"How much did you miss me? Are you willing to show me?" Ivan said as he walked towards the boy who was curled up on the floor, still wearing the maid costume. It was sweet that he kept it on, there were other clothes around the house and he chose to keep these on. Ivan placed his hand under the others chin, and picked it up so his eyes locked onto the Germans.
He didn't want to. But he nodded. Since he was down there her kneeled and took the man's cock out. Starting at his balls he licked to the tip. Doing that a few times then took the tip and sucked it like a lollipop.
Ivan was surprised when the other placed his small hands in Ivan's pants and pulled out his cock. Ivan smirked as he saw the other squeeze his balls with his heavenly soft hands. Ivan hissed slightly when he felt the other breath on him, it felt unreal but that feeling was taken away when he started being sucked of.
"Shit" Ivan said as he moaned. He watched as the other kept doing it, but when Ivan was about to cum he pulled himself out of the others mouth. His cock was erect and hard, good for something other than cumming on the others face. Ivan removed the rest of his clothes as he sat down on his chair. "Ride me" he said as he watched the German.
Ludwig was surprised when he pulled back. "Umm I don't want to," he said a bit but didn't want to cross the man so he listed the dress up and got in his lap. But didn't push on yet.
An felt anger rise inside of himself when he heard the boy starting to refuse, but instead the boy didn't run away he climbed onto Ivan's lap and started to get ready to take all of Ivan in, but he stopped. So Ivan decided to do the rest, he grabbed Ludwig's waist as he slammed him down onto his own cock.
The German screamed out in pain. Tears rolled down his cheeks but he didn't pull away. He stayed right there.
Ivan moaned as he felt the other tighten around himself, but instead of moving him up and down himself, Ivan wanted to watch Ludwig do it himself. "Move" Ivan whispered into the others ear as he slid his hand under the dress and started pinching the others nipples.
He moved his hips. Faster just like the man said. He could feel his hole bleeding and tearing. But he did as the other wanted and just for him he forced a moan. "Ivan." Knowing the man liked it. But he wasn't enjoying it at all. But he was hard.
Ivan watched as the man started fucking himself with Ivan's cock, it was perfect how he had his eyes closed and was concentration so hard that he had sweat dripping down his face. Ivan felt the boy's blood leak out of his entrance and onto his cock, and then he heard the other moan which sent uncontrollable feeling's run through him.
Ivan looked down and noticed how hard the other man was. Ivan got his hand around the others cock, he then started to rub him slowly.
He bit his lip and moved faster. The sound of skin on skin was loud and he tried to tune it out. The feeling of the others hand around his member was perfect. He moaned again. But as he lifted his hips and went down it was like a whole different feeling and he screamed and his back arched. And he hit that spot again.
Ivan smirked as he saw how the others eyes went cloudy. He seemed to be experiencing such pleasure, Ivan then realized that he must have hit his prostate, Ivan watched in amusement as the other kept moving up and down faster trying to hit that spot again and again, then he noticed how close the other was to cumming.
It wasn't long before Ludwig screamed once again and came in between them. Panting and tears still rolling on his face his body shock and he collapsed on the man
Ivan loved the way Ludwig came all over his own stomach; he looked delicious with the tears still running down his face and his crimson panting face. He then felt Ludwig's head rest on his shoulder as he collapsed on him. Ivan smiled as he came inside the other. "You okay babe, it looks like you must have missed me quite a bit then" he said as he giggled.
He didn't say anything he just shook and felt the warm seed in him. "I-it hurts." He whispered but still rested on the other.
Ivan suddenly shakes his head, he didn't want to leave his pet but the good side of him was taking over. Bad Ivan just gave up and let the good side take over; he would be back soon enough.
"I know it does, but don't worry the bad me is gone now" Ivan said, he looked down at his broken pet. What has been happening to him in the last few months since he was gone and locked up in one of the darkest rooms of his brain?
The good Ivan had returned a few seconds before Ludwig had came. "Look I am back and I won't leave you again" Ivan said as he started to hug Ludwig, he felt weird. He never usually felt like this with his pets, but here he was hugging one. What could this mean?
