Hey guys! I'm back and expect more updates more frequently now that school's not in my way. Did you miss me? Cause I missed you guys. Thanks sooooooooo much for the PMs I got wishing' me good luck! And whose sooooooooo very excited for the premiere of Austin and Jessie and Ally tonight?!
Oh, I'm counting the days down for Christmas and…
HAPPY 18 MORE DAYS FOR CHRISTMAS!
And…
LILLY5603 DOES NOT OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY ALTHOUGH SHE WISHED SHE DID :(
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Austin and I stayed in that position for a while. We watched as lighting crack across the sky. I was in deep thought sorting out my relationship with Austin. Are we friends? I have no clue.
I suddenly feel this urge of want and need. I pull away from Austin and he looks sad. Than when I connect our lips he responds immediately. Well almost. First he's shocked and surprised then he responds. I feel the need for more and bite his lip.
Now he's shocked. When it came to regular Ally making out was a big deal and she would have never anything that brave. But now it's time to get bold.
When he gasps I take the advantage and enter my tongue in his mouth. Even though we fight it's obvious who wins.
I feel his hands go under my shirt and rub my back. I moan slightly in the kiss and to get even I begin to tug at the ends of his shirt.
Soon he's shirtless and so am I. I make my way to his pants ready to pull them off then a hand stops me.
"Are you sure?" he questioned.
"Yes," I answered softly but filled with confidence.
"Ally, remember the last ti-" he begins but I cut him off.
"Last time was different, that was the past this is the present and when tomorrow comes we'll figure it out," I said my speech.
One look in my eyes and he gave in.
…
I woke up in the morning feeling pain. 'Oh God, what happened?' I asked myself.
I open my eyes fully to see that I'm not in my room. Then I remember last night with my dad.
Wait, where am I? I slowly remember this bedroom and I see my clothes scattered on the floor.
I take a big deep breath and turn around slowly. I see Austin as naked as I am.
I close my eyes and accidently say out loud, "What have I done?"
I see Austin stir and try to pretend that I'm asleep. But it's too late he sees me.
He first smiles and then notices the fear in my eyes.
"What's wrong?" he asked softly as his thumb wipes the tears that I didn't realise falling on my cheeks.
"Last night…" I started, but it was all I could have gotten out.
"Last night was a mistake," I state.
He looks hurt for a second and then it's replaced by anger.
"So this is how you deal with the morning after?" he shouts.
"What do you mean?"
"Well when I was trying to avoid this last night who were the one who told me, '"that was the past this is the present and when tomorrow comes we'll figure it out'" he screams in my face.
Man what is it with people screaming these days?
"Well…I just thought… I was caught up in the moment alright!" I screamed back exasperated.
"So last night was nothing to you?" he asked softly.
"Well it means nothing to you doesn't it? I mean we're not together. And you have many stands with girls in school, in your car and gross! Even in this bed!"
I screamed and jumped up.
He just chuckled and smirked and I can see why. I just jumped out of the bed and I have no clothes on. I give him a death glare and he stops.
He clears his throat before speaking.
"So last night…"
"I was just another stand and I wanted that. I needed to release some frustration and thanks for helping. This means nothing to me and to you so just let it go and I'll see you at school." I told him and walked out the door.
I was half-way down the stairs when I felt as though I was missing something. I look down I realised that I have no clothes on.
"I forgot my clothes," I said as I re-entered his room. I grabbed them and headed for the washroom. When I was dressed I smoothened out my hair and was about to leave when something hit me. I can't go home. Nor by Trish. She's packing for her Mexican trip with her family since we're going on Christmas break this Friday which is one week from now.
I can't stay by her she'll want her time soaking up the internet before going to her grandma's rural house in Mexico.
Austin knocked on the door and brought me back to reality.
I opened it and was ready to be fully humiliated.
"Austin can I ask for a big, well huge favour?"
"What more stress and frustration?" he jokes than takes a look at me and turns dead serious, "So this favour…"
"I need a place to stay," I said. He nodded his head for me to continue, "Can I stay here?" I asked with hope in my voice.
He looks shocked then worried and then finally answers.
"Well, yes of course you can stay, but," he starts and prepare for the rejection, "The guest room is messy so..." I cut him off
"I'm sure it's not too messy," I said.
"Actually, my parents keep the mattress' here since the warehouse is filled. So you can stay here and I'll sleep downstairs."
"No, it's okay the sofa in your room is quite comfy so I'll sleep there and you can take the bed." I comprised with him.
He smiled. "Thank God! The sofa downstairs is very uncomfortable," he said then his stomach growled.
"And as a thank you gift I'll make pancakes," I smiled.
"YES!" he shouted like a little boy. I just rolled my eyes.
"Oh, um last night when you what took place you sort of kinda dropped you phone," he said blushing and handing me it.
"How? It wasn't in my hand." I questioned.
"Um, when I was taking your, um, bra off it fell," he told me and he blushed harder and I was flushed too.
"Thanks, I said while taking it from him.
I looked at the screen
10 missed calls
5 messages
3 voice mails
I checked who it was from. All from my father, I rolled my eyes and threw the phone on Austin's bed.
'Why'd you do that?" he questioned.
"Nothing, it's just I'm angry at the moment," I replied. I saw him tense.
"By who?" Man! This boy is persistent.
"My dad," I mumbled.
"What?! you never get mad at your dad," he says confused.
Time to explain, I mean I'm living with him for now so might as well tell him.
I started explaining and when I reached the fact that my dad hit me he tensed. And when I was finished he said…
"Wow, one day as a badass and you've got yourself in lots of trouble. And I'm sorry bout your dad if I could hit him I would," he said.
