Hi readers! Its been a little over a week since I last updated this story... sorry. I don't really have an excuse and I feel bad about it, but I'm back no with another chapter so thanks for reading and enjoy.
"Well, I never did get that date from when I won the sparring match a year ago." he said with a fake thinking look on his face.
"Well who ever said you won." I replied as I leaned back with his arms around my waist and my arms around his neck. He was basically holding my up in a half movie dip.
"I did." he said smirking then added, "Also, Jane she heard you tell Cammie you would go anyway." he continued as he pulled me closer and closer until we were so close our noses and foreheads were touching and we both had our eyes closed. "So what do you say Gallagher Girl?"
I then closed the distance between us and kissed him, and when I finally pulled back we went back to foreheads and noses touching while I whispered "Yes."
With that Nyght kissed my cheek and threw me behind him and then pulled me up on his back so he was giving me a piggyback ride as he busted out of the passages and into the main hall with me on his back as we hysterically laughed. I'm not really sure how long I was up on Nyght's back, but I do know that for the first time in a long time, I let the matter of time slip from my mind and I just didn't care. For the first time in a long time I was just a fun loving teenager. For the first time in a long time I was me, but this started my move to the next chapter of what was next.
That's when you come in journal. I guess even though this is just a get the emotions out thing, I need you to figure out the next moves. I need you too keep me from getting lost in the fun and happiness of life, so help me keep track of what's going on because I know that with my life and family, a new adventure will surface soon and we will all be tested once again, to see who was truly ready to continue on with the craziness that was always thrown in our directions.
This is a testimony from someone living through the test and let me just say, it doesn't get easier, but in the end you figure out everything truly was worth it.
With Love,
-Lucy
Hi. Yup right about now that is all I really want to say because I know that something is up. There is definitely something wrong with Jane. She was called out of the last class today to take a phone call from the White House in Rach's office and when she requested I be allowed to join she was denied the right to bring me along as Mace and Joey half dragged her away.
I'm seriously nervous. I haven't seen her since then and dinner just ended. I decided the best place to go looking for her was our room and then the passages so that's what I did. I went into the main hall and then I melted away into the passages, and knew where the best place to look would be. I went to the tallest tower in the school. It was home to a small round room that was just about half the size of Rach's office and only had one door. The rest of the room was book shelves all filled to the brim with different types of information. There were only two places to sit in the room. There was the big window seat and then there was the large lump of giant bean bags in the middle of the room.
We call this room the Pigeon House. It was built on the exact spot that once housed the pigeon coops after the big fire. It also held a lot of information as I mentioned earlier. There was all different sections around the room ranging from fairy tale books that taught lessons to little unsuspecting kids and GG Files that had every piece of information in the CIA's database plus every other organization with initials and all files that were specific just to Gallagher that weren't accessable to anyone that wasn't a faculty member or alum (or student, except you had to find the room first, if you don't find the room but you need to find something in it then you get taken in through the roof hatch and if not the roof hatch that someone who is able to access the room will bring you the information like the crew, Rach, Joey, the rest of the faculty past and present or Jane or I.) It is actually the job of anyone who has ever found the room to protect it. We have to come here during all different color security breaches and also during fires to protect the materials as well as burn them if it comes to it.
We also have our names written in a small leather journal, that is stored in a panel above the doorway. Our names are in there along with some of the greatest spies in history, some of them being men, not just because they were on the staff but also because they came to Gallagher for an exchange and found the room. We are in there along with the crew, Rach,Abby, Joey and Matthew.
Anyway when I walked into the room I found her. She was sitting on the very top of the stack of bean bags and she looked awful which is usually something you can never say about Mace and Jane. I quickly jumped up to the top and sat next to her saying, "What's wrong? You know you can tell me anything Jane even if it's against my clearance level because if it is you know it will never leave my mouth."
"I know Lucy, but I don't want to talk about it, okay?" she said a tear rolling down her face. I had never caught her crying before. Not even after we all almost died at Blackthorne. Not even when her favorite outfit went out of style and everything she did to try and bring it back into the trending phase didn't work.
"Jane, your scaring me. I've never seen you this torn up, not even after Blackthorne." I said biting back the tears remembering all the horrible things that happened because my family wouldn't let me give in to the wants of an enemy who really almost did destroy us.
"I know Lucy I'm sorry.I don't mean to freak you out with this, I'm just worried about my dad." she said.
"What's wrong with him?" I said worried that is was something horrible.
"There's nothing wrong with him physically, but he is getting all messed up mentally because someone has been sending threats to him involving me claiming to be Alyson and the Secret Service can't tell him about Aly because he doesn't know but they also have to tell him about the threat and how extremely credible and real this threat is."
"Jane I'm so sorry this is all my fault. If I had never gotten on that plane that day with Mace and met you this never would have happened. It's all my fault. I guess I really can't help but fuck up people's lives huh?" I said looking down with tears in my eyes. I know really unspy like, but Jane and I made a pact stating that this was one room where we would never hide our deep dark emotions and fears. We swore this would be the one place we weren't spies. We swore that this was the one place we would allow ourselves to be afraid and show it.
"It's not you fault." she said.
"But it is."
"No it's not."
"But it is."
"NO!" she yelled. "You are not pinning the blame for this on yourself Lucy because it's not your fault it's that bitches fault and she picked the wrong family to fuck with because we are going to take her down. She chose the wrong girl's father to threaten especially with him being president of the United States of America Lucy because she will not get away with it. I don't regret any of what has happened and will happen, because I have you as my best friend. I don't regret it because we have each other and that's enough for me. I don't regret it because I'm finally what I've always wanted to be and what Macey helped me prepare for my throwing butter knives forks and spoons through foot width walls. I don't regret any of this Lucy and I never will and it's time for you to live with that and remember that this was my choice. I could have said no but I didn't. I didn't back down. You didn't back down. Our family didn't back down and we aren't ever going to. " she said completely seriously and then her hard face softened. "Now, don't you have a date with The Dark Knyght." she said laughing.
I laughed along and nodded as she took my hand and we dried our tears. We went back to our dorm and I got ready, because she was right, I was going to be a bad ass tonight and show Nyght what an amazing thing he's been missing for the past few months. Now don't take that the wrong way, all I mean is we are going to have a little fun a Roseville night club along with my favorite unofficial couple, Jane and Ryker.
I got to go, Jane and I just finished getting ready and Nyght and Ryker will be here any minute so I guess this is goodbye for now.
With Love,
-Lucy
