GAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! This chapter makes me want to dieeeeee

lol it really does. You'll find out why :3

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*cheeky grin* I'm going to lose a lot of readers from this chapter. Maybe even get some flames. But remember

Twincest will prevail! XD


Chapter 7

"Where were you two last night?" Tamaki asked with a yawn. I opened my eyes and found that we were on either side of Tamaki snuggling up to him. He must have had a major pimp moment right there. Waking up with two people, TWINS none the less hugging you.

"We were in the bathroom. Sorry we took so long." Kaoru said innocently and Tamaki grinned and shrugged it off. Got to love how easily Kaoru gets away with things.

It makes me smirk actually.

"So Tono-Senpai, what time is it?" Kaoru asked and Tamaki smiled.

"It's 5 in the morning, why?" He asked and me and Kaoru exchanged glances and practically grew fangs and horns.

"YOU WOKE US UP THIS EARLY!?" We yelled in unison and Tamaki sniffled.

"I couldn't sleep very well because I was watching that scary movie, alone." He emphasized the alone part very well. That made me roll my eyes.

"How about this, you go get ready and me and Hikaru will sleep until 7 because that's when we USUALLY get up." Kaoru said smirking and Tamaki smiled.

"Okay! I'll get you guys coffee when I come back. Bubai!" He kissed both of us on the forehead and got changed quickly and walked out.

"Kaoru..." I said once Tamaki was gone.

"Yeah Hikaru?" He asked with a slight yawn. I grinned widely.

"How tired are you?" I asked and he blinked a few times and rolled his eyes.

"Oh god Hikaru. Stop being horny." He said and I chuckled and snuggled closer to him.

"Fine. Can I at least get a kiss?" I asked innocently and he smiled and kissed me tenderly on the lips.

I wrapped my arms around him to deepen it and my tongue licked his lower lip. He grunted in response but opened his mouth slightly and I let my tongue dive into his mouth.

We got lost in the kiss. I couldn't believe that we were making out for so long. Our hands got lost in each other's hair (well what we had) and our clothes but we didn't remove them. We just liked the thought of being close.

"Hikaru." Kaoru was gasping for air when he pushed me away. "I love you." He said and I grinned and kissed him.

"I love you too Kaoru." I said with a smile and we looked at the clock. "We've been making out for a solid 20 minutes Kaoru." I said and he cuddled up to me.

"I'm tired." He grumbled and we kissed softly one last time before actually passing out and finally going to sleep.

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"Come on guys. Wake up." Tamaki said and we groaned and looked up at him and he grinned and handed us coffee.

"Come on! Rise and shine! Good morning sunshine! The earth says hellooooooooo!!" He grinned happily and Kaoru and I exchanged glances and I was actually debating to myself if I should dump this coffee on him or not.

I decided against it because I was tired and thirsty and his house has the best freaking coffee in the world. I'll have to find out where he gets it from. It's delicious.

"And Kaoru, I am happy to tell you that the boys are expelled!" Tamaki said smiling happily.

Kaoru spit out his coffee.

"You got them EXPELLED?!" He cried out and Tamaki nodded with a smile.

"No one messes with my beautiful maiden and gets away with it!" He said and Kaoru put his drink down and hugged him.

I glared with a pout. Stupid Tamaki. I got my ass kicked by those guys. Why didn't he expel them THEN?

...

Oh right because I didn't say anything to anyone. Whoops. Maybe there inclines the issue. Not telling them.. Yeah I think that might be the reason.

~** **~

I was walking down the hallway when I tripped. My books scattered everywhere and I quickly tried to pick them up. I saw someone's feet and they handed me a good portion od my things.

"Thank ... You..." I looked up to see Haruhi. She didn't even look mad at anything that happened. She was smiling sweetly with her brown eyes sparkling and her brown hair was still the same length as before. Even though she wasn't in the host club she still wore the boy's uniform. She looked so... Cute.

"No problem." She flashed me that cute smile and I could feel my heart beat faster. "See you around!" With that she walked off.

Haruhi. My first girlfriend. My ex girlfriend. The girl I gave my virginity to. The one that my brother hates with an undying passion of... Hatred.

And I still like her.

I couldn't help but watch her as she walked down the hall. She walked how she always did. She held her head up but not so much that she looked completely stuck up.

I could feel myself blushing.

"Haruhi..." I whispered and smiled.

I blinked and shook my head as I gathered my things. I couldn't seem to make the fluttering go away. I hated that.

I gulped and tears started to come to my eyes. No. I COULDN'T like Haruhi. I refused to. She was such a bitch. She said those mean things about my brother! How dare she.

But the way she smiled with that adorable giggle--

Hikaru. Shut up.

