DISCLAIMER---I OWN NOTHING----RIGHTS BELONG TO SOMEONE GREATER THAN ME---SAM AND DEAN SLASH---DON'T LIKE/DON'T READ---CONTAINS INCEST (NOT THAT I CONDONE SUCH BEHAVIOR , BUT LET'S FACE IT , SUPERNATURAL HAD TWO GORGEOUS CHARACTERS AND IT WOULD TAKE AWAY FROM THE STORY IF THEY WEREN'T TRUE TO THEIR ORIGINAL SELVES AT LEAST IN THE BASICS)---AND BREIF PERIODS OF HOT SEX , CONSTANT FOUL LANGUAGE AND DEMON KILLING---PLEASE ENJOY......
A/N---THIS IS BASICALLY SUPERNATURAL COMPLETE WITH DEMON KILLING AND TRAVELING CROSS COUNTRY , BUT WITH THE ADDED BONUS OF DEAN AND SAM HAVING SEX. BESIDES YOU KNOW YOU WOULDN'T MIND SEEING JENSEN ACKLES AND JARED PADALECKI GOING AT IT.
Where Has My Daddy Gone?
DPOV
I laid wrapped in Sammy's sleeping arms thinking about everything that had happened in the past few hours. My heart had nearly stopped when I opened the door to see him standing there. At first I thought I was dreaming again. Yet the longer I looked at him the angrier I got. He had left without even telling me and I was worried for months about him. So I did the only thing that came to mind. I hit him. Then the relief kicked in and I needed him. So we made love. Then I hear about the crazy shit that I was adopted.
I can't believe my mother had kept that secret from all of us. Well , Sammy was to young before she died and I wasn't much older , but dad should have been told. Then he wouldn't feel this way about us. Finally I was allowed to feel like this toward Sammy. It was no longer forbidden or taboo. We could be together without hate. Well , except for the being men part anyway. The whole thing made me want go find dad and tell him. Prove to him that our love is right. That we are allowed to be how we want to be. Not that his approval is all that important. Hell , no ones is. Still it would be nice.
Sammy stirred in my arms and started to wake. I could be like this forever. The perfect life. Sure the demon hunting isn't exactly white picket fence material , but it's the way we were raised and we save lives. Who has a better job than that? I leaned down and kissed the top of Sammy's head causing him to snuggle closer to me. I could really get used to this life. He was so adorable when he was cuddly. Great , now I sound like a chick!
"Mornin." Sammy said groggily. I had to smile at him.
"Good morning , sleeping beauty." I teased him.
"Shut up." Was all I got out of him as he tried to burrow deeper into my side.
"I was thinking. We should try to find dad." I said casually.
"Really? You were thinking?" He teased. I growled at him.
"I mean it. He should know what you learned." I told him truthfully. He was quiet for a while.
"Okay , but where do we start?" He asked. That was the bad thing about trying to track him down. The son of a bitch could hide better than the CIA.
"How about we go see Bobby and go from there?" I suggested. If nothing else at least we could tell Bobby about everything.
"When you want to go?" He asked , rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
"As soon as you're ready." I told him. It was a twelve hour drive to Bobby's.
"Okay. Let's take a shower and head out." Sammy said as he climbed out of the bed.
It took a little longer than usual since there were certain activities that delayed getting clean. Once we were dressed and packed I checked us out. We hit the road and I noticed the smile stretched across Sammy's face.
"What are you smiling about?" I asked.
"I really missed the car." He said laughing like it was the strangest thing he had ever said. In truth it was weird to hear from him. It did remind me that I was curious about what he had done for all those months.
"By the way , you planning on telling me about it?" I asked. He looked confused for a moment before it registered.
"Nothing really. Hunted a few times so you wouldn't end up where I was. Had a job and a crappy car. Even lived in an apartment the first few months. Other than that nothing really." He said in a rush. I could tell there was something that he didn't want to tell me. I had a feeling it had to do with the scar on his shoulder.
"And you got that scar how?" I asked. He sighed. I knew he was hoping that I wasn't paying to much attention to his body to notice it.
"I was coming back from dinner one night and there was a possessed guy waiting for me. He shot me. Told me that the demon had plans for me , but gave up so it was open season. He was the reason I went to Lawrence again. So it's because of him I met Missouri and learned the truth." He said. I knew it was the truth and I was pissed that he had been shot , but I knew that he could take care of himself. The only thing that bugged me was the coming from dinner part. We never went out to eat. Unless you count the drive thru.
"Why were you out for dinner?" I asked nonchalantly. He cringed slightly. Now I was really curious.
"I had a date." He said quietly. I was shocked at first then angry. I was searching for him and he was having fun.
"Really." I said. It was all I could manage in my anger.
"Dean , it was dinner and that was it. He asked me and I couldn't get the words you said out of my head so I went. We ate and I went home. Alone." He told me. That calmed me a little. I couldn't believe that I was jealous. Dean fucking Winchester , jealous. Who would have thought the day would come?
