It has been a couple of months now. I had somehow found myself every day at The Idiot Host Club. I still was annoyed but my cousins, the blonde, and the twins. I completely ignored Kyoya. He did the same to me so we don't… Hate each? I only liked Haruhi she was really nice. I mostly just sat in a corner not bothered by anyone and other days like today. My fans noticed my band and me. We would be forced to play something like today. So that is exactly I planned to do. I decided to be a bitch so I want to ruin the club's day.
"Well here we go." I sighed.
"Give 'em hell, Yuri." Chiya patted my back before going to the guitar.
"Sing. Sing. Sing. Sing." They kept chanting and frankly, it was annoying now.
"Okay here we go…. This is song we don't do a lot. STARSHIPS." I introduced and they started the song. The reason we don't do it a lot was because it was Ricki's song so we only do it when she likes.
STARSHIPS By Nicki Minja
Let's go to the beach, each
Let's go get away
The girls SCREAMED. I never rap and this is a rare song, remember.
They say, what they gonna say?
Have a drink, clink, found the Bud Light
Bad bitches like me, is hard to come by
The Host Club looked horrified…not Haruhi though she looked kind of excited.
The Patrón, own, let's go get it on
The zone, own, yes I'm in the zone
Is it two, three, leave a good tip
I'ma blow all my money and don't give two shits
I emphasized shit and my cousins looked disappoint. Well too fucking bad.
I'm on the floor, floor
I love to dance
So give me more, more, 'til I can't stand
Get on the floor, floor
Like it's your last chance
If you want more, more
Then here I am
I kicked a table over…my cousin's table. Let's just say water suits their look when they aren't angry. I wanted to laugh so bad but I had to remain respectful to the guests. Who looked like they weren't ever going to take a bath again. Starships were meant to fly Starships were meant to fly (We're higher than a motherfucker)
Hands up and touch the sky
Can't stop 'cause we're so high
Let's do this one more time
Hands up and touch the sky
Let's do this one last time
Can't stop...
That was when I jumped on table and kicked the things on the twins and the blonde idiot. It wasn't at all the normal dance routine. I wanted to just be mean. It was fair enough.
Jump in my hooptie hooptie hoop
I own that
And I ain't paying my rent this month
I owe that
But fuck who you want, and fuck who you like
The girls seemed to know the song and had actually sung that part with me. I wanted to repeat the line and see if they would do it again but I couldn't screw up Nicki's song so I carried on.
That's our life, there's no end in sight Now everybody let me hear you say ray ray ray
Twinkle, twinkle little star
Now spend all your money cause today's pay day
And if you're a G, you a G, G, G
My name is Onika, you can call me Nicki
Get on the floor, floor Starships were meant to fly Starships were meant to fly (We're higher than a motherfucker) Starships were meant to fly Starships were meant to fly (We're higher than a motherfucker)
Like it's your last chance
If you want more, more
Then here I am
Hands up and touch the sky
Can't stop 'cause we're so high
Let's do this one more time
Hands up and touch the sky
Let's do this one last time
Can't stop...
Hands up and touch the sky
Can't stop 'cause we're so high
Let's do this one more time
Hands up and touch the sky
Let's do this one last time
Can't stop...
After the host club closed the members forced us to stay after them.
"What is it, Idiot? I don't have all day. We do have a life besides school unlike you." He went to this corner muttering something about his daughter being rude to him. Since when did he have a daughter?
"WHAT!" Ava, Brie, Chiya and I all said together.
"Since did-" I started.
"-You knock someone-" Brie continued.
"-To have a daughter-" Ava continued.
"-was it Haruhi? She's the only girl in the club." Chiya finished. Tamaki's face flushed.
"No, don't insult your sister. Apologize to daddy right now." He was daddy. How the fuck is Haruhi his daughter.
"No, we aren't sisters. I'm an only child anyway." I said rolling my eyes.
"I have a brother and Brie has a younger sister that's in third grade." Ava answered upbeat. Damn her always being upbeat until someone did something.
"I'm also an only child." Chiya said.
"Plus, I already have a dad. I don't need another one to hate." I spat.
"Never mind that…we are going on a vacation." Tamaki posed dramatically.
"Whatever, don't care." We said as we left.
"Yuri, what should do today after school?" Chiya said. It reminded me of Mina. She would say that every day we left from school. She still is mad but she is getting a little less cold to me like I cared though.
"I don't know." I answered.
