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-The Topaz Girl

After Friday with the crazy things that went on you wonder how Karkat is doing, but more than anything you are confused. John's kiss... was that just to comfort you? It could be something more as well. You decided that you could call him and ask him over. You see Rose is up and not feeling quite too bad. She may not seem like it but you had found that she knew a lot about psychology.

You saw her reading something on her laptop. You sit on the couch across from her. She looks up not saying anything, just observing for a few minutes. Eventually she says, "I can see you're stressed, what is it?" She keeps staring at you searching your expression.

You sigh, this was going to take a lot of time to explain, "Alright, as you know I developed a crush on Karkat. Well he was with Terezi, after the cheating I confronted Terezi. I ended up punching her. I told John literally the story of my life when he came to ask what had happened. Afterwards John kissed me. I'm confused on what the kiss even meant."

Rose seemed to look worried for you, "That's serious, what were you thinking of doing about it? I mean the whole situation."

"I was going to let Karkat know how I felt until John kissed me. Now I'm confused I have feelings for both. I was going to call John and talk to him but that could make things more complicated. I don't really know how Dave would react. He might think I'm just playing with his feelings," you said getting quieter as you kept talking.

Rose was frowning, "You need to talk to John and Karkat as soon as possible, but first we need your feelings sorted out. Who do you care about more?" She was loading up Microsoft Word on her laptop. She stated writing down everything that had been said so far.

"Rose," you begin, "I really don't know who I care about more. I like them both but the only thing is I feel sort of protective of Karkat. Like... nobody should ever hurt him. I feel like John understands me and feels like I do towards Karkat. The only thing is I won't know unless i ask. The main thing is how to ask."

Rose finished typing and looking over everything you told her. "All right _, I think you're so confused about your feelings that you don't know what to do. First go to Karkat. Check if he's alright. Next call john and ask if you can come over or meet him somewhere. If you can't talk today it's fine just wait. Good luck!" Rose concluded. This might not solve all your problems but it could help.

You walk to Karkat's dorm. It isn't far. You ar a little worried, what if you meet Gamzee? You think you'll be alright. You see the front door to the dorm. You take a deep breath and knock. This was the dumbest thing you had done in your life. You wait for around five minutes. Eventually Gamzee answers the door.

You feel a bit suprised but it's Gamzee who answers. He seems alright and normal for him. "What do you want _sis?" he asks. You take a deep breath, you feel a bit nervous about talking to Gamzee. "I was wondering if I could talk to Karkat," you say. "Wait a minute," he says.

You wait outside for around five minutes. He comes back after you hear him talking and a bit of silence. He tells you that he was on the phone, "Karkat's coming here. He was just driving around. Wanna wait for him?" You walk inside. The dorm looks pretty new. Either that or Karkat and Gamzee just keep it pretty clean. You saw Gamzee walking to the kitchen. He grabbed a pie out of the fridge and started eating it.

You stood there for a bit until Karkat got here. You smile when you see him, "Hey Karkat." He looks pretty upset. You didn't expect him to look better but he really wasn't looking to good. He doesn't even acknowledge you. He stares at Gamzee who finished the pie and is going on to drinking soda. The label says Faygo.

"So what did you need me for?" Karkat asks. Gamzee responds after taking another drink of Faygo, "I called you cuz' she's here motherfucker." Gamzee leaves the kitchen.

"What did he mean by that?" you ask.

"I wanted to talk to you," he says, "I don't know why you punched Terezi. She cheated on me, but that's something I needed to handle. She is a world of hell when she wants to get something. What she'll be wanting is revenge. The worst part is she's good friends with Vriska Serket. I wish you wouldn't have gotten involved but dammit you're involved."

You had heard about Vriska but you had never seen her before. You had seen the damage she could do to a person. John had a bruise from a few slaps from her. She had a reputation for being a bully. She was alright to some people like Terezi and Tavros. They were one of very few exceptions. She was also well known for being manipulative. Now with the fact of what you had done to Terezi, you were going to be a target for sure.

You shrugged as if you didn't mind or care. You felt pretty scared though. Karkat might have seen it in your eyes. He seemed even more sad. Of course he could be thinking about her again. You ended up watching a romcom with Karkat. At a sa part of the movie you heard the song 'Let her go' playing. You thought, 'If only Karkat would let her go."