"It's fine." I told him. He looked relieved that I hadn't hit , yelled or been pissed about it. I wasn't sure which. The rest of the drive was quiet. It wasn't an uncomfortable silence though. Sammy leaned his head on my shoulder and I wrapped my arm around him. We were in this position when we arrived at Bobby's. The place was still the same. Mustang , his bull mastiff stood guard outside. (A/N I can't remember the dog's name if it had one and my friend has my dvds.) I woke Sammy and we walked to the door , hand in hand. Bobby looked surprised when he opened the door.
"I see you found him." He said and stepped aside to let us in.
"Well , he found me." I told him. He was about to say something when a voice rang out from the kitchen.
"Hey , I think I found it old man." Came dad's voice. Irony is funny like that. He walked into the room , but came to a stop when he saw us.
"Hi dad." Sammy said. A look of disgust passed across his face. It pissed me off.
"Sammy learned some interesting things when he was gone." I said in a tight voice.
"What do you mean when he was gone? You're supposed to stick together." Dad said angrily.
"Well , we had a fight after you left and he took off for a couple of months , but that's not the important part." I said.
"Mom had a secret. Well , quite a few actually. Her parents were hunters. She made a deal with the demon to save you. He came to collect that night. Dean's not my brother." Sammy listed off. Dad stood stunned for a minute then he got pissed.
"How dare you say such things about your mother! Especially trying to make this 'thing' between you okay." Dad yelled at us. Thank God he left out the cheating part. Bobby looked confused. I guess dad didn't mention it to him. I know I didn't when I wanted his help to find Sammy.
"What thing are you talking about?" Bobby asked.
"I found them fucking when I went to tell them what I'd learned about the demon." Dad told him with a sneer. Bobby looked lost as to how to react. He had both pieces of information.
"Look , it's the truth." I said. The next thing I knew I was on the floor. My jaw hurt like a motherfucker. He had actually hit me. Well , if that ain't a shinning example that I'm not his I don't know what is. Sammy grabbed the phone out of his pocket as it started ringing. I had an idea who it was. He opened it and put it on speaker. Sure enough Missouri's voice rang out.
"John Winchester you should be ashamed of yourself! Them boys is telling you the truth. I was the one who told Sam. Now you apologize to Dean right this instant." She chastised him.
"Fine." He said. It was an apology as far as he was concerned. Missouri seemed to understand that that was as close as he was gonna get.
"Take care , boys." She said and hung up. Bobby was standing , at a loss for words. Dad looked hurt and angry at the same time. I imagine it must suck to learn that your wife lied to you for so long. Plus there had to be guilt over the deal that cost her her life.
"So , you're not my son?" He asked , trying to get the facts straight.
"Not by blood , no." I told him. I still considered him to be my father.
"I'm not fine with 'this' , but maybe in time." He said. It was a step in the right direction. Suddenly his phone went off. He answered.
"Hey Ash , what you got?" I was intrigued. He had never spoken of any Ash. The rest of the conversation on this side was grunts and he hung up.
"Ash found the demon." He said. Sammy looked at me , stunned that we could end this.
"Who's Ash?" Sammy asked.
"I met Ash a few years ago. He stays at the Roadhouse with Ellen and her daughter Jo. I knew her husband , but he was killed. On a hunt with me. I had Ash looking for signs that appear in an area before the demon comes. He found something. Murdock , Nebraska. Load up boys." He said.
"Wait. What are we gonna do once we find him? How do you plan to kill him?" I asked. Demons were impossible to kill. You could exorcise them , but they crawled out of hell again.
"With this." Dad said and pulled out an old gun. It didn't scream special to me. He must have seen the skeptical look on my face.
"It was made by Samuel Colt. For hunters like us. It can kill any supernatural thing." He explained. We loaded up and headed to Murdock. We got a room and started searching. It was hours later before we found anything. Found wasn't exactly right though. Sammy was sifting through mountains of birth certificates when he suddenly grabbed his head and screamed in pain. I was freaked out. Then he was fine. Only he knew where to go.
"I know where he's gonna be." He said. We all looked at him like he had three heads.
"415 Johnson Street. I saw it in my head. It was a vision or something." We were all still stunned. Sammy looked unconcerned with this new development. I finally found my voice.
"How the hell are you seeing things?" I asked.
"Missouri told me that when the demon came that night he fed me his blood. She said I was supposed to develop powers." He said looking at the floor. I was scared. He had demon blood in him. It didn't make me feel different about him. I was just worried about what else he could develop.
Instead of talking about it we got the gear ready and went to the address that Sammy saw. Three hours later the lights flickered. That was our cue. We snuck in the house and went to find him. There he was standing next to a crib. He turned and yellow eyes met ours. He didn't say a word. Just smiled and fire burst from the ceiling. I grabbed the baby as everyone else fired at him. The parents woke up and came screaming. I handed the baby to them and told them to get out. I went back for the others. Only Sammy and Bobby were there.
