Distraction - CISSATRIX
They were bodies tangled up in white satin sheets. Her hand was resting on her breast. Her lips were sealed on hers. Love in its purest most primal form.
They usually never talked during stolen moments like these. Although they were different in every way they seemed to never need words. Or perhaps they were simply scared the moment would break should they talk.
Bellatrix couldn't let it go though. She understood pain and pleasure better than most people but she always needed to make sense of them. And this did not.
"Why do we keep doing this, Cissy?" she asked, effectively breaking the kiss they were sharing.
Narcissa looked at her confusedly. "How do you mean?" She brought the cover up her chest suddenly self-conscious.
"This, us," she showed with her hands like what they were doing and feeling was palpable. "Father is dead. Mother is only a nightmare. We are safe." Their little incestuous relationship couldn't be justified with the violence anymore. "We are no little girls in desperate need of something good and grounding. We are women."
That last point resonated with the blonde who couldn't hide her discomfort anymore. She had a husband. A beautiful, successful, well-born husband. He gave her every literal thing she could ever need or want. He should be fulfilling her.
Bellatrix observed her little sister's internal struggle a while before breaking the silence once again like her very life depended on what was bound to come out of Narcissa's mouth. "You always call when you have nothing better to do. You always come to me when Lucius' gone. Or when your gossipy little friends are too busy pleasing their husbands cocks and you're not." Narcissa couldn't even start to form a sentence at that but the brunette interpreted her silence as approval. "God, Narcissa!" She raised to her feet disgust on her face. The moon was shining through the pale skin of her naked body in a distracting way.
"Are you with me because you are bored?" Narcissa raised her torso in surprise letting the sheets uncover her breasts. "You can't fuck loneliness away."
"That's not wh-"
"Not with me at least. I won't allow you to screw your whole life for a moment with me just because you can't stand to be alone for two minutes. I won't allow it, do you hear me?" She sounded very much hysterical there.
"Oh cut the protective bullshit out Bella, will you?" To the brunette's surprise, Narcissa stood up and seemed completely unbothered by her nakedness now. "You imbecile, git of a woman. Don't you ever think that this life," she shows the bedroom of the Malfoy Manor "is the distraction?"
"You always dreamed of a rich husband and a fancy home. A perfect life." Bellatrix told mechanically.
"Yes. And now I have it. New dreams. People grow up, Bella." Narcissa touched Bellatrix' face with the back of her hand causing visible shivers on both of their skin. "We did this because we needed it. Now we are doing it because we want it. Because we love it."
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