Karma couldn't stop thinking about Amy. As much as she wanted to tell Amy how much she loved her and how Amy was the only one she wanted to spend her life with; she knew things weren't that simple anymore. Karma knew how much she had screwed up and how there was a real chance that Amy would never forgive her.

Karma couldn't help but panic at the thought of never winning Amy back. She decided to meet Shane;He always had a way of calming Karma down.

Karma and Shane decided to meet at the coffee shop. After placing their orders, they decided to sit a table in the corner and talk.

"Hey, what's going on? You sounded kind of upset on the phone." Shane asked, as Karma and he took a seat at the little table.

"Melissa and I broke up." Karma said.

"I'm sorry, what happened?" Shane asked.

"I knew I didn't want to spend my life with her." Karma said.

"What made you realize that?" Shane asked.

"After Melissa got really mad about me not telling her about my past with Amy, I went to speak to my mom. She told me that all I needed to ask myself was if I would've forgive Amy, if the roles were reversed and that was when I realized as heartbroken as I would be, I'd forgive Amy for anything." Karma said.

"I was always rooting for you two. So, are you gonna try and win her back?" Shane asked.

"I want to, she's the only one I want to be with but after what I did, I don't know if she'd take me back." Karma said, looking down at the table.

"Oh come on, it's you and Amy. Amy loves you." Shane said.

"Amy used to love me but after what I did, I don't know if she still does. Plus, she's with Kate now." Karma said, getting irritated at the thought of Amy and Kate together.

"So what are you gonna do?" Shane asked.

"I think I'm gonna talk to her at Lauren's book launch tonight. I just want to know how she's feeling." Karma said.

"That's a good idea. You'll know what to do once you speak to her." Shane said.

"I guess so, but I really screwed up, Shane." Karma said, sadly.

"You're trying to fix it now and who knows, Amy might actually forgive you." Shane said, trying to sound reassuring.

"I guess so." Karma said, trying to feel hopeful.

Shane decided to go with Karma for the party, for moral support. Karma kept trying to think of the right words to say to Amy but she couldn't think of anything that would show Amy how truly sorry she was.

Karma was standing with Shane by the bar, looking around nervously. She was scanning the room for Amy but couldn't find her. Just as she was going to stop looking, a tall blonde in an off shoulder black dress caught her eye. Seeing Amy made Karma's heart race. In that moment, she couldn't figure out why she ever left Amy. The truth was that never for a second had she stopped loving Amy but because of her insecurities,she might have lost her forever.

Karma was snapped out of her thoughts by the sound of Shane's voice.

"Are you okay?" Shane asked.

"No." Karma said.

"What's wrong?" Shane asked, getting a little worried.

"I really screwed up." Karma said.

"What are you talking about?" Shane asked, confused.

"With Amy. Look at how beautiful she looks tonight. She loved me and I blew it." Karma said, a lump forming in her throat.

"Don't do this to yourself right now. You should go and talk to her." Shane said.

"I can't, not right now anyway." Karma said, trying to calm herself.

"Then when?" Shane asked.

"Once she's alone." Karma said.

Shane shrugged and decided to get Karma and himself a drink. He knew nothing he would say would have any effect on Karma, so he decided to just stand next to her for support.

After an hour or so, Amy began to leave the room. Karma who was now seated at one of the tables with Shane, decided to go after her.

"Amy?" Karma called out after her.

Amy turned around to see who it was.

"Hey." Amy said.

"I wanted to talk to you." Karma said, nervously.

"About what?" Amy asked.

"Us." Karma said, walking closer to Amy.

"There's nothing to talk about, I'm glad you found someone who makes you happy." Amy said, starting to walk away.

"Melissa and I broke up." Karma blurted out, trying to find a way to stop Amy.

"I'm sorry to hear that." Amy said.

"Is that really all you have to say?" Karma asked, her heart sinking a little.

"Yeah." Amy said, trying to seem nonchalant.

"We were best friends before we started dating Amy and you can't even talk to me now." Karma said, with tears in her eyes.

"A lot has changed since then Karma." Amy said, feeling a pang in her chest as she spoke the words.

"I know and I'm sorry. Can you at least talk to me?" Karma said.

"Karma, sorry can't fix what happened. Now isn't the time to talk. You had a ton of time to say something while we were together but you chose to disappear." Amy said.

"I know, I screwed up. I'm so sorry." Karma said.

"You're sorry? Do you have any idea what I went through? I had no idea where you were for six months. And when I finally found out you were okay, you were fucking engaged." Amy said, she couldn't stop herself anymore. For months she'd tried to make it seem like Karma hadn't gotten to her but she couldn't do it, not after this.

"I can't imagine what it was like for you." Karma said, tears were now falling down her cheeks. She wanted to fall, feeling as if her body was breaking.

"Yeah, you can't. You never once thought about me. I'd have given up the world for you Karma. I was so caught up in trying to make you happy that I didn't have a life beyond you. So imagine what it was like when you left, I had nothing. My life was over." Amy said, sobbing.

"There are no words to describe how sorry I am for what I did to you. I know it doesn't matter but leaving wasn't about you or even us. I just I was lost." Karma said.

"Yeah well, what's done is done, right?" Amy said and walked away.

Karma felt her heart breaking. She couldn't believe how selfish she'd been. Seeing the hurt in Amy's eyes made Karma hate herself. Karma knew that even if she could never get Amy back, she needed to get her forgiveness.