"Where's dad?" I asked.
"Didn't he go with you?" Sammy asked. Shit!
"No. Maybe he's outside." I suggested. We left the raging inferno. Once outside my heart dropped. He was no where in sight. He wouldn't have left and we hadn't seen him in the house. That meant only one thing. The demon had taken him. We gave the cops a bull story and went back to the room.
"We have to find him." Sammy said as we walked in the door.
"I know Sammy. We will." I tried to reassure him. It didn't look good. Dad was missing and he had the colt with him.
"Dean's right , Sam." Bobby said , but he looked like he was thinking the same thing as me. Suddenly my phone rang. I dove for it. Hoping that it was dad.
"Hello?" I said.
"Dean. You have to hurry. He's got him in a warehouse downtown. But be careful." Missouri said urgently. I hung up and we jumped in the Impala. In three minutes we were outside the factory. There didn't seem to be anyone there , but demons are sneaky. We were armed with Holy Water and anything else that would help. We just had to get dad and get out.
We snuck in the side door and saw dad tied to a chair , but no demon in sight. We grabbed him and booked it the hell out of there. We drove straight to Bobby's. The demon could be following and Bobby's was a safe house. It was like trying to break into Fort Knox. We sat at the table. Dad was the first to speak.
"Well , that was a trap if I ever saw one. I just can't figure out how he let you get me out." He said.
"Just as long as we are safe and you're alright we'll be fine. Did he get the gun?" I asked.
"No. He just took me there , tied me up and left." He said. I started to throw an idea on the table when the lights flickered and Mustang barked.
"Sammy check the windows in the other rooms." Dad said as he got up. Sammy took off.
"I gotta get Mustang." Bobby said and was out the door. I checked the windows in the kitchen while dad looked out the window.
"You know I'm sorry for the way I acted toward you and Sam." Dad said suddenly. A chill ran down my spine. He never apologized. I looked back at him. His eyes turned yellow and I was pinned to the wall.
"Oh Dean , Dean , Dean. Daddy's so disappointed that you didn't even check me out. Wait though. He ain't daddy is he. That's right. He's Sammy's father. Now there's someone I'm gonna have fun with. You know he was supposed to lead my army in the war that's about to break lose. It'll be great. Hell , come to Earth" He chuckled.
"You keep your hands off of Sam!" I yelled at him.
"But where's the fun in that? He was supposed to be the best , but he's just to much like you. Too stubborn for shit. That's alright though. He's been replaced. Ahh , speak of the devil." He said.
"The windows are fi---" Sammy said before the demon pinned him to the wall to.
"Sammy!" I screamed.
"This is gonna be fun." The demon said and started to walk toward Sammy. I was trying frantically to get down , but I couldn't move. All I could think about was what he was gonna do to my Sam. My loving Sam. Then he stopped and twitched violently. Suddenly the yellow eyes were gone.
"Boys. I'm sorry. I love you no matter what. Keep each other safe." He said and pulled the colt out of his pocket and pointed it at his head.
"NOOOO!!!" Sammy screamed.
"Dad Nooo." I yelled at the same time , but it was to late. He pulled the trigger. That was it. He was gone. Electricity ran through him as the demon died. We were let go immediately. Sam ran to his side while I stood stunned. Bobby ran in and took in the scene. My mind was blank. I was physically unable to think. Sam was holding dad in his arms , tears streaming down his face.
"What happened?" Bobby asked.
"He was in him. Dad fought back and killed them both." I said. Yet it felt like it was someone else talking. I could feel my mouth moving , hear the words , but it seemed wrong that it was me talking. I slumped to the floor , unable to stand any longer. Bobby rushed to my side. We sat like that for god knows how long. I had no sense of time anymore. I felt like I was floating in nothingness. Finally , Bobby broke the silence.
"We need to take care of him boys. Proper funeral." He said. The words barely registered. We grabbed the body that used to be my father. Bobby built the pyre outside and we wrapped him in a sheet. I was on auto pilot. We lit the flames and watched as the greatest man I ever knew burned to ash. I had to be dreaming. I knew it was impossible yet I couldn't bring myself to deny the thoughts. Next thing I knew I was wrapped in Sam's arms and the sun was setting. I had no clue how we wound up in the bed or how long we had been there.
The events from the night before still seemed wrong. Where did we go from here? The demon was dead , but a war was coming with or without him. Would we fight? If we did who knew if we could win. I just wanted to slip into a word where I could be normal. Where everything was normal. Where mom and dad were alive and happy. Where Sam and I could be together without the fear of death. Losing dad damn near killed me. Losing Sam would. I had no plan to follow. All that was in my head was that we needed to gather our own army. The first place to go was the Roadhouse. To Ash , Ellen and Jo. That was as far as the planning went. I held Sam tighter and buried my head in the crook of his neck as the sadness overwhelmed me. Dean Winchester dissolved into tears. Who would have thought? I wondered briefly where dad was now.
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