"Target…" Was that Hikaru?
"…Captured?" That was Kaoru's voice. What the hell did Chiya and I get into?
"Good job men. Now let's go." Tamaki rolled his window done. Are they kidnapping us? No way it's happening. Gymnastics, don't fail me now. I bent myself backward to get out the grip Hikaru has on me and flip him. I had gotten out of his grip but I was still pushed into the limo. I saw Haruhi and the rest of my friends were there. It wasn't kidnapping because they wouldn't have Haruhi here.
"Where are we going?" I asked Haruhi who shrugged. I figured they didn't tell so were are in for a surprise. Haruhi, the rest of the girls and I talk to each on the way to the surprise.
"It's a…" Chiya trailed off. I looked at it and it was a WATERPARK. I LOVE WATERPARKS.
"WATERPARK…no it's just a resort never mind." I deflated when I saw the sign saying resort.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? HIKARU, KAORU I'M GOING TO KILL YOU GUYS WHEN I GET OUT. WHAT THE FUCK? NO I WON'T WEAR THIS. CHIYA PUT THAT DOWN. YOU AREN'T WEARING THAT. AVA STOP EAT CAKE AND BOUNCING AROUND. BRIE DON'T TAKE A NAP. YOU AREN'T PRETEND THAT AGAIN. STOP TEXTING MATT AND GET AVA OFF THE CEILING FAN. YOU TWO STOP BOTHERING ME. WHAT THE HELL HARUHI! ARE YOU DOING HOMEWORK WHEN YOU SEE THIS SCENE? YOU BETTER HELP ME RIGHT NOW." I screamed at them.
"DON'T DO SOMETHING STUPID." Ava screamed from the fan.
"Fine." I huffed. I just took the only appropriate swimsuit they gave me. A strapless bikini that was sky blue with darker blue stripes. I let my hair be in its natural state. I put on the matching shoes and walked to Chiya throwing her a pink sparkly bikini. Then I went to Ava and throw her a halter bikini that was pale yellow and had flowers all over it. Brie was already getting a neon green bikini. Haruhi was wearing a pink one piece with a small skirt and hat. She looked cute and like an actually girl. Haruhi went out first and I told Ava to get down and Brie and Chiya had left after Haruhi. Ava and I went out together and saw Tamaki out there.
"So the twins aren't the real perverts. You are deep down pervert. Come on Ava let's go." I ushered her but Tamaki stopped us.
"You shouldn't show that much skin until you're married." His face red. Ava and I shared a look before we laughed. He was holding the stupidest cover up ever.
"We are planning to get a tan but to suit your little ego. We'll take them from you." I said once I stopped laughing. I took the cover ups. Ava and I walked over to Chiya who was sitting down trying to tan herself.
"Hey how's the sun?" I asked. Since we were indoors she went to the area where the skylights are.
"Terrible." She whined.
"Great, no tanning." I pouted as did Ava.
"Did Tamaki offer you that ridiculous cover up?" Chiya took off her sunglasses and looked at us.
"Yeah it was so stupid. They look like guy clothes. I'm planning to throw it in the river thing." I laughed.
"Chiya, Yuri, Ava come and play with me. I'm bored." Brie whined from the river. She and Ava are too alike at times.
"Nah, I don't want to." I declined.
"Sure." Ava and Chiya walked over. I sat on the lounging chair reading a magazine. I was flipping the page reading about the Rob and Kristen split when Tamaki or one of the twins decided to spray me with the water gun.
"Who the hell did that?' I growled. They looked extremely scared.
"He did it." The twins pointed at Tamaki. While Tamaki pointed at the twins say this at the same time.
"Shut up, don't bother me or else I will kill you." I threatened.
"S-sorry." They stuttered before going back to their idiotic game letting finish reading the magazine cover article. I had gotten a phone call.
"Y-Y-Yuri." Someone called crying. I couldn't tell their voice.
"Who is this?" I asked. It was definitely a girl and she started sobbing harder.
"Brittany." Brittany? She was crying! Since when does she call me when she sad? Scratch, that since when does she anyone that she is crying?
"Are you okay? What happened, Brittany?" I asked very concerned.
"He, he broke up with me after I caught him…cheating." She choked out.
"It's okay." I told her.
"I want to kill myself." She said confident.
"No sweetheart don't do that. It isn't worth it trust me." I told hoping she would listening.
