Got Me Going Crazy

By: PinkAzn

Disclaimer: This story is entitled after the Jonas Brothers' song, "Got Me Going Crazy" and is based off about three of their songs – "Got Me Going Crazy", "Can't Have You" and "Sorry". This is a Camp Rock story and is owned by Disney along with the characters. The only characters not owned by Disney are those of my own. I do not own any of the songs used for these stories! I'm being too lazy to think up any original songs so obviously, I don't own any of the songs used in this story. And also, read my little author's notes at the end of each chapter! They might have something important to say!! ENJOY!

Summary: It's been a year since Shane and Mitchie met and now that the rock-and-roll lead singer of Connect Three has finally gotten his act together it's time to bring people from the past back. How will this summer turn out now that everyone is friends and people from the past are returning to bring some kind of inspiration to the camp? Where's the drama and fun? You'll just have to read to find out!


Got Me Going Crazy

Previously:

By the end of Riley's story, she had found herself silently crying. Shane hadn't realized how much his stupidity had hurt her, his best friend. But throughout the story, he realized that he hadn't been the only one hurting. The question that had haunted him those four years ago had come had come back and was now flowing through his head.

What had he done?


Shane didn't know what to say, but as soon as he saw the tears on her face, as if by instinct, he wrapped his arms around her, letting her cry on his shoulder. Her story brought back everything that had happened to him during those four years. Somewhere, locked away in his heart and mind, was the reason why he was who he was. No one could really understand why he had become "the bad boy", not even his two best friends, Nate and Jason, knew the real reason for his sudden change.

Sure people knew he loved his music and his career, but no one knew him, the real Shane Gray. Sure Nate, Jason, and Mitchie knew the real him, but no one knew him the way Riley did. They had been neighbors since Riley and her family moved next door to his family from Los Angeles when he was nine and she was eight. They had instantly connected. Riley had so many things in common with Shane that it was like they were practically one and the same. Not even Nate or Jason was that close to him like she was. Once he felt her stop crying, Shane felt her pull away from him.

"I'm sorry too Shane, for not even trying to keep what we had and for just walking out." Riley told him, finally calming down. "Look, it's getting dark and I need to wake up early to rehearse for the Camp Rock bonfire in a few days. I'll, uh, I'll see you around, ok?"

Before he was even able to reply, let alone stop her, Riley had run off. Sighing, Shane got up and went to his own cabin where he was greeted by Nate and Jason.

"Dude, what happened?" Jason asked curiously.

"She told me what happened." Shane simply stated.

"What happened? Elaborate Shane!" Nate practically yelled at his friend, curiosity biting at his neck at the need to know what had happened between his two friends.

"That's exactly it Nate. Remember how I told you why she and I lost contact all because we got into a fight? Well she told me her side of what happened." Shane told them, slightly annoyed but more drained from having taken in all the information and having the need to have an emotional breakdown from all that information.

"Oh dude, we're sorry." Jason said, patting Shane on the shoulder. "That must have been rough."

"Trust me, it was." Shane said lightly.

"Hey Shane, I have a question." Nate suddenly said to Shane, a look of pure wonder on his face. "I know this is suddenly out of the blue, but that song that we were writing for for the new album, it's about her, isn't it? That depressing song about going away and stuff?"

Shane looked down slightly and nodded his head.

"I don't know what took over when I started writing it down. But when I asked for your help to finish it, I don't know. The lyrics just wrote itself. I don't even know if we should have it on the album. I mean, I'm kind of scared she'll hear it and realize it's about her." Shane sighed.

Shane felt a hand lightly grip his shoulder in reassurance before it was removed. He knew it was Nate trying to show his support, but not even that could help right now. Shane let out a sigh as he plopped himself on his bed with a grumble.

"Guys, I practically screwed up my life with her. When she told me what happened, it didn't even happen here at the camp like I thought! It happened in my own home!" Shane told them as he rolled over so his face was in his pillow.

