Disclaimer: I shall not own Danny Phantom….I shall not own Danny Phantom…. I was doing this earlier in a dark corner of the living room curled up in a ball….

Thanks to everyone who reviewed this story:D I think its going the right way….unless the car drives off the rode and into the ocean oh no!!!!

…..I need to lay off the kool-aid with like 2 cups of sugar in it….But on the bright side it was Grape Flavor :)

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Banging his head on the desk he could only think 'Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?' Because of the new essay.

The class had to write on what they hated the most. Danny knew most of the girl, cough Paulina cough, hated another girl. He knew SOMEONE hated ghost's , Valerie…., and knew another who hated Pink Tucker! Naw just kidding Sam, Danny hated something to. Nobody knew, only himself. Tucker, Sam, and Jazz thought that he hated his future self or Vlad and they were partly right.

And that part was that he hated himself.

Danny knew it was all his fault, the reason his friends got hurt because of him, the reason Dan Phantom was created.

Danny Fenton/Phantom was the reason. The reason the town hated him. The reason ghost's always showed up, the reason property was damaged.

So he took out a clean sheet of paper and began to write.

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What I hate the most: Yet most people don't know it

By: Danny Fenton

Were supposed to write on what we hate the most. When you read this don't be shocked and start lifting my sleeves checking for any cuts, because frankly my blood sort of creeps me out. Anyways you want to know what I hate. I'll tell you. I hate…..

Myself.

Now I know what your probably thinking is "Oh my gosh he's probably emo" or "Low self-esteem much?" But hey, it's the truth….

I hate myself because of what I am. Because of WHAT I can do. It's always my fault. ALWAYS. But nobody could possibly understand why I loathe myself so much. Sam, Tucker, not even Jazz! I haven't even told them about this self-hate….

They would say "It wasn't your fault" or "We forgive" or some other nonsense where I'll have to fake a smile, nod and pretend everything is ok.

They wouldn't understand all the guilt I feel.

It had started around a time on the C.A.T test….. I won't go any further into details but that day changed me for the rest of my….life.

It also might have scarred me emotionally.

It made me hate myself. I had almost caused my friends and family to die, all because of THAT stupid test. I almost became something I NEVER want to be and never will be.

I promised my family I wouldn't….though they'll never remember it I still plan on keeping it. I didn't want any of them to find out my secret that way. I wanted it to be a normal way or something.

But noooo. That just brought up more hate. Involving me staring into a mirror and saying how my parent's would never accept me and just kill me right on the spot.

…..Wow that's pretty dark. Well there has been darker thing's in my life. Whenever I come home my parent's are mad at me, because I miss my curfew! Or I don't do chores or I get in trouble at school. They ask for explanations and I say nothing.

They think I have it so easy. They think the reason I'm late is because I'm "goofing off" somewhere. That isn't the reason either.

I leave class everyday, I come late everyday, I get detention everyday because of this problem….and if anyone found out they would taunt me and mock me.

And more is added to the self-hate tree. Woo-hoo.

So now you know what I hate. If you use it against me what's there to use? A mirror in which I'll break? Of course you MUST be thinking strange thoughts about me but I really don't care.

I only care if anyone's lives were in danger, if they were and I wasn't there to help……I don't even want to think about it….. Its just hate….It's not like I grab a blade every single day and cut myself with it….that's just disturbing….

Lancer was shocked once again…..Why would this teenager hate HIMSELF? It didn't and did make sense. The answer was right in front of his face! He just couldn't reach it in time and every time that happens, it slips away.

Lancer smiled as he put the familiar A+ at the corner. Thinking for about 2 minutes he decided the next essay.

"If you had an enemy, describe who he would be"

He was sure he would get a laugh out of all these essay's.

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Haha. The next chappie is going to be long, since im going to have Sam's and Tucker's in it describing all their enemies.

One guess who it is? Yup The Box Ghost…..jk he isn't even worth to be my enemy…

:0 Will Lancer find out his secret? Will he really get some laughs? Will Danny ever reveal his secret? Tune in….no wait I'm no TV. But still you have some questions to think about. YAY! BRAIN DAMAGE!