Info: please see chapter one for information.
Chapter: 7/?(still have no idea how long this is going to be).
Pairings: Blair and Chuck
Chapter info: Chuck centric.
Song: hurt by Christina Aguilera.
X o x o
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
Chuck sat on the big king sized bed looking through the collection of
photos he had collected from his dad's old safe on the way out. Four years old and
already been followed.
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
A picture of Blair and him fell straight onto his knee. This was different.
Chuck was helping Blair up he had just pushed her down and pulled off her red ribbon
on her headband. Chuck still had that ribbon. It was where he kept everything present.
Chuck reached for that ribbon Blair's face scared with tears peered at him.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Chuck found himself looking for all the pictures of him and Blair.
It was surprising the amount they were, he knew his dad liked Blair.
Each one made him smile although he knew Blair wasn't smiling in them.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Chuck continued looking through the pictures nursing each one with a scotch.
Each one he stopped pausing just for a second to study his face.
Chuck saw something he never had now, a fire a sparkle, his eyes looked alive.
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Chuck eyes stopped for a minute, it was a picture of him holding Blair.
Chuck scanned the photo for some kind of hint of something.
There it was a shadow, a shadow which fitted the form of Bart.
Was he secretly looking out for Chuck. Chuck flipped the picture over.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
Chuck looked on the back each photo had a time date and a name on it.
'1.54 am, 23/10/09, Bart Bass'. So Bart had taken the picture.
Chuck smiled looking at the picture made him smile.
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Chuck held the picture close to him slowly caressing Blair's face.
He noted the tear absently floating over Blair body as it fell from his cheek.
The tear was for Blair and all she went through for all he put her through.
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
Chuck so desperately wanted to burn the picture.
To break down the barriers against his heart.
He was hurting, breaking everything was falling apart.
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
He could love her, he could honour her.
He wanted her, all he ever wanted to her.
He was going to man up and get her.
AN: So Chapter Seven down (can't believe I am on chapter seven). Thanks to:
Xoxogg4lifexoxo: glad your liking the plot although I'm still unaware of what it is (I probably shouldn't tell you that though.).
Ronan03: oh god the things I would let Chuck Bass do to me. Giggle. thank you for both.
