Ok guys were getting somewhere with this story...I wasn't to sure before on how exactly I was going to mange the time in accordance to specific scenes and I knew how I wanted it to end but I wasn't sure how I was getting there, like bus? car? plane? maybe the train? or should I drive to the airport take the first flight on my way and then train it the rest of the way?
But my point is I have organized all my idea's and I've decided their fates there is no changing my mind!
YAY DAY EARLY UPDATE BECAUSE I HAVE TO BABYSIT A 19 MONTH OLD ALL DAY TOMORROW SO I WAS WORRIED IT'D BE UPDATING AT MIDNIGHT WHICH I DID NOT WANT TO DO SCARY THINGS HAPPEN WHEN YOU WORK/WRITE AT MIDNIGHT.
I am also going to be reviewing my past chapter's because thoughts should be italicized and I copy and paste my story's so some thoughts may not be in proper format sorry for any confusion.
Chapter 7: Feeling's
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'What the hell is wrong with me?!' Kanda thought taking his hair out of its usual ponytail and running his fingers through the long strands in frustration as he entered the cell.
He lazily dropped himself face down onto his bed and let out a small scream of frustration into the pillow.
'So many emotions all at once!...but there's so much anger! I'm so, so angry!' The memory of Tyki forcing his lips onto the Moyashi's replayed in his head, the unwanted closeness, the unwelcome touches...
^uuurrrrrhhhhh!^ ^thump^
Kanda's voiced anger was muffled by the pillow and he threw a powerful blow into the thin mattress.
He was angry, you could say pissed off even, but he felt a pang of something else beneath the rage.
'Am I?... Is this?... Jealousy? ...But...but...'
Kanda had felt something in him drop when Tyki had forced himself on the fair haired prisoner, something he could only describe as dread knocking him right upside his hope. Hope for what? It was something he hadn't had the time to figure out yet.
But thankfully, Allen's negative reaction had Kanda's anger throw the other feelings aside, pushing him to take unthinking action to save his friend.
'Why do I feel like this anyway?! Yeah, I'd never admit it out loud but...shit, he's gorgeous... and he just... He has this thing about him that sucks me in... FUCK, don't tell me I fucking like him! No, maybe I'm just lusting after him? Ok, ok, maybe that's it... FUCK I just don't know anymore! Does Allen even like men?...THIS IS ALL TYKI'S FAULT, I'LL KILL THAT CRAZY MORON!'
"God. fucking. damn it. Tyki." He rolled onto his back and brushed the hair back out of his eyes only to stare worriedly up at Allen's bunk above him.
^sigh^ "I hope the Moyashi's alright..."
Kanda had been in the hot box a few times before and the experience was nothing, just a large empty gray room with a dirt floor, a steel door, and some chain link fencing stretched across the room so that they could hold a maximum of two prisoners in the box if need be.
He was a bit relieved that they had thrown the Moyashi in the hot box, it meant that he was safe from the Noah's for the next few hours, even though he doubted that Jasdevi would allow any action to be taken against Allen without his bosses consent.
'This is not good...the rest of Moyashi's sentence is going to be hell with those thugs involved...'
Kanda decided to do a few exercises and a meditation to help clear his mind, he'd have to talk over the situation with the Moyashi when they released him, and Tyki's threatening words made Kanda worry the most.
' THIS IS FAR FROM OVER '
Those same words echoed in Allen's head as he lay sprawled out on the dirt floor of the hot box, his uniform and knuckles caked in dry blood and Allen's hands throbbed in pain from his brawl with Tyki, if you could even call it that. He had punched the snot out of Tyki, never giving the man a second to process what Allen was doing as he wailed on the older male, leaving the man's face in a bloody pulp and getting his own ass thrown into a cool-down room.
He stared blankly at the cement ceiling as so many questions ran through his head all at once.
'What was Tyki talking about when he said Kanda had rejected Jasdevi? Why was Kanda so angry when Tyki kissed me? What did Kanda mean when he said he'd kill them 'too'? And why would Tyki want to...ugh! Gross! I don't want to even think about it!'
The thought of his and Tyki's kiss made him want to heave. He was relieved when Kanda had torn them apart.
'But what did he mean by 'kill you too'?...Is that why Kanda looked so regretful and hesitant when I asked why he was in prison for so long?... Is Kanda... A murderer?'
This slightly disturbed Allen, but it wasn't the thought of Kanda being a ferocious killer that disturbed Allen, it was the fact that it didn't disturb him, but then again he was in jail for an attempted murder himself, he couldn't judge.
'I hope Kanda's ok... I don't know what I'd do if Tyki's gang decided to get their revenge by hurting Kanda while I'm locked in here...'
Worry alone had settled in Allen's stomach since he had released all of his anger on Tyki after the man had the audacity to threaten the lives of his first real friends and then call his threats empty.