He let the other hug him and nodded. "I don't like the bad one." His voice weak and shaky.
"I know, he just comes out sometimes... it's not his fault he is bad... he just had a rough time... when I used to get tortured, I used to hide myself and let him take over, so he was the one who felt all the pain... then after that it changed him..." Ivan said as he stroked the others hair.
He nodded listening to the other. "He's right though. My parents didn't love me. My dad forced me in to things and I'm nothing," shutting his eyes as his head rested on the others shoulder.
"No sweetie he isn't right, he just lashes out because he is unable to feel love, or care for another person. And your parents are so fucked up, I can't believe they would give away such a beautiful child like you" Ivan said as he stroked the others back, and then ran his hand through the others hair.
"If they didn't love you, take care of you, appreciate you then they never deserved to have you in their life... on the good side, what is there loss is my gain, because now I have the pleasure of being with you. You are not nothing, don't say that. You are an amazing, strong, brave and incredibly cute boy. And don't you dare forget it! You shouldn't be scared of your parents hate, they didn't love you so another person could let you experience it yourself so it would be more special... and well... I am scared because right now you mean more to me than any other person, you are my everything and it scares me to know that you think differently..." Ivan said as he thought about how precious this boy was, he was such a strong person.
"You know if I saw your dad, I would hurt him so much... wait... do you know the name of your dad?" Ivan asked as he looked into the others eyes.
Ludwig listened and blushed the whole time. ,"your good side is sweet." He liked the man a bit but the other side he hated. And he thought a bit." I don't know his name but in Germany he owned a company."
Ivan loved how the others face turned a deep red colour, it was cute and made Ivan also felt the need to blush. Ivan turned even deeper red when he was called 'sweet' he had never been complimented before and it felt good. Ivan was planning to hurt all the people who had ever laid a finger on Ludwig, but first he needed names. "Can you tell me any more about it, maybe a name?"
It's the biggest car company in Germany. " He repeated again. "That's all I know I swear."
"Okay babe, I believe you" Ivan said as he smiled at the young boy. He really was too adorable, "I was also wondering if there was anyone who is still alive that hurt you, and remember I know when you lie, and I wouldn't be too pleased about it..." Ivan said as he smiled.
He knew about the others who hurt him. But he shook his head. "No I don't know."
Ivan looked at Ludwig when he replied; he could see that he was lying. Why would he lie about this? Maybe he should be punishe- Wait no; he can't let the bad side take control again. He shakes his head trying to get rid of the voice.
"Look I can see as plain as day you are lying, I thought you liked me, but if you prefer to have the bad side, I bet he could get the names out of you?" Ivan said the words, but he knew that he would never let the bad side take control again; he would never do anything to hurt the other.
He bleeds and curled up. Then got up. And started to walk off.
"Where are you going?" Ivan asked as he started following the younger boy.
He didn't answer. He went to his bed room and laid down. Still hurting and wanting to rest. Not be asked questions and called a liar which he was. And then be threatened with the bad one.
"Ludwig, what is going on? Why won't you talk to me? Why are you protecting them? I swear I won't do anything bad just please give me some names..." Ivan said as he walked into the room to see Ludwig crawled on his bed.
"Cause they said they kill me." He experts and curled up.
"I won't ever let anyone lay a single hand on you, by the time they find out about you telling me... they won't be breathing" Ivan said as he sat on the bed beside Ludwig.
"There was a man in Germany. Then they moved me to England and there was two there. Then there was one before you," he said quietly.
"I know a few people, who work there, but there are four names, I will tell you the names and tell me if they sound familiar. The first name is Gilbert, then there is Alfred, Arthur or Francis, any sound familiar" Ivan said because he knew that these would be the most likely.
"I killed Arthur," he looked… Ashamed. "The others are the one who had me. Francis was nice. But I wasn't right for him," Ludwig says as he tried to forget.