I walked to class and saw Kaoru. He was doing something. I placed my books down and smiled at him. Even though I felt horrible. Dirty. Disgusting. I felt like I cheated on him which is something I would NEVER do. I wouldn't cause him so much pain and suffering to cheat on him. But looking at Haruhi made me feel like I was. GOSH I HATE HER!

"Hi Hikaru!" Kaoru said with that overly adorable grin. I love when he smiles. I love the satisfied 'hmph!' he makes when he does so. It was so cute. I loved Kaoru. He was so incredibly sweet and he never gave up on me when I was dating Haruhi. Never, not once. He waited for me. And even after all those mean things I did he was still more then happy to take me back with loving arms and a warm smile.

My stomach felt sick.

"I have to go Kaoru." I said and covered my mouth as I grabbed my things and dashed to the bathroom.

I threw up. I didn't throw up a lot because there wasn't much that I COULD throw up.

I finally stopped and looked down at my thinks and my eyes filled with tears.

How could I think of her in a positive way!? After she made my brother go into the hospital because of a breakdown. How!?

I knew why... I didn't want to tell myself why, trying to forget but I would always know. It was because she was my first love. You could never forget your first love. But I wanted to. I wanted to throw her away and never think of her again. But I knew I couldn't.

I started to sob and the door opened and I looked up. There was Takashi Morinozuka. He was looking stoic but he knelt down and helped me clean myself up.

I even started to chew a piece of Winterfresh gum.

"What's wrong?" He asked and I shook my head.

"I'm just so stupid." I admitted and he raised an eyebrow. "Nothing Mori-Senpai. It's just stupid. I'm stupid. My god am I stupid." I ranted and he gave me a look. "... I think I still love her Mori." I whispered and he gave me a curt nod and made me look up.

"Are you going to leave Kaoru for her?" He asked and I slowly shook my head. "Do you wish you had her instead of Kaoru?" Another shake of the head. "Would you rewind time so you two never broke up?" I paused. I remembered that night. She smacked me hard across the face and I ran into Kaoru's room. I was so upset. But Kaoru looked pleased. Because Kaoru loves me. Kaoru really was the one to take my virginity and he'd do anything for me.

"No." I said sternly and a tear rolled down my cheek. Mori wiped it.

"Then Kaoru, you've already answered yourself. If you want Kaoru over her then you have to prove it to yourself until you have no more doubts. It's the worst thing to have in a relationship. And if you find that you can't do it, then you need to break up with Kaoru and stop leading him on." Mori stood up and I watched him in amazement. Not only was this the first time I've heard him talk for longer then 5 words but he seriously suggested that I were to break up with Kaoru for Haruhi! I didn't want to hear that!

"Mori-Senpai--" He cut me off.

"Don't even try Hikaru. I know you're upset at my paths but what happens if you're actually in love with Haruhi and all this time Kaoru thinks you love him until one day, years from now you tell him that you've never really loved him at all. How do you think he'd react to that?" Mori asked and I looked at him sadly. I got what he was saying and felt sick again.

Stupid dry heaving. I hate you dry heaving. I hate you more Haruhi. You piss me off to no god damned end.

How dare she. I was so over her and she had to pick up my god damned books! I could do that on my own THANKS.

I looked at Mori after countless attempts to throw something up but failing miserably.

"Mori." My voice cracked. "I love him. I love him so much... But what happens if that is true? What happens if... If I want Haruhi over him?" I asked and tears ran down my cheeks.

"Then he will find someone better for him. Someone who's cared for him countless of times. Someone he trusts and loves." Mori said and stood up and my lower lip began to quiver.

"I-I don't want to l-lose him. E-Especially to-to Tono-Senpai b-because I t-told him that he-he was so much b-better than me and he d-didn't listen a-and he'll r-regret..." I gulped and held down the tears. "Ever l-loving me at a-all."

My whole body began to shake. I was breaking down. Nothing hurt me more then to see in my head Kaoru cuddling with Tamaki, kissing Tamaki, having sex with Tamaki. It tore him in two. He didn't want that to happen.

This was probably how Kaoru felt with Haruhi. He now understood the pain and agony he went through. He never wanted this pain to be real. And to think he put Kaoru through it all this time.

Hikaru scowled at Mori, not AT him but in general. Tears blinding his vision.

"I won't let that happen. I love him and he's not going to date Tono-Senpai." I hissed and cleaned my face.

"Because Kaoru is mine and I love him and I'm not letting the bitch Haruhi in the way of that because I REFUSE to let him go through that heartbreak again!" Hikaru declared and Mori smiled slightly and Hikaru opened the door.

"..You still like Haruhi?" Kaoru's innocent question asked and Hikaru's blood froze in his veins. Kaoru heard all that?


DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The horror!

The Action!

The angst!

The cliffhangers!!

Haha I really started writing Kaoru talk to only realize that I was on page 6 and I'm not allowed to do that :3 well I can if I want but my limit is 5 pages so I don't spend to much or to little time on a story. ^^