"How would you know? You are so perfect. Everyone loves you…well beside your dad. You never had to worry about a thing." I sighed. That was far from true.
"Brittany trust me I have don't things I wish I never did. Brittany trust don't try it. You won't ever have a chance to change yourself or let him see the mistake he made by letting you go. Brittany please don't do this. Not to me. I love you. Ava loves you. Chiya loves you. Brie loves you. Ricki loves you. We would be sad without you. Brittany don't do this please. It isn't worth it. You have so much to live for not like me. I don't have the family who loves you no matter what. I have nothing. Music is the last thing I have. You have family, friends, others who want you to succeed." After my speech I only hoped she would listen and do what I said.
"What about Kyou? You have him. You have your friends and me too." She sobbed.
"I can't depend on that. Brittany do you know how scared I am every day to think what if something happens to us. I would be in pieces but I still have the thing that has always been there by my side since I was little." I sighed because it was a daily fear of mine: to split up with Kyou.
"I still want to kill myself but I won't because I want you to sing me a song to cheer me up." A song? That's it.
"Sure what one?" I asked her.
"Stay." That was her favorite song. It was a song. I wrote I haven't performed for a long time now.
"Sure… here goes nothing" I started.
STAY By Miley Cyrus
Well it's good to hear your voice Oooh, oh I miss you And I love you more than I did before Say you love me more than you did before Well I try to live without you I look up at the stars Oooh, oh I miss you And I love you more than I did before Say you love me more than you did before I never wanna lose you And I love you more than I did before Say you love me more than you did before And I love you more than I did before
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder,
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oooh, oh I need you
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside
Hoping you're doing the same
Somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say
Oooh, oh I need you
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Always stay
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I'll always stay
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay
I will stay
"Thank you Yuri. You are a really good friend. I'm lucky to have you." Her voice cracked.
"Never do that again and scared me like that again. I will be mad at you for a long time." I mocked scolded and she laughed a bit.
"I won't…. I hope so it sounds so stupid now. I can't believe I even said that. I have to go anyway. I am going shopping for a new outfit." She said before clicking the phone's end button ending the phone call.
"Boss, what did you do now?" All of the sudden an alarm sounded. Brie, who was sitting next to me started to worry for Ava for was in the pool.
"Ava get out now." I screamed. It was too late she was carried in the giant wave along with Chiya who just popped out of the water. My cousin was in it too but who the fuck cares?
"Yuri what are we going to do?" Brie starting to panic.
"Relax this Ava we are talking about. Plus she has Chiya if there are any animals or machines or anything Chiya has it. No need to worry about them. They are going to be fine. Just you wait and see." I tried calming Brie who was panicking. It completely failed because she was still panicking and she was freaking out now. Great I'm stuck with scared Brie that last anyone wants. She is going to be spaz the whole time.
"What are we going to do?" Hikaru asked.
"Honey-senpai got caught in the current. Where are they going, Kyoya-senpai?" Kaoru asked Kyoya. They were more worried about him and not two defenseless girls.
"What the hell is wrong with you? Mitsukuni can take of himself. Ava and Chiya are out there and you are more worried about him. You sure have your priorities straight." I snapped.
"What is your problem? Your cousin is out there and you don't care. You are more worried about your friends than your family." Hikaru crossed a line no one should ever cross.
"You don't know what it like is to be hated. He said himself they never cared about me. He doesn't need to tell you that they lied. He has never liked me or neither have you, Takashi. You know it's true. You don't know how much I wished I didn't have to go home or be somebody else every fucking single day. All my life I have never been loved my own family. I faked everything just so no one suddenly starts to pretend to care or use it against me. I finally find people that don't hate me and let me do what I want without hating me and it's now wrong to worry about them more that that piece of shit has the title to be my cousin. You have no idea how much I didn't want to come back here. No offense actually be offend I don't care. I will never like any of you. I won't like you. I can't like you. I might not hate you as much but I will hate all of you with such passion. I can't stand to be near any of you. All of you disgust me for thinking that my cousins are actually nice. I had to always be hated or had people look at with envy just wishing me for to disappear. I am so FUCKING sorry that I can't be the person all of you want me to be. I JUST CAN'T. I have tried so hard to be the perfect person that everyone wants but all that did is make me feel like shit. Now that I am who I want to be it is so funny but I feel like I just have to try and be that person I used to be. The person I hated. I use to hate myself so much because I couldn't make anyone be proud or like me. Everyone always hated me so much. I hated myself even more every day. All the comments I heard all the shit people say behind my fucking back all because you two started it. You know what I have enough all of this shit. Now I know why you guys hated Kyou so much because I wasn't the perfect girl around him. He accepted the way I was even when I changed to who I was now. He didn't care who I was as long as I was myself. You couldn't stand that happy girl who would do anything for your approval on something. You couldn't stand someone not being effected on the outside with your comments while she cried herself to sleep every night just hoping one day you would be happy for her instead. You couldn't look at her as a person and not an object. I was a toy to you two. I was never happy home when you two or my dad. My mom was the only one who 'understood'. I soon learned my emotion were useless to show any of you. I hid everything. I would smile and pretend it was fine. You crushed every dream I had ever had besides this one. I couldn't have the one thing I could count on be taken away. I seriously done with all of you. I am done trying to get wish for one day that I'm not reminded by how much you two have always hated me. How can't ever be accepted in my 'family'. It's okay now though because I have other people that have already replace my so called family. Whatever just tell them I left." I admitted the some of the pain I had suffered through that caused me to do unthinkable things. I literally walked away after I said that.
