A/N I'm sorry, I really did write this about 5 days after the last chapter… but then my friend who was meant to type it up for me decided it would be fun NOT to send it to me, so yes now I'm rewriting it

A/N I'm sorry, I really did write this about 5 days after the last chapter… but then my friend who was meant to type it up for me decided it would be fun NOT to send it to me, so yes now I'm rewriting it.

Des.

Denial Depression

Chapter 7: Shattered.

Joe sat on the floor, his mind racing as the blood from the girl seeped through staining his clothes.

His throat hurt, and his eyes were dry. Joe closed his eyes and focused on trying to hold up the girl. He pulled the girl onto his legs so he could slide his arms under her and link them again over her chest.

He listened to her raspy, unevenly strained breathing. He couldn't move. He needed to, for this girl, for himself.

For Nick.

Nick. He heard himself gasp. His dry eyes filled with tears again. He couldn't believe it. He wouldn't.

"Nurse?" Joe managed to call out again. The girl stirred in his arms. Joe shifted his weight. I looked up, the white blurred in his eyes as he desperately hoped that someone, anyone would come.

"Are you okay?" Joe phased back into reality as a voice from the distance came up to him. He looked up, his eyes still blurred from the tears.

"Yeh," He choked out. "She's not." He pulled his arms away from the girl. The girls body moved as Joe withdrew his arms. His face fell as he heard the girl groan. She was still unconscious. Like Nick. His eyes fell and the nurse pulled the girl onto a wheelchair.

Joe took a deep breath examining himself. He looked at the time, it had been an hour since the girl had fell on him. His eyes fell the the blood that currently covered his clothes.

He pulled himself up, his bones ached. He stood there, for a moment in the hallway waiting for his senses to come back.

He could go back to Nick's room. Nick's room. Joe took a step thinking about what happened earlier with him and Kevin, he was sure Kevin would be with Nick, and he didn't really want to see Nick again. Did he?

Joe took another step, however this one was in the direction which the nurse had gone taking the girl.

Joe brushed his fingers through his long hair. He needed it cut. He blinked, standing still again.

What if what the nurse said wasn't true. What if Nick…what if he. Joe forced himself to stop thinking.

He continued walking, his breathing shallow and his eyes fixed ahead. He knocked on the door to see the nurse reattaching the wires to the girl.

"Are you related to Lily?" She question as she noticed him standing at the door.

Joe stood there, just staring at the girl. Her purple bruising and her broken ribs. The heart rate monitor beeped just slightly out of time.

The nurse turned around when Joe didn't answer. "Do you want to sit?" The nurse asked quietly. Joe nodded silently as he walked into the room as took a seat, his gaze not moving off Lily. "Would you like a spare change of clothes?" The nurse said. Her gaze fixed on Joe's blood stained clothes.

"No thanks." He whispered. The nurse nodded. "Listen, if she wakes up, could you please make sure she doesn't try to get out." The nurse to her cart. She took some cleaning supplies and started to clean the door and floor.

Joe nodded silently to himself. His mind was racing again. Over everything with Nick.

They should have noticed earlier. He should have seen. He should have done something. Nothing is okay. Nothing is ever okay.

Joe looked at the floor, lyrics going through his head.

He looked up the nurse was gone. He looked at the clock on the bedside table. Half an hour.

Kevin would still be there. He couldn't go. Joe had almost killed Kevin, he could have killed Kevin if he wanted to. Would it be worth it so see Nick's unconscious body?

Joe had a flash of how he last saw Nick. His face was completely white however tinted blue. Joe looked down trying to get the image out of his mind.

"Lily?" Joe said. The girls body shifted. However not waking. Her face was contorted into one of pain.

Joe sighed. "My brother, he's here to. He, he well…he fell of an about 16 story building. Apparently he hit his head on the way down, then he…he drowned. We pulled him out of the pool." Joe voice broke, the tears came back again. "Nick" He muttered, not wanting to say his name out loud. "Nick Jonas."

Lily's body moved again. Her face lightened up and her breathing struck up again. Joe didn't notice. "He's not okay." Joe muttered, his voice barely audible.

Joe stood up moving closer to lily's bed. She was beautiful. She had long dirty blonde hair. She was skinny, her eyes are a dark blue and her skin was smooth.

Joe sat on the end of the bed. His clothes were dry now. Stained. He took of his shirt, so that only his under top was on.

Nick's POV.

I saw Kevin leaving my room. I couldn't say anything to him. I couldn't tell him I was okay.

Where had Joe gone. Why wasn't he hear. Was that why Kevin looked so scared.

What was wrong with me? Why can't I move?

I can't breath by myself.

And I can't nearly talk.

All I know is that I'm alive. I just don't know how long though.

Flashback

"Mr. Jonas?"

"Yes?" Kevin managed to squeak out his eyes filled with both hope and fear.

Joe walked straight back into the room at his name being called, his eyes were locked on the blonde nurse.

"Yeah…"

She bit her lip. "I have some news about Nick"

Her eyes were down, avoiding contact with Kevin and Joe.

"What?" Joe pressed. The nurse hesitated before speaking.

"Well…see, Nick is.. he's-" She looked down again. "Nick Jonas is in a coma. He doesn't have a very strong chance of survival. His diabetes have already weakened his immune system and the drowning only made it worse. He was also in shock from the fall, which made him immobile. And after the fall, when he hit the water, his head hit the floor. If he ever wakes up there's not a great chance he will ever remember who he was or who you are."

Her eyes were locked on Joe and Kevin.

"You can see him now." Kevin automatically went towards Nick's room.

"He's in a coma?" Joe said falling to his knees. The nurse nodded. Joe stood up walking away, walking anywhere except for near Nicks room.

Quote for the chapter: I may be broken but I am not shattered

I need another quote. I just found two that I fell in love with.

Nobody said it was easy

A/N sorry if it kills expectations. ( Sorry for the long wait.

And to be clear. This story is legal. It is Hannah Montana based. Lily Truscot is the main character.