Chapter 7 see the world behind my wall

Christian

I felt myself running. I was running from my fears. I running from the one I used to love. I used to love…

It was being put against a wall. I was old against my motivation. I never had a say. I feel like I never will. I'm still running. As you tell your fans, keep running. Keep running, CC.

I felt myself fall upon someone arms. I look up. He's my only savoir. He can help me. He knows me. It was Ashley Purdy…

I woke up with an infamous Gerard Way hangover groan. I looked to find him on our couch in our room. I got up and leaned down to him. I gave him a fake, sudden kiss on the forehead. I touched his cheeks as he met my eyes. "Morning," I smiled. Fake it…

He groaned. "I know," I whispered. "I'll make the coffee and shit. Stay up here and rest, Gee." He slightly opened his eyes, and I placed a kissed on his lips.

I went downstairs, thinking of drum beats to our new songs. Once I got to the kitchen, I started tapping my fingers to "Set the World on Fire". I started humming along as if Andy was singing. I fucking miss them…

I went to the living room. I looked down to find my band mate on the couch. I gasped at the sight. He was beaten up. His cheek showed dried up blood. His face left imprints of bruises. I touched his hands as tear fell down. "I'm sorry," I rumored.

He sat a bit. "Is everything okay?" He shook his head. "Here, let me take you to the ER, Ashley." I picked him up. Gerard will mind…Gerard hurt my best friend, why should I be caring?

I went to his car and rest him in the back gently. His eyes were open now. I went into the front seat as Ashley gives me his keys. "How are you feeling?"

"Just hurt, that's it, Christian…" He mutters. I spotted in the front and got a nurse to help Ashley. I called the others. I first tried Jinxx.

"Hello," Jinxx says.

"Jinxx, it's CC…" I signed out.

"Hey, Liz is over, wondering where Ashley is. Do you have any idea?"

"He's in the hospital." Jinxx gasped. "He came over to check on me and fell."

"Oh man, I'll call the guys. We're coming down now."

The line dropped. I went inside, asking for Ashley's room. I went across the hallway. I always hate the scent of them. It sickly, and it creeps me out. Ever since Gerard has put me in so many, I have been scared of them. I came to Ashley's room. Room 204…One of the rooms I had…

I walked in, seeing Ashley with a cast on his leg. I bit my lip, hiding tears. "Hey," I said. "Anything really horrible, Ashley?"

"A couple stitches, too," as I came closer, I noticed his lip. I heard a knock at the door. The door slowly opened. Andy's make up less face popped up. "I snuck from Maddi to come here. She was asleep after a hard night."

Next to him were Jake and Crystal. She had some flowers in her hands. "Hey," Jake says. "How bad is it?"

"Stitches and cast," I mumbled. "I'm sorry…"

"It was my fault." Ashley lied, "Don't act like I'm suing my band mate."

A smile was brought across our faces. The door was open again. Jinxx came in, putting a hand on my shoulder. "Man, Ashley…"

"Did Liz come?" He whispers.

Jinxx shook his head. "She…She's with Sammi. She didn't…want to see you injury."

Ashley nodded slightly. "Um, if you guys mind, can I talk to CC, alone?" I took a seat as the rest left. "I was right." He mumbles to himself. His eyes fall on me. "I knew you were hurt for a reason."

"You found out the harsh way, Ashley Purdy." I started tearing up. "I am in a abusive relationship with Gerard Way and had no idea on how to tell you."

A/N: SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN SO LONG! So many fics, so much shit because of 8th grade year and oh my god! I miss you all!

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Chapter title- World Behind my Wall- Tokio Hotel