"Wait for me." Brie screamed running after me. I didn't care about a thing at the moment. I won't stop for anyone. I walked out realized I was in a swimsuit. I still had that stupid cover up and I had put it on and walked out. I walked faster and faster. My feelings and all things I buried deep down in myself and letting anyone know finally were catching up with me. I kept walking faster trying to run for my feelings. I couldn't let the things I held back and let them get to me. I just couldn't let them. I wouldn't cry over something that would make me seem weaker. I was stronger than this. I am NOT a crybaby. Stop it, Yuri. Stop crying, you baby. You are stronger than this. You have cried about this then so why now.
"Yuri, stop walking faster." I heard Brie's voice but I knew if I stopped moving I would break down. Instead, I started running to a place. I had to find a place to hide from everyone. I didn't want to see their faces that would be full of pity. I didn't need anyone else sympathy. I haven't ever got it before so why start now.
"Yuri." I heard faintly. I can't stop. I just have to find a place to hide; to get away from the world. To it just be me.
"Where the hell is Yuri and Brie?" Ava cussed. She was drenched and had all types of plants in her hair.
"Yeah where the fuck are they?" Chiya agreed. The host club went quiet beside Mitsukuni who didn't know what happened earlier.
"Yuri left and Brie followed her." Tamaki confessed solemnly. Ava and Chiya refused to believe that. Yuri wouldn't do that to them.
"No she didn't. Yuri wouldn't leave us without knowing if we were dead or not. She isn't that heartless. Yuri would have been totally relaxed but worried at the same time for Brie who would be spazing out. Yuri wouldn't do that to us." Ava glared. Chiya was still processing how or why would Yuri would leave them.
"Yeah Yuri wouldn't do that unless something happened. Yuri trust us that we wouldn't die on her but she would have yelled at us when we got back for being stupid. Yuri wouldn't do something like that. Brie wouldn't have followed her. Brie would be here is Yuri left like you said. Yuri cares too much about us to do that. Yuri would leave us. She wouldn't leave me. she wouldn't Yuri may not show but she cares for A LOT for us not like you guys who probably cared for that idiot cake eater." Chiya snapped glaring at the club. She knew something was up.
"Wait, Chiya you're right what the hell did you idiots do to make Yuri that upset. You should leave her alone she doesn't like any of you. She hates you so much because you are all self-centered egoistic assholes. We only talk to you because Yuri hasn't said anything yet. She doesn't forgive she just hates. She already hates you all. WHY THE FUCK DO SOMETHING STUPID AND SAY SOMETHING TO MAKE HER MAD. Why can't you guys just leave her alone like she is doing? Why do you have to bother her? I don't want her to do that again?" Ava shook from anger. She was angry why they had to keep making Yuri take a step backwards in finally getting over the things in her past. Ava knew how much it hurts Yuri to be even think about it. Chiya knew it as well. Chiya was very close to Yuri and she was the reason all of them became friends because Chiya didn't want her to be left alone. She wanted her to her friend. She knew she had to that. While the rest of them gave up Chiya never did give on Yuri.
"We didn't do anything." They were lying and everyone knew that.
"Stop lying and just tell us." Chiya screamed at them.
"I told why she was more worried about you guys than Honey-senpai." Hikaru admitted. Ava and Chiya stayed completely still for a moment shocked. Then there faces turned into angry and worry.
