Hello everyone, or at least anyone that is reading this anyway. My name is Fire Assassin, or at least that what I call myself around here.
I am just going to say it right now that I am sorry to anyone that was curious or concerned about where I went, as well as to why I haven't made an update to anything since back to 2015.
Around that time, I was only a year in college and classes was getting more and more demanding. So much so that eventually it got to the point that I wasn't able to divide time for writing or was even just plain exhausted. Honestly, I really wanted to continue writing, but as time went on, I put my focused more and more on college up till now.
Right now, I am almost done with college, with only a little over a year left. My classes will be starting up in a few weeks and I decided to sit down and write to you the reader. Hopefully, if you are one of the people who have read my stories and even sent me an OC of yours, then this will reach the intended goal. If you are not then it's up to you to read or not.
I know this is something very late, but it must be said. I am very sorry for not updating and I truly wish to make it up. I decided to go back in writing, as a few ideas are rolling in my head. But before I do that I want to do a few things.
Out of all the people that I want to apologize to, the one that I owe it the most to is Thunder Crush. Thunder Crush was someone that helped me with one of my old fanfics called New Life. He was able to read over the story and even came up with ideas. He even helped me get the 1st chapter rewritten, which is still to this day something that I would never forget. If you are reading this Thunder, then please know that I am sorry. I was still trying to get a handle on writing, and me being in college wasn't helping the matter. I owe you a lot for helping me out, and I am terribly sorry for not meeting your expectations. The minute things were going south I should have told you, but I am sure you know by now that I am not good at conversation or even writing for that matter. It might not have meant that much to you, but when you helped me out with the story I was happy to work with you. Thing is that I thought up so many ideas and my submissions were getting further and further apart from one another, that I now realize that I was causing your trouble or even wasting your time. There isn't anything I could do to make it up to you, but if you want to message me and talk then I will be ready. If not, well then I still thank you either way.
To anyone that sent me an OC, be it in New Life, Smash Bros. or even Universal War. I apologize for being quiet and away all this time. I understand if there are some, if not all of you, that either want me to not use your OCs. Honestly I kind of lost track a good deal of information, so it would take a while for me to find it. In any case, I still want to say that I am sorry to you all. I can only imagine how angry you could be after so long of no updates, so I decided to ask you something at the end of all this.
As for what happened to me and what I have been up to. Well I mention years ago that my family got raided due to a dispute between my family and my Uncle. If you are not aware or you don't remember, then I will explain. Years ago, around the time I was still new to college, my uncle made a call to the police, making a lie that would cause them to break our house. He did this because my mother took my grandmother in because she was in bad health, and my uncle, who was being paid to take care of her, was obviously unfit for the job. This led him making the call, which luckily ended with no body getting hurt. However, after that, things only got worse. My grandmother began to get more and more sick and even became delusional. Eventually she was sent to a home, where we visited her day by day. But even then, things didn't get better, as not only my uncle kept harassing us, but he even got a small number of the family, some even my own favorite cousins, to insult and attack us. This went on and on until my grandmother died by her illness. This was something that my family are still trying to deal with, as my mother still cries at thoughts about her. In fact, I still watch my words when I am around her even today. Anyway, after her death everyone in the family was still at each other throats. My grandmother was a filter that kept everyone at check, so when she passed, so did the filter. I can't tell you all the crazy things that happened since then, so if your curious, you can message me. The latest thing that happened though, mostly revolve around my mother. Around January she developed pneumonia, so I went out and took care of her. However, once the summer rolled in, of all things that could have happened, she fell and broke her arm. Once that happened, I doubled down on what I could do and nurse her back to health.
Okay so those are the 3 things that I wanted to give out. I will submit an update that concerns about the stories later, so I do hope that anyone who is reading this will message me.
Again, I am Fire Assassin, and I am sorry.
