A/N; It is kind of scaring me how much Lexie sounds like me in this chapter. Then again I do have a sneaky suspicion Shonda has a spy somewhere and created Lexie from me…or well maybe she just likes dark, twisty and broken people, who knows?

Lexie Grey

1. Lexie wanted to be a doctor since she at the age of three ended up in an ER waiting room with a sprained wrist. She loved the flow and hustle, it was life changing.

She is still waiting to get that feeling back from when she was three, just something to show that she was truly meant for this.

2. Her whole life she was the older sister. She bossed Molly around all the time and she enjoyed the feeling of being on top.

When she found out about Meredith she lost that. Suddenly she was the middle sister and she is still fighting understand just where she stands.

3. She loves her niece more then anything in the world and even though she would never admit it she is a bit jealous that her sister had the first baby in the family.

She was older; she should be the first one to do the big things.

4. In school she was known to be popular, she was prom queen and class valedictorian. She was the one everyone wanted to be.

She smiled and acted the part but she secretly hated how shallow it made people think she was.

5. She tries to act just like everyone else. She goes to the Joe's with everyone else and no one who watched her there would ever even give it a second thought. After all she is Meredith Grey's sister.

What no one knows is that she hates going through those doors because of the fear that in some way it will turn her into her father.

6. Meredith resents Lexie for being the one their father 'chose'.

Lexie resents Meredith for being the one their father 'let go.'

7. Most people in Seattle seem to hate her because Meredith does. She never truly was given a chance to show them who she is. She did find a friend in George though…and even though he might not see it the same way she does consider Alex a friend.

That might not seem like a lot but at least they are real.

8. She still sometimes talks to her mother. Mostly about small and random things, it makes it easier to get through the tough days when she imagines her mother being there to push her on.

It may sound harsh but in a way her mother does more for her dead then alive, mostly because she doesn't talk back.

9. Sometimes she can't keep herself from wondering if Meredith might have liked her better had she not spent her first night in Seattle trying to pick up her boyfriend in the bar.

Then again how was she to know he was taken?

10. Everyone warned her that Alex was just using her to get over someone else.

No one ever considered that it might be the other way around.

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A/N 2; As always suggestions on who to do next are appreciated…