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? She may never come back. She already fucking hates all of you. What do you do? Make her hate more. She doesn't even care what happens to them. She has said this before. Why should she care about them? They don't try to even to change. Why the fuck should you even poking around in her fucking business? Yuri doesn't trust people. You think she just trusted us from the beginning. She didn't. She wanted nothing to do with us. If it was for Chiya we would have never been her friend because only Chiya really knew that she couldn't do that to her. You guys never have or will mean a thing to Yuri. You just are the fucking reason she is forgetting her past and instead constantly reminded of it. You are really just horrible people. I don't care if you guys are her cousins or friends with them you DON'T FUCKING know Yuri. She is the same person and probably never will be. You all just can't accept Yuri for who she is. Why can't any of you just do that? I accept and love Yuri for who she is. All of us do. We may want her to stop being so hateful but we still accepted her as an individual person who was just scared to trust and has been a great friend to us. I seriously just want to punch you all right now." Ava huffed. Everyone stared at the cute bubbly girl scream out all her anger out.
"Ava is right. Yuri has only ever wanted to be accepted by her own family but know of you understand that. I do though. My family hated that I was different from them. I hated acting and drawing. I loved music. I was always looked down and taught myself to just smile and pretend to not care. Then I meet Yuri that day and I saw her smile that smile I taught myself. She was like me. I couldn't stand it that someone else was hurting like me but refused to let the world in. She separated the world from her. She wouldn't let the barrier she built go down instead she made it stronger and harder to rid of. It so long but not once would let myself give because it was saying I would ignore the side of me that was like that. When she finally had the wall she built fall she started to trust us. I didn't care that she loved music that she went against her family for someone she loved. I admired her for being strong enough to do it instead. You are all just fucking assholes. Whatever let's go Ava." Chiya and Ava walking through the jungle getting out of it and putting on their clothes and they left in huff of angry. Leaving the stunned host club there not caring one bit about them. They just went home and stayed there and huffed getting their homework and others things done while Brie was still looking for Yuri.
"Yuri come one where are you?" Brie screamed. She thought of a brilliant idea and called her.
"Hello?" Yuri answered.
"Where are you?" Brie asked and Yuri sighed.
"Home. How about you?" Brie was mad. How could she leave her out here?
"When? I have been looking for you for like two hours. How can you have left?" Brie growls.
"I got hungry and went to eat at home. You could go home now." Yuri suggests and before Brie answers the line goes dead.
My phone rang again but this time it wasn't Brie. It was Kyou.
"Hello?" I answered.
"You finally answered. I have been calling you for a while now. Where were you? I was so worried about you." Kyou said very worried.
"Sorry I was kidnapped by my cousin to go to this resort. I would have called but I sort of got really mad and left. I didn't really notice some was calling me until Brie called." I apologized. I really need to pay attention more to my phone sometimes
"It's fine as long as you are okay." He is so sweet. He is such a gentleman. I am so lucky to have fine as my boyfriend.
"Thanks, so why did you call?" I got down to the deep down reason why he called.
"We have done anything together in a while. Frankly, I really miss you. So how about this Saturday we go out?" YES! YES! YES! YES, we can! Oh my god he is the sweetest thing ever. I love him so much.
"Yeah sure." I acted calmly when I was so nervous. I was super excited. It was really hard to act calm but I somehow managed.
"So I'll see you at nine tomorrow I guess." He said before hung up. I almost squealed but I stayed completely calm.
"Did you do it?" A voice asked.
"Yes, I did. I still don't get why you are sucking me in your plans. Can't you just say sorry and not have me be in this mess?" Kyou sighed.
"No because she won't talk to her own cousins do you think she'll talk to us?" The voice replied hastily. Kyou sighed in response.
"If anything happens don't blame me and it will be all of your fault." Kyou warned. The voice shudder scared.
"Yeah, I know. It will go perfect." The voice said.
"Why do I feel it won't?" Kyou thought out loud. The voice was offend and hung up on him. Kyou could just hope that tomorrow would be okay and not the mess he had imagined.
CHAPTER END
A/N So who is that voice?... Find out in the next chapter…. Please review it makes me feel better and boost my writing powers. (I'm serious so please review and anyone who does will get a shout out so if you have suggestion I will tell you what I think of that idea. If you also have a OC you want in the story review what he/she is like and link if you have a picture of her.)