Ivan felt anger run through him, as he heard the others voice. "You ran away before they could touch you, right?" Ivan asked, hoping they never did anything to hurt him. He had everything planned; he would hire his best people to murder these people, and do it in the most painful way possible.
"Well they touched me. But never fucked me."
"How did they touch you" Ivan asked as he clenched and unclenched his fists. He didn't want to hear how Ludwig had been touched by other people who were not him, be he felt like he needed to know.
"Well they would give me blow jobs and I had to return the favour."
"Did they kiss you?" Ivan asked, kissing was more personal.
"Of course they did. The French man loved to shove his tongue in my mouth," he shuddered. "it really hurts. Ivan."
Ivan wanted to personally kill them himself, but he couldn't leave Ludwig alone. "What hurts sweetie?" he asked as he moved closer, and slid under the covers, and let Ludwig place his head on Ivan's chest, while Ivan started to stroke his hair again.
Ludwig cuddled in like the man wanted. "My ass."
"Is there anything I can do to make it better" Ivan said as he kissed the others head. He felt bad for hurting him, but it wasn't actually him, it was Viktor... that was the name he gave to his dark side.
"You made me bleed," he looked at him. His face still covered in tears. "You took my virginity and didn't even go slow."
"I'm sorry, it wasn't me... it was Viktor... If you want me to leave, then I will... just say the word and I will go but if that is what you really want"
He didn't know what he wanted. "It doesn't matter. Whatever you want," then looked up.
"Can I have pain killers," he whispered not sure if he was supposed to suffer or not.
"Sure, I will be back in a minute" Ivan said as he left the room. He got some painkillers but before he decided to return to the room he made a quick call, getting ready the plans to murder the twats whoever laid a hand on him, he remembered each name and he asked for Ludwig s dad to be killed, but they said they will need to research more, so it would be a while until he felt happy.
The murder was planned for tonight, it would be fun. Ivan requested pictures and they agreed. Ivan then returned to the Germans room with some pills and some water. Ivan knew that he should leave, why would Ludwig want him here, Ivan passed the glass and pills and was about to leave but was stopped.
Ludwig waited for him to return. And took the pills. Seeing him go to walk off.
"Ivan. Please stay. I don't like being alone." He whispered. And looked at him. "I don't like it. It scares me reminds me in the basements being tortured. I don't like it."
"Sure sweetie," Ivan said he waited for the German to take the pills before he snuggled next to him again. He placed his hand gently on the others waist as he pulled him closer towards him, letting him used his chest as a pillow as he wondered what to do now.
Ludwig laid his head on the others chest. "The other men where mean to me. Just please don't torture me like the French man" Ivan said softly.
"I won't ever do that, but then promise me one thing... don't try and run away" Ivan said as he felt the others head on his chest.
"But I-I can't help it. I run when I'm scared."
"Are you still scared of me?"
He didn't say anything. Just hid his face by moving away and covering his head under the blankets.
Ivan removed the blanket from the others face, and looked at him with a confused look. "Is that a yes?"
He looked down. "Ja…" he said quietly.
Ivan nodded as he started to feel uncomfortable; whatever he did he could never find anyone who wasn't scared of him. He could be kind and sweet, but still they will be scared of him. Ivan decided to leave; he didn't want to scare the boy even more. Ivan got out of the bed and walked away.
Ludwig watched him go off. And this time didn't stop him. He stripped down and went to shower. He was so sore. After his shower he looked around the room for clothing and found some clothes. Then he got in bed and went to sleep
Ivan felt hurt; he wanted to forget about it for a while. He then heard Viktor whispering in his head again, telling him how he would always be feared, unloved and unwanted. Ivan let Viktor take control; he couldn't handle the feelings that were running through his head right now.
Viktor smirked as he walked out of his room, looks like that little brat has been messing with Ivan's head again, now for his favourite time of the day; punishment time. Viktor walks into Ludwig's room to find him asleep; he walks over to his bed and looks down at the sleeping boy.
He looked so calm, must have been Ivan being all weird and mushy again. He needs to stop being that wimp and be more like Viktor. He strokes the others face as he watches the other open his eyes.
