A/N So sorry I haven't written in a while but I was busy doing random things and completely neglecting my priorities so... Anyhoo, if you haven't already noticed, I replaced my authors note with chapter 6 so check that out b4 you read this

Disclaimer : Twilight isn't and will never be mine

EPOV

"Jasper!" Bella exclaimed. "Stop it, you're making everyone depressed!"

She turned to me will an annoyed and very sad expression. "Edward! Why is Jasper so sad today?" She sighed heavily.

I delved into Jaspers mind, unwillingly.

She's not here...she wasn't in history... I hope she's not hurt ...EDWARD GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

"He's missing some girl," I replied.

"Three guesses who!" Rosalie laughed, shortly followed by a frown. She never understood vampire connections with humans, especially when I found Bella in 1947. And then Jasper had to go and make it very obvious by getting as detention when she did, not to mention he was leaking feelings everywhere. Now everyone was lusting after little Alice as well.

"Listen Jasper, I know you're worried but you have to – "

"Don't tell me what to do, Edward" he cut me off. "Alice is so amazing. She's not even scared of us which means I might actually have a chance with a genuinely nice person rather than having vampire floozies like Tanya hitting on me all the time. I know I never understood when you and Bella got together, especially after such a short time but now I believe in love at first sight. And even Rosalie likes her and how often does that happen? Huh? I can't just forget about her! And I am not going to calm down - "

"Jazz!" Emmett gasped. "Stop it! Half the school are slitting their wrists!"

I looked around with the rest of my family and sure enough, there were people holding rulers and pencil sharpeners, preparing to cut their wrists open. Jasper couldn't take that much fresh blood and he knew it.

I saw him trying to calm down, his eyes tightly shut. I saw Alice's face in his mind, the way it lightened up when she saw him sitting in detention with her.

A wave of happiness washed over the canteen and the people with sharp objects hovering scarily close to their wrists looked around confused. Then, they all smiled and started animatedly hugging and kissing each other, including Rosalie and Emmett who only ever needed the slightest nudge to get them going. I even saw Bella looking lustfully at me.

But I had to keep a straight head. I forcefully broke apart the happy couple sitting opposite me and, with their help, dragged Jasper out of the room seeing as he was unable to do so himself.

This was not good. Jasper was sadly out of control and there were only two people who could set this right. Carlisle and Alice.

Alice was out of the equation today though.

We rushed Jasper to the hospital and asked to see Dr. Cullen immediately. I thought it rather funny that we actually had to see a doctor about our love-sick brother.

Carlisle came out quickly, eyes wide. They widened when he saw the state Jasper was in.

Jasper was twitching, his eyes moving restlessly back and forth. I half expected to see him frothing at the mouth any minute. By the looks of it so did Carlisle.

We went into his office and I told him what had happened.

Carlisle had never seen a vampire go mad before but I was pretty sure he was about to if we didn't do something drastic...now.

He sat Jasper down on the cushioned armchair and knelt down in front of him.

"Jasper. Calm down. If Alice was seriously hurt, I would know."

Jasper appeared to calm down a bit.

"She's going to be OK. Calm down. Calm down."

He stopped twitching and looked down at Carlisle with solemn eyes.

"I know Dad. I'm sorry"

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We were walking back to the car after some grateful thank yous to Carlisle when Jasper suddenly said, "But what if she's dead and no-one knows"

Once again he started to go into hysterics when Rosalie slapped him sharply across the face.

He immediately stopped.

Why didn't I think of that before? Rosalie thought.

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APOV

I sat in bed, thinking about all the nice things Jasper had ever done for me when I suddenly saw something terrible.

Jasper was standing over the corpse of a huge black bear with blood staining his mouth. When he looked up, his eyes were glowing an even brighter gold than they had ever done before. Then he turned around and ran at such a high speed I nearly missed it.

I screamed.

At that moment my dad shut the door and rushed into the room.

I was completely horrified and for the first time I had dreamt about Jasper, I wished it wasn't true.

But the more I thought about it the more it fit.

The Jasper I saw in the vision looked like a vampire.

The Jasper I saw in reality was just a mask.

I would never see him the same way again...

Yeah I'm moving on with the story a bit. I hope it isn't too fast. Also I hope I didn't screw up the EPOV. Tell me and more by hitting that lovely little review button down there. I'm not writing again till I get at least 10 reviews. I think that's fair. You can even just send me a review with a or and I'll be happy.