Heey everyone!
Are you all just as frustreted by the last episode as I!?
I can't wait for the next episode, I've seen the promo like 20 times.
Oke, I just had to share my frustration.
anyway.
Here's a new chapter.
Hope you all like it.
please let me know what you think!
Maya's pov
I didn't sleep well.
I couldn't.
I kept hearing my stomach.
This morning when I tried to get out of my bed, I felt dizzy.
It was so worse I almost fell down the stairs.
Too bad there was nobody to notice.
I garbed something to eat because otherwise I wouldn't make it through the day.
Then I got to school.
I saw Cam.
It was hard walking away.
I wanted to forgive him.
To hug him.
To kiss him.
But instead I walked away.
Now I'm in my class.
I think I have English but all I can think about is food.
Tori touches my shoulder. 'What's up?' she asks.
'Nothing, I'm great' I try to fake a smile.
She doesn't look convinced but doesn't ask anymore.
Luckily, the bell rings time for lunch.
I run out of the class before Tori can talk to me again.
So I don't have to go with her to the cafeteria.
So I won't be tempted to eat.
My dad didn't even look at me this morning.
I set my alarm really early so I couldn't miss him.
So he had to see me.
So maybe he'd finally talk to me.
But no of course not, he ignored me.
It hurted so bad.
He didn't even look at me.
Am I that ugly?
Apparently, there's no other reason for him to be so cruel to me.
So I can't eat.
I have to be skinny.
I have to be beautiful.
So he will finally love me.
I'm not watching where I'm going so I bump into someone.
Not just someone of course it had to be Cam.
'Heey, I was just looking for you' He smiles
'Well, I was just avoiding you.' I turn away but he grabs me.
He looks at my arm 'Wow, since when are you so skinny?'
I look at him angry and step away from him 'What I was fat before!?'
I don't wait for the answer I run away to the toilet.
I look if there's no one there.
No one, I'm all alone.
I go into a bathroom stall.
I try to puke but nothing comes out.
It's okay, I haven't eaten anything so it's logical.
I close walk out, avoid the mirror.
I feel relieved.
Even know I didn't really puke.
I feel like I puked some bad stuff out.
Cam's pov
I screwed it up.
Again.
But I couldn't help but say it.
I didn't mean it that way.
She just seemed way too skinny.
How can she think she's fat.
She's perfect.
How could she ever think she's not.
After that she run right away to the bathroom.
Is she?
She can't be right?
I've seen girls who are boulimic.
But how can perfect sweet Maya be.
Maybe I just have to check.
Cause if it turns out she is and I didn't do anything…I could never forgive myself.
I still have 20 minutes of lunch break left better find the person who can tell me how Maya is doing.
I walk into the cafeteria and look around.
Tori and her boyfriend are at sitting about 5 tables left from where I'm standing.
I walk over to them.
'Heey, Tori can I talk to you for a sec?' I ask her.
She doesn't respond.
'Tori, it's about Maya. I'm worried and maybe you can help.'
'Fine' she stands up 'Let's go outside.' She kisses Zig on the cheek 'I'll be right back'
We walk down the hall. 'Okay, is there really something wrong with Maya? Or do you just need me to get her back?' Tori asks.
'There is really something, but I could use help with the second thing too. But this is more important.' I say.
'Oke, spill' she looks worried.
'Well, lately something seems wrong with Maya. She seems sad and also she became skinnier.'
She looks scared at me 'Please don't tell me you're saying what I think you're saying.'
I sight 'I've seen girls who are bulimic before. I hope she isn't but maybe you could watch her. Protect her. Bulimia can ruin someone.'
'How do you know so much about bulimia?' She asks
Before I can answer I'm taken back in a flashback.
I see my sister first pulling her fingers down her throat.
When she sees me she begs me not to tell our parents
I didn't…
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