Nate and Jason gave Shane a sad look and then looked at each other. They didn't know what to do to help get their friend out of his slump. There were just too many variables to figure out that distracted them. Soon, as if a light bulb appeared over their heads, the brothers huddled together and got into a quiet whisper. Once they pulled out of their little huddle, they went next to Shane and sat on his bed.

"Shane, I think we have a plan." Nate said placing his hand on his friend's shoulder.

"Oh yeah, and what's that?" Shane asked in a somewhat obnoxious voice.

"Dude, be nice or we won't tell." Jason taunted earning a small nudge from his brother.

Shane rolled his eyes at his friends and was about to just lay in his bed with his face buried in his pillow if it wasn't for Nate holding him still. Quickly the brothers pulled Shane into their huddle and explained to him what he had to do to get Riley back.


Meanwhile with Riley

Riley sat in her cabin, guitar in her hand as she gently strummed lightly to a song she was working on. She'd been working on the song for about a year now. Once she got the last bits down, she spread the music sheets around her bed and set up her computer and microphone. She wanted to record this for future references.

(Oooh, Oooh) (Oooh, Oooh,)
(Oooh)

I guess I should've known better,
to believe that my luck could change, Oh.
I lent my heart out forever, and
we finally learned each others names.

I tell myself, "This time it's different.
No goodbyes, cause eyes can't bear to say it."
I'll never survive on one thats coming,
If I stay, Oooh!

Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. Oh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Ooh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk) Away-aye-aye, yeah.

I really wish I could blame you, but I know
That it's no one's fault. No, No. No, No, Ooh.
Cinderella with no shoe, and the prince that doesn't
Know he's lost.
He says that her face is so familiar, and
Goodbye with just the same old song.
But this time I will not surrender!
'Cause I'm gone, Ooh, yeah!

Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. Oh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Ooh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk) Away-aye-aye, yeah.

Ooh, I've got to let it go.
Start protecting my heart and soul.
Cause I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again.
Not again!

Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. (Before It's Too Late!)
Oh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Walk Away, Walk Away, yeah!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away, All right!
(Walk Away, Walk Away, Yeah, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away.
(Oh, Walk, Walk, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away, Ooh..
Ooh…

Once she finished, she stopped recording and sighed. She remembered when she started writing this song. It was back in the day when she and Shane were still friends. It was that same year that he got his record deal. Riley sighed as she thought of that memory. Not only had Shane gotten his record deal, but it was the year her parents told her she would be moving again. She couldn't help but cry slightly as she remembered everything from her past.

She use to move at least two or three times a year until she moved to New York when she was seven. She sighed remembering that up until then, she was a lonely girl with only her little sister as her only friend until she met Shane that is. But when she learned of her moving again, she nearly cried. That night that her friendship with Shane ended was the same night she wanted to tell him about the horrible news that had been dropped on her lap just a few weeks before he came home. It was also the same time she wanted to tell him the biggest secret that only she knew. Even now she still felt that pain that Shane put in her heart when they were thirteen and to her, that secret was still locked up in her heart ready to be said, she just didn't know if she was ready to express it or let anyone know of her secret. But was it time she did?


Author's Note:

Ok, now I know it's been like what, a month or two since I last updated? I'm so sorry! I've been super busy with my senior year that I haven't had time to write any new chapters or anything. And this chapter had been written at least a few minutes for the past few months. I'm really sorry. I'll try to update as much as possible this weekend and every weekend until then I'm free! So I hope you enjoy this chapter!

And tell me what you want to see in the next chapter! I'm going to need a bit, if not a lot, of help for the next month to writing this story! I'm super swamped so I want to get a lot of feedback if you want my creative gears to keep turning for you awesome readers! :D

Also, I'm going to be writing a new story as well at the same time as this story. It might just be short but I haven't decided yet. Just enjoy my stories for now! :D

~PinkAzn