and opened her eyes
' im sorry " she said to him he nodded and hugged her
" it's ok " he said
" how about we go take a walk " he asked her she nodded
randy was dropping kelly and john off at the airport he and john did there little handshake and he told him if he need anything call
john got his stuff and went inside leaving kelly and randy she was looking at the ground he snaked his arms around her waist
" it's okay to cry infront of them ok " he said to her knowing she trying to be strong for them two she didnt say nothing just looked at him
" if you need to talk my phone is available at anytime okay " he asked her she nodded her head she havent talked since her melt down two hours ago he kissed her head
" stay safe " she nodded and kissed him on the lips and wheeled her suitcase in the airport she sat next to john who didnt say nothing they just sat here in silence till they heard there there flight they looked at eachother
" you ready " john asked she nodded and they walked through there thing
kelly and john landed and there cousin Paige were picking them up kelly looked at her she's been crying too and she embraced them in a hug john broke down crying and so did Paige it broke Kelly heart to hear her family cry she felt tears burning in her eyes but she blinked them away she was not gone cry she couldn't cry not not now anyway she pulled away from the two
" how about i drive " she said softly and Paige handed kelly the keys and they all walked to Paige's car paige and john got in the back of the car while kelly got in the front she turned the radio higher to block out there crying she needed to think before she knew it they were at her parents house well her mom's now only if she's going to keep it or sale it . they all got out the car they were going to get there luggage later they didnt need them right away kelly put her key in the door and opened the door it felt weird she havent been here in months she heard cry's and she knew they belonged to her mother she put the keys on the table and walked up the stairs slowly to her parents room to find her mom in a ball in the bed with the pillow her father slept on clutched to her chest crying kelly kicked off her shoes and joined her mother in the bed and hugged her mother while she was hugging the pillow kelly even let a couple tears slip from her eyes she kissed her mom head and stroked her hair till she didnt hear her mother crying anymore she was sleep she slowly got up and heard her phone vibrate she pulled it out her jeans and she looked at the id and it was randy she bit her lip she wasnt ready to talk but she answered anyway
" hello " she said
" hey babe , how you holding up " he asked her
" im doing good my mother just cried herself to sleep john's in my dad office and my cousin Paige is in her room crying " kelly explained sitting on the lsland on the kitchen and her dad use to always tell her to get off of it
" you sure you dont need me there " he asked her
" no im okay " she said
" if not give me that call and i'll be there as fast as i can " he said
" yeah i know i got to go bye "
" bye " he said
i posted this because im going to Atlanta tonight and i dont have time to write more and i know you guys like why i killed the father but i got something up my sleeve trust me guys (: and as you can see kelly dont take death well and wanted to let you guys know next chapter is the funeral and most of you might not wanna read it but i promise it wont be long because i have a something good for you guys =]
