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Forever Mine

Chapter Seven

I Own Nothing

This was probably the first time I had ever fainted in front of somebody, the last thing I remember was Dagur getting down a one knee and and asking for my hand in marriage, I felt my heart stop for a moment, soon my body gave out as I fell right to the floor. I was overwhelmed, I felt like my entire world as crumbling around me, I was going to be Dagur's bride, one way or another. I could still feel his hand taking mine, pulling that beautiful ring out in front of my own eyes, I remember seeing the purple crystal encrusted in the silver ring, as soon as I saw that ring my heart dropped to my stomach.

If I didn't give him the yes, then this could all take an ugly turn. But if I do give in maybe I could get Toothless back, he was going to be here very soon, but not soon enough I just wanted to see a familiar face for once and not Dagur's. I slowly turned my body around, waiting for something.

I knew Toothless wasn't going to have his tail fin, Dagur was going to make sure of that of course, he didn't want me to escape or doing and anything that could get me out of here, I still hadn't given up hope yet, once he told me about Toothless, I got that one little glimpse of hope. If I could sneak out and get into the forge I could get out of here, find somewhere safe and make a plan to get back to Berk. But how am I going to get Dagur away from me? What am I supposed to do? Sneak out and hope and pray he doesn't find me? Yeah that wasn't one of my smartest plans, but it might have to do, unless I can think of something else.

I sighed deeply, I just wanted Toothless, I would do anything just to fly, just to see and touch the clouds and breath in the salt water air. I just want my freedom back, even in death I would be free and away from here, my dad would be ashamed if he ever saw me like this, I wasn't strong, I was weak. I was Dagur's whore, not the future chief of Berk, no I was far from it, I was a mess. I should be dead by now, I should have run that knife through my heart. My only hope was Toothless, hoping and praying hoping he was okay and not into pieces, how could I know Dagur was telling the truth? I can't trust him he's insane!

Then my mind went back to the man he killed, I was still shaking from the fear, blood was all over Dagur's face, the floor the walls and so much more. I could still smell the blood as Savage pulled me away from the awful situation, I was thankful for that at least, but I could still hear the god awful screams in my head. I could feel that ax going through the flesh over,over and over until there was nothing left.

I curled up deeper into the blankets, sniffling a bit. I could feel tears starting to overwhelm my eyes, the only thing I could do was cry and pray for this to be over, once Toothless gets here I could breath a little easier.

Soon enough my capture slowly opened the door, along with him he was carrying a tray of food, it smelled sweet and pure. But I still didn't look up I felt the weight of the bed sitting on the edge of the comfortable material. I felt a soft strong hand running through my hair, I didn't move when this was happening, then the hand moved to my skinny bumpy back, it felt nice at first. Then I felt someone leaning towards my ear, a soft heavy breath on my neck, then I felt rough lips kissing my neck working there way up to my face. I froze when Dagur was doing this, then a hand traveled up to my chest."Are you awake my love?"

I slowly opened my eyes, I gently turned my body towards him. Dagur looked at me with warm eyes, god that was creepy the way he looked at me, I tried my best not to cringe at him, I slowly sat up rubbing my eyes as Dagur gave me my food, it was a mixture of fresh berries and meat. We made small talk for a few minutes not talking about what happened last night, I was afraid of him bringing it up to me and telling him 'no' I kept to myself while looking down at my now empty plate, he soon took it away, leaving me alone for a few minutes.

Soon he was back with new clothes, it was a dark green tunic with black leggings, once I was dress I put my one fur boot on as I was carried back down stairs, I was given back my leg soon after. I sat there silently on the chair, until Dagur cleared his throat, making me jump. I looked at him with wide eyes, oh gods please don't ask me again, I can't take it, I was already afraid.

"The ship will be here soon, I'll be taking you there." He wrapped his arms around my waist as he led me out of the door. The sun was finally out and not covered in clouds, I could hear the birds chirping, men were busy working on new houses and weapons, getting everything ready for Alvin, I could feel my blood slowly running cold for that, Dagur was already sending letters, treaties for other villages to join him and the Beserker tribe to get rid of the Outcast once and for all, I felt awful Alvin has no idea what was coming his way, and I couldn't do anything about it. Berk was already taken over, everyone I know and love could be dead and I wouldn't have know it.

We continued to walk, I quickly looked over at the forge it was all neat and busy. I wish I could work in a forge again, even in this weak state that I am in, I felt tired even though I had been sleeping through the entire night, but all the rape and stress had been taking a toll but I was slowly getting a little better, Dagur made sure I was eating and it started to show, but I still had dark circles and bags under my eyes, some of the bruises were sprinkled on my neck still but they were fading away.

I'll admit Dagur hasn't hurt me...for a while, ever since I tried to...kill myself, he's been trying to make somethings right. But this wasn't healthy, I'm just trying to make it through all of this without getting myself killed or worse.

Then we were close to the docks, Dagur still clutching me, holding me close to him until I saw a ship pulling in, my heart was beating rapidly as soon as I saw it, I wanted to run like a mad man and just not give a care in the world. But I had to hold back for my own good, I watched as the boat unloaded, I could hear my own heart thumping inside my chest.

Soon enough I saw at least ten to twelve men carrying Toothless, my heart dropped to my stomach as I rushed over towards him, he was knock out from the drugs he was on, they had to put him under with darts otherwise he was going to get everyone killed, I ran my hand over his smooth scales, trying to keep myself to together. Dagur allowed me to stay with him until his men carried him away leaving me in distraught the entire time, I just wanted to be with my only was the price I was paying just to see him, I then notice right before they took him away that his tail fin was missing, smart I thought, I knew Dagur wasn't going to let me out of his sight, not after my attempt, and I knew Dagur was going to play with this to his advantage, he placed his hand on my shoulder making me jump for a moment as I looked up at him with sad eyes, wondering what he was going to say to me now.

