Disclaimer : I do not own anything.

A.N: Now edited. Enjoy. :)


In the cold of the morning.

Blaise woke up in the middle of the night. He did not know what time it was. He woke up from the same nightmare he saw every now and then. He saw his mother's murder and again he did not do anything like in wanted to forget that moments but the guilts did not let him. Every night he dreamt it he did the only thing that did make him feel guilt-free.

He went to the bathroom and opened the cuboard with his things. He took out the razor and sat down. He put the razor in his wrist fierced and it pierced his skin. The bloos was running like a didn't feel guilt and regret, the only felt he felt was the pain.

Blaise tried to get up and wash his hand but he couldn't. Accidently he grabbed the shoap case and threw it down. He heard someone in the other room. The room opened and Hermione Granger stood in the doorstep. She looked at him and saw the drops of blood in his torso and on the floor tile. She noticed he bleeding wrist. She took his hand in hers and placed it under the water. She knew that it stung. She pulled him up and grabbed him by the waist. With difficulty Hermione led him to his room and put him in his bed. She conjured a bandage and wrapped his wrist in it. She started to stand up but Blaise pulled weakly her t-shirt. Blaise looked in her eyes with a begging look. Hermione nodded at him. He scooted over and she got under the covers. He placed his head on her lap and after a while he slept.

'I wonder what happened to him. Whatever that was the scars are still open'

Hermione looked at her watch. It was Saturday 31 of November.

Blaise woke up but did not open his eyes. He felt someone laying in his torso. Their were tangled with his. He smelled jasmine and vanilla. He opened his eyes and saw Hermione Granger sleeping on him. 'This feels so natural for some weird reason'

It was quiet until he heard a weird music coming from Hermione's room."Psit, Granger something in you room"Hermione opened her eyes and heard it too.

She got up like a bolt had hit her and sprinted to her room. He heard her talking and then she heard a thud. He got up and went to see what had happened. He saw Hermione on the floor unconscious. He lifted her in his arms and placed her on the bed. He whispered the reawakening spell. She opened her eyes and muttered

"This could not have happened"Blaise looked at her"What happened? Are you okay? Because you seem like crap" Hermione lifted her self from the bed and started pacing. "My father and my mother are slitting because my father is gay! I'm going to go insane. Oh merlin, merlin's pants. And on top of it all my mother is going to a cruise with her latin lover she found last month. I'm gonna go mad."She continued ranting and pacing.

Blaise stood up grabbed her and lifted her. He kissed her roughly on the lips. Hermione was standing there let her go and smirked"Now you will shut up"and with a flash with was gone.

'Ohhh that was unexpected.I have to find Ginny and tell her about my parents'

She pulled on some skinny jeans and a blue sweater. She wore her converses grabbed her wand and cloak and went her way to Gryffindor common room she met Luna.

They talked for a bit and then she continued her way thinking about Blaise and her parents. She said the password to the fat lady and went in. She saw Ginny sitting by the fire.

"Hi Gin"Hermione said. Ginny waved at her"How are you 'Mione?""I'm awful. I found out that my father is gay and my mom has a latin lover"

Ginny choked and Hermione patted her looked at her shocked and then hugged her

"When i heard i fainted. Blaise came in and i was pacing ranting and to shut me up he kissed me."Ginny looked at her strangely.

"In the end of this day the lead singer of the Weird sisters is going to came and ask you to marry him." she laughed.

They talked until it was time to go for lunch. Hermione and Ginny sat on their table. She saw Ginny waving to Draco and she noticed Blaise winking at her. Her heart stopped she looked around and she saw no one.'He must be winking at me then'she smirked.

"What are you smirking at??"Ginny asked her curiously."Nothing just thinking"They sat there in silence eating the glorious food when she saw an owl approaching. It had a crimson colour."Ginny duck quickly a howler is approaching. "Hermione said. The owl dropped the envelope

"HOW DARE YOU GINNY HOOK UP THIS IS BASTARD MALFOY YOU ARE NO SISTER OF MINE, YOU SLUT"Ron screamed

"HE IS A DEATHEATER REMEMEBER, YOU ARE A WHORE LIKE THAT FRIEND OF YOUR HERMIONE. YOU THINK I DID NOT SEE YOU WITH THEM. FUCK YOU BOTH"he screamed for the last time.

By that time all the hall was staring at them. Both of them were furious with this boy.

They got up grinned at the people staring and them and went to the owlery.

There Hermione conjured a piece of paper and started writing

-Ron,

That you did was unbelievable. You are an arrogant bastard. Don't you ever speak again to us

I hope you end up friendless. Blaise and Draco are good guys unlike you. Kiss my ass buddy.

Fuck off

Lots of love

Ginny and Hermione

xxxx

"How does it look ?"Hermione said evilly. Ginny nodded. They took an owl from a shelf, tied it on her leg and let her fly away. They ran down the stairs and went to Hermione's there they spent the afternoon until someone knocked on the door. Hermione went to answer.

"Hey Blaise. Come join us" Blaise came in and waved at Ginny."WE heard you laughing and WE thought if you like to invite you to join us of them nodded and went outside of the room. There the four of them sat around the table. Draco, Blaise, Ginny and Hermione.

"Lets play 's in?"Hermione said."Hell yes"everyone said. They took out their galleons and Hermione conjured a pack of cards. They spent the rest of the night until Ginny and Draco fell asleep together on the couch. Hermione picked the firewhisky bottle and placed them on the table. Blaise sat on an armchair looking at her. "Hermione, i wanna tell you about last night. Last year a few weeks before Potter killed Voldemort, i was forced to become a death-eater.

My step-father forced me so he wouldn't kill my mom. I agreed. He summoned Voldie and he made me a deatheater. I fell on the ground almost unconscious. I heard someone coming in. My mom spoke to the bastard and she did not see me. He screamed the killing curse and she fell dead on the floor. And i did not do anything."Tears were streaming down his eyes now.

"I'm sorry, she said, there wasn't something you could do"Hermione hugged him and kissed him on the lips softly. He responded to the kiss eagerly and grabbed her from under her knees and carried her to his room. He pulled the covers placed her underneath and crawled beside her. He hugged her, she kissed his tears and then they fall asleep in each others arms.


Review if you please :)