"Why?" I questioned
"Cause he hurt my best friend, even if you are his daughter," I said.
I hesitated in answering. Are we best friends? I just had sex with him and I wanted to server all ties with him. But then having another shoulder to lean on would be nice I mean other than Trish.
He sensed my hesitation and said…
"If we're not friends please tell me now so I won't look stupid doing friendly gestures," he asked seriously.
What the hell! I don't have to be badass to not get used, I could just be strong and not a wimp again.
"We're friends Austin, best friends," I told him with a grin.
He smiled and asked, "Does that mean you forgive me for what I've done?"
"Since you don't know I don't forgive you entirely, when you do figure out and tell me. You'll get my full forgiveness and a chocolate bar," I told him.
"Fine with me. As long as you're not angry," he said.
"And don't you think you should check the messages and voicemails, just to hear?" he asked. I sighed in agreement and reluctantly picked up the phone.
I started with the messages and Austin sat on the sofa waiting for me to read them out loud.
Message 1:
Ally, I'm sorry. Please come home
Delete
Message 2:
Ally-cat come home, it's late. I'm making your favourite. Alfreado Pasta with chicken.
Delete
Message 3:
Okay, I'm so sorry baby. I miss you, and it is very late tell me you're all right
Delete
Message 4:
Sweets, how about coming home and seeing the dolphin movie with your ol' man? We'll sit and eat popcorn and then talk it out. I love you.
I decide to keep this one. He said he loved me.
"Not gonna delete?" Austin asked me
"Nah, he said he loves me," I said
"Ally everyone loves you, if only you knew," he mumbled softly, but I heard. I just let it go though,
Message 5:
That's it! Alicia Marie Dawson. You get your sorry ass home right now! I called Trish's and you're not there! Are you with some random guy in his house!? No I don't believe it! Alicia are you with Austin!? You are with a boy aren't you! You betta not do anything stupid! And get home now, you deserved to be punished for doing this and for what you said today!
I drop the phone back on the bed. I have a feeling that the voicemails aren't so pretty. I sigh and walk over to the couch were Austin is. I just fall back and close my eyes.
"I thought your dad liked me," Austin pouted. I gave him a 'are you serious' look.
"Ally, how does he plan on punishing you?" he asked softly with worry and concern.
"I really don't know. Last time I got a message like that I was grounded for 3 months with no good food. It was lentil loaf all the way," I responded.
"Yeah, but that was last year and that was because you spent the night with me on my bed without your dad knowing because there was a storm so he was worried sick. It's gonna be worse this time, no offense but what you did yesterday… was well rude and immature and if's he's hitting you…" he trailed off knowing I knew what was gonna happen.
"So lentil loaf with broccoli?" I joked.
"Ally! This is serious! You won't be able to leave the house and when you do get home your dad gonna beat the shit of you and you know it!" he screamed.
"Sorry, just lost my temper for a second," he apologised quickly.
I rolled my eyes and stood up
"You don't think I know that!? Huh, I'm not that naïve. Do you think I have plans on going home anytime soon?! I know my father he'll loosen up when the New Year comes!" I shouted.
"Ally! Try to understand! This is way worse! You told him to go rot in hell! You were rude to him. You broke school rules and now you're becoming just like your mother! He's not gonna forgive you! No now and not ever!" he screamed standing up.
What the hell?! He's my friend! He knows how I feel about my mother He's supposed to support me. Instead he taking for my dad?!
"Austin if you don't want me here I'll just leave," I said simply and began to walk out the door.
"No, Ally I'm sorry stay. I love you, just stay. You can't be out there alone." He whispered
"Austin I could! I'm not weak anymore!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I scoffed at him and walked out his bedroom door.
Somehow, I couldn't bring myself to leave.
Instead I walked into the music room and sat down on the piano bench. I felt new lyrics come to me…
"Blown Away"
Dry lightning cracks across the skies
Those storm clouds gather in her eyes
Her daddy was a mean old mister
Mama was an angel in the ground
The weather man called for a twister
She prayed blow it down
There's not enough rain in Oklahoma
To wash the sins out of that house
There's not enough wind in Oklahoma
To rip the nails out of the past
[Chorus:]
Shatter every window 'til it's all blown away,
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away
'Til there's nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away
She heard those sirens screaming out
Her daddy laid there passed out on the couch
She locked herself in the cellar
Listened to the screaming of the wind
Some people called it taking shelter
She called it sweet revenge
[Chorus:]
Shatter every window 'til it's all blown away,
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away
'Til there's nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away
There's not enough rain in Oklahoma
To wash the sins out of that house
There's not enough wind in Oklahoma
To rip the nails out of the past
Shatter every window 'til it's all blown away (blown away)
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away (blown away)
'Til there's nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday (blown away)
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away, blown away, blown away, blown away, blown away{1}
I stopped and rest my head on the piano and started crying. Then I felt someone rubbing my back. I turn around and see Austin.
"Ally, I'm sorry. I just was concerned bout you and didn't want to see you get hurt," he admitted shyly.
"Austin, we all knows I have to go home, better do it now than later when his anger builds up." I told him. He grabbed on to my hand.
"No! My parents are up in Texas till the end of next year. They're opening a branch of their shop there and when they get back I'm sure they'll allow you here," he told me while stroking my face,
"But-" I started, "No but's it settled," he said firmly yet softly.
My tummy growled before I could say anything else.
"Let's go make breakfast," he stood up offering a hand for me too.
{1} Blown Away by Carrie Underwood
Enjoy the rest of your Friday!