"You know what I want Hiccup, you know how to get your dragon, when all you have to do is tell me where mine is." He said looking at me with his dark green eyes, cupping my cheek."All you have to do is tell me."

I took a step back and think for a minute, he was right all I had to do was give up the Skrill's location and I could spend more time With Toothless, that's all it's going to take. I took a deep breath and looked back at him, waiting to see if I would give in.

"Alright, I'll tell you what you want." I said softly as I was pulled into a tight embrace then a quick kiss. He then pulled away looking at me with love in his eyes, god I was so sick to my stomach at this point, I thought I was going to lose it after I told him, he took all the way back to the Great Hall, pulling out a very large map asking me where the location was. I slowly pointed it out with my thin fingers, it was all the way out in the middle of no where, buried under thick sheets of ice is where she was. I knew Dagur was enjoying every second of this, this Skrill was going to make him more of a threat if he could tame it right, it would give him more of an advantaged in the war against the outcast, just with a few blows from the Skrill could kill them all, but I knew he was going to keep some of them alive for his own sick twisted games, making them suffer like he and some of his men did, I didn't want to even think about what he was going to do with them, I really hope he doesn't make me watch again.

In a few days he was going to take me with him, making sure I wasn't sending him into a trap or anything, I quickly assured him I wasn't. He believe me thank god, as soon as that was over we went back to his house and had dinner, I was silent the whole time all I could still think about was Toothless, when dinner was severed I barely touched it, Dagur took notice and said."Eat up." He said while stuffing a leg of boar in his mouth.

I pushed my plate away, "I'm not hungry." I looked at him with weak eyes, I couldn't eat I just couldn't, knowing what was happening.

He sighed in anger,"You need to eat, I can't have you dying on me, not right now especially." He took another meaty bite.

I finally glared at him."Why the Hell do you care?"

He stopped what he was doing at he got up from his seat, walking over towards me, taking his hand into mine I tried take my hands away from him but he wouldn't let go of me, once again I was at another tug a war with him."I care about you a lot Hiccup."He pushed a few stands of hair away from my face." I always did, ever since I was little I knew we were meant to be, I know what it's like to have everyone hate you for who you are, believe me I know." He turned away for a minute." But I'm here giving you what we both deserve, power, an army, people that will love and respect you." I kept listening to him, but I knew none of this was right." I need you by my side Hiccup, I still love you I always have and will even though you might not love me back, I'll always be here for you." I felt myself shaking a bit with fear, then he finally let go." I might have rushed the proposal a bit, but I'm serious about us getting married, I already have just about everything ready for us."

I turned away, not looking or speaking to him, I didn't want to talk about this anymore, I just wanted to go to bed.

Then I heard him sigh in defeat."Alright I get it, you don't want to settle down just yet, I get it." He threw his hands up a bit, then lead me up the steps, leading me back to the one peaceful place I had, our bed. I took my boot and leg off as Dagur went down with it, putting it away so I couldn't get to it, once he returned he locked the door and wrapped himself around me, quickly falling asleep with me. I stayed up for almost the entire night, hoping I could see Toothless the next morning, that's all I could think about, but soon enough I went to sleep. In a few days I would be taken on a wild quest to get the Skrill, as much as I didn't want to, I had to if I wanted Toothless to stay alive and in one piece. I had no idea how long this was going to take on boat sine we weren't flying there on the backs of dragons.

But soon I was tossing and turning, I couldn't get comfortable, so I stayed awake until the sun started to rise, I sat up and watched Dagur sleep peacefully. I started getting dark thoughts of killing the bastard in his sleep, but I held back from fear, one screw up and it could cost me everything. I could feel the bags form under my eyes, I felt like shit, maybe I could sleep in all day if Dagur would let me. I doubt it, then again he's been trying to make things up, I think a sick twisted part of him cared about me, but I could never returned the favor to him, how could I ever love someone like him? He tried to kill me, he's raped me and now he's trying to get us married, I don't want to be married to him, never. I mean someone like him...I don't think he understands the term of marriage, I still love Astrid that's all I thought about when I was first taken, now I can't even remember what she looked like, she's the only thing I ever wanted and now dagur has taken that away from me, I was dirty and weak. I'm not the same anymore, I was just some Berserker's whore now.

I shook my head plopped myself back down on the bed, accidentally waking up Dagur. Oh great, now things could get ugly.

He opened his eyes and looked up at me, giving me his warm smile as he got up and kissed me on the lips, I froze when he did this."Your up early?" he got out of bed and threw his tunic back on."Are you ready to help me look for my Skrill?" Now? Already? I thought he was going to stock up on some supplies and then go. I sat there for a minute and nodded."Good." he picked me up leading me down stairs.

Now here comes the fun part, locating the Skrill and giving it to Dagur, how was I going to train it when all it dose is try to kill anything that moves? It's not really tamable, believe me I've tried and it's not going to end well for any of us. I asked if I could see Toothless before we left, which Dagur agreed as he led me to the cells, Toothless was still out of it, but was twitching and moving a bit slowly, I placed my hand on his snout and told him I would be back as soon a I can, then we were at the docks, everything getting ready for the long trip, I could feel all my insides tuned as I got on, watching the island getting smaller and smaller as we were now in the middle of the sea.

Soon Dagur would have his Skrill.