Sorry ive been M.I.A. so long :P

Ive been really depressed and suicidal…

lalala

im not really better, but im better enough

plus I kept making promises to people about when i update this and broke the promises every time. bleh.

So when you're reading this I should have, or i will soon have, my two other Fanfics updated, two new ones, and about 4-6 oneshots (:

I've been writing allot on my phone but have been too lazy to upload it xD

lol okay so yeah xD

-Time warp to… idk shit… the last day of school before Christmas break-

Roxxii P.O.V.

I was in the last period of the day. It was softball and we werent doing anything at all, so i decided to text Andy! I was a senior in high school, he was in college, but he went to LMU which was right by my house.

Me: Heyyy ;)

Andy: Sup girlie!?

Me: Nm im in softball and were not doing shit :P

Andy: hah I just got out of schooL. Looser!

Me: Hey!

Andy: loljkjkjk

Me: Hey you wanna come pick me up? I took the bus today, my cars in the shop.

Andy: Walk bitch!

Me: NOOOOO my house is too far.

Andy: haha aight, Ill meet ya at the front of the school.

Me: KAYYY

I giggled as I checked the time. It was 3:00 exactly, school would be out in five minutes. I decided to sneak out of class, it was only five minutes after all. I bolted towards the stairs leading to the front of the school from the field.

Once i got out front I sat in front of a big tree in front of my school, and waited for Andy. I started thinking about last summer. After the first time we had sex we went to eachothers houses every weekend after camp and fucked. Hell we even did it in the tent at camp. I giggled remembering all the times I had to keep really quiet so i wouldnt wake up the really turned into sex machienes that summer. it was really fun… But during the school year we calmed it down. On the weekends we used to always go to each others houses, but then andy started getting loads of homework. I haven't seen him in months.

My thoughts were interrupted by a car horn honking. I looked up and saw Andy's smiling face looking at me from his car.

"Are you comin' or what?" He asked getting out of his car.

I squealed and ran to him. I jumped on him and hugged him, wrapping my legs around his waist. I haven't seen Andy, By Andy, in so long. I was literally so happy that i cried.

he chuckled. "Baby girl? Why are you crying?" He asked hugging me tightly.

I responded "I missed you so much!"

He smiled down at me.

I giggled and whispered to him "i love you"

He frowned and bit his lip nervously. "Hey let's go get food. I like food." He let go of me and got in his car leaving me to stand there confused.

I slowly got in the car. Then the smell of cigarettes hit me. I stared at him in disgust. "So. You smoke now?"

He looked at me like I was crazy "wha-oh no. Their. Um. My friend smokes in here." He seemed like he was hiding something. I just shrugged it off and buckled.

A few minutes later we stopped at a park and he turned towards me. "I have a question"

I looked up at him "What's up Andy?"

He paused, and thought about what he was going to say carefully. "What are we?"

I smiled and jokingly answered "haha we're friends"

I guess he took me seriously because he sighed in relief and said "oh god, thats great because I thought you thought we were dating, and I have a girlfriend now. Good god that catastrophe has been avoided."

I literally felt my heart shatter in my chest.

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sorry Its so short… I just wanted to update this on halloween lol