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I walked down to where Spike was.

"Hello, love." he said as I made my way to him.

"You seem to be cheerie for a guy who is tied up in a basement of his home." I said. Before he could speak again I continued to say what was on my mind.

"I have to ask you a question. The answer to this question will dictate whether I let you loose or leave you there." I said he nodded in understanding.

"Why did you turn me?" I asked, the look on his face I could tell me was surprised and somewhat relieved that it was an 'easy' question. He waited a moment to answer, as if choosing his words carefully.

"Alright you want the truth?" he said, I nodded. "Give me a cig, and I'll tell ya." I looked at him confused.

"Fine." I said and grabbed one of mine in my back pocket and lit it. I breathed in the tobacco that did absolutely nothing for me anymore. I put it in his mouth and let him breath it in. I took back the cig and stood there waiting.

"When I saw you that night, memories flooded back to me. You looked exactly like a lass I knew back when I was human. Cecily, was her name. She was a bitch if I don't say so." I gave him a disapproving look.

"I was in love with her. She treated the front door mat better than me. She broke my heart. When I saw the fear in your eyes it made me remember the sweet parts of her. The reasons why I loved her." he said and seemed to go back to that time. For once in my life I pitied the man in front of me. I went and picked up a random sword that was lying in the room, and cut his restraints off. He looked up at me confused and grateful.

"I've only loved once in my life and he broke my heart. Now that I think about it I should thank you for changing me. What my life would have been if you hadn't would have been full of misery and sorrow. Now I get to have the misery and sorrow until I fall on a piece of wood." I said as I looked down at him. I shook my head.

"You fall in love to easily my friend. As was demonstrated last night. You need to pick and choose the people you love more carefully. And truly love them, not just lust after them." I said and threw the sword on the ground. I walked back to the top of the crypt. I walked outside and collapsed behind a tombstone and cried. I had only loved once. In my long life the asshole that dumped me for someone else still had my heart. I decided I would wait until morning came and have it take me. Let my misery fade. My thoughts and plans where interrupted by a bottle of Jack Daniels appearing in front of my face. I grabbed it and looked up. Spike was sitting there behind me. I wiped the tears from my face, looked at the bottle then back to him, confused.

"Your right about me. I know what your thinking though, you shouldn't wait for dawn light. Come inside and drink to misery, then forget about it." he said as he motioned back to his crypt. He got up and walked over, I reluctantly got up and followed.

We sat in the crypt laughing at nothing in particular. We were on our second bottle of Jack Daniels now.

"So, what would you have become if I hadn't turned you?" he asked, we were both very drunk.

"Haha, I was about to be wed. Since that was called off I would have probably gone to America. I was a teacher, you know? I taught kids English literature." I said slurring my words. He laughed which made me laugh.

Through the various laughing fits we kept getting in, we slowly moved closer to each other. I noticed this when my laughing fit caused me to almost fall off the bed we were on. He caught me and in return we both fell to the floor, laughing hysterically. He lifted his head and looked at me. For once I actually found Spike attractive. I gazed back into his eyes wondering what he was thinking.

He then leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. Somewhat shocked and not sure on what to do I kissed back. He lifted his head again.

"That was my first kiss." I said. His eyes widened.

"What do you mean?" he said. I looked up at him again, I could see like clock work everything was piecing together for him.

"Now I understand why you were so mad at me." he said. I nodded. If he hadn't of killed me or whatever I could have tried to work things out with my fiancee. I was so busy on trying to find Spike I never let myself get attached to anyone. In lame mans terms I was still a virgin.

He leaned in and kissed me, apparently tonight I would no longer hold that grudge.