Allen had finally met some people he could trust, that would be here for awhile, and he wasn't about to let some wannabe mob boss assistant take them away.
'I hope Kanda's alright... It was a little scary to see him that angry.'
Allen recalled how quickly and roughly Kanda had handled his fellow inmates, he would have pushed Tyki to the ground if Jasdevi hadn't been standing in the way. And then he'd made sure Allen was alright before taking a fierce stance in order to defend the younger.
Kanda had gone a little wild, taking on a defensive instinct almost like an animal, and Allen admitted to himself it had turned him on.
'It was so sweet of Kanda to protect me like that, he was so mad and defensive...'
Allen remembered how his heart had skipped a beat when he'd seen the concern in Kanda's usually blank features.
'Could I?... Do I?...have feelings for Kanda?'
It all made perfect sense to Allen, the way that Kanda could have him under a spell so easily, why he found the older man's natural movements so graceful, the words 'gorgeous' and 'cute' plaguing his mind every time he saw the man.
'But Kanda was just protecting me because we're friends...right?... I don't even know if he swings that way... I... I...'
A tear rolled down Allen's face as he sat up,
'I've already ruined my first real friendship... I guess I'll have to hide my feelings for now, Tyki will probably kill me before Kanda ever finds out anyway...'
The young inmate wiped the tears from his face with his arm as he made his decision to hide his feelings for the older man, he didn't want to lose him, and he felt he could make the man just being there next to him enough.
'I can hold on...It's only another three years right?'
Jasdevi gasped for air as he tried to recover from his laughing fit, he sat doubled over on his knees, clutching his stomach as he gulped in air desperately.
He found the entire situation hilarious, and he didn't even know why himself.
He stood up after recovering his breath and dusted himself off, a smirk ghosting his lips.
'Time to check on the boss!' He thought as he practically skipped to the prison yard entrance, and then calmly making his way down the prison halls to the infirmary.
"Boss!" He squealed happily as he spotted a bruised and bandaged Tyki sitting on one of the few hospital beds that lined the walls of the room.
The infirmary was a relatively large room that could hold a total of six beds, three on the left and three on the right. The room itself was stark white, with shiny steel tables, carts, and medical equipment randomly placed amongst the room giving it a sterile feel.
Tyki sat holding his jaw in pain, still waiting for the pain med's they had given him to kick in, merely glancing up at the sound of Jasdevi calling his status.
"How ya feeling boss?" Jasdevi asked kneeing in front of the injured male.
Tyki grunted his sarcastic answer out painfully, "like a child at fucking Disneyland, how the fuck do you think I'm feeling?!"
He gave his underling a light smack to his forehead with the palm of the hand not clutching his face in pain.
"Ow!...sorry Boss." The black-blonde underling smiled and rubbed his forehead before questioning his boss, "So whatcha doing to do now?"
Tyki stayed quiet as he contemplated the question.
'What am I to do? This show of rejection and disrespect is not to be tolerated, but how to punish the younger inmate without ruining that innocence quiet yet?'
"The paint color of this room reminds me of that little prize of yours hair, hehe, am I right?" Jasdevi cut into Tyki's thoughts with his irrelevant observation. He looked around for a second agreeing with him.
'Well if I'm agreeing to his stupid observations the drugs must be kicking in'
"Jasdevi help me to my cell, I'm quiet tired from all this."
"Sure Boss."
Jasdevi stood and let Tyki grasp his arm for balance, the head trauma making the dark haired man unbalanced, and they slowly made their way to the second floor of cell hall B.
"Jasdevi" Tyki called tiredly as they hobbled their way down the hall.
"Yeah, Tyki?"
"Make sure the Boss and the others know of my condition but express my wishes for no action to be taken as of yet, I wish to deal with this myself." Tyki spoke these words with determination in his voice, glad that the pills were finally working.
"You sure boss? We could just have Skinn deal with him."
"No. I want to deal with this my own way."
"Ok boss"
They were quiet for the trip up the spiral staircase, Tyki's mind slowly becoming fogged over with the effects of the pain medication as he concentrated on making it up the winding stairs.
"Thank you Jasdevi," Tyki mumbled as they turned into the third cell to their left and Jasdevi helped Tyki into his bed.
"Anything for you boss," Jasdevi said giving him a kind smile before moving to exit the cell.
"Don't forget to let the boss know!" He called after the black-blonde haired man who let out an 'Kay!' In response.
Tyki made himself comfortable in the bed, not bothering with a blanket even tough it was November, his eyelids becoming heavy.
'Allen Walker you will be mine' were his final thoughts as he lost his consciousness to a deep drug induced sleep.
Yeah so Tyki's not giving up on getting Allen and now he's kinda mad so... I smell revenge and fear in thy's future...maybe :)
