Light flooded the room, as Alec opened his eyes to the sound of someone's breathing.

Wait, what? Breathing? Alec whipped his head over to right where the breathing was coming from and relaxed once he saw it was only Magnus. He thought about what happened last night and that Alec didn't get any nightmares that he usally got. In fact all of his dreams involved Magnus.

He relaxed back down, and watched Magnus sleep. Magnus looked younger and more relaxed when he slept, like the weight of the world had been taken off his shoulders.

Soon Alec fell back asleep for the comfort of Magnus's chest and body melded perfectly with Alec's, was the best pillow ever.

When Alec woke again, Magnus was also awake and watching him sleep.

"Goodmorning darling." Magnus said after blue eyes met golden green eyes. "I have to run, we can't hang out today, sorry, I have practice in 30. Ragnor and Raphael are there already waiting for me, so I have to run. Sorry darling."

Alec pouted, stole a kiss from Magnus and let him get up to change. He blushed deep red when Magnus began to strip down right in front of him, looking at him seductivly and winked!

After awhile Alec politly turned his head to the side and when he flet the bed dip he turned his head back around only to have his lips immediatly claimed by Magnus's. Alec deepened it before pulling away with a blush and muttering that Magnus had to go.

"I have to go, but you can stay here as long as you'd like. Take this key and lock the door when you leave."

Magnus tossed Alec a key which he caught with ease and a small smile.

"Bye, love. See you later." Magnus called as he ran down the stairs, after getting a final searing kiss from Alec.

Alec fell back unto the bed, before grabbing the pillow that Magnus slept on the night before and taking a deep whiff. Sandlewood and something that could only be claimed as the smell of Magnus.

He soon fell back into sleep plagued with nightmeres like before Magnus had driven the dreams away.

Alec woke with Magnis above him staring at him with worry. With the worried look that Magnus gave him, Alec burshed into a fresh round of tears.

"Alexander! Shhh, baby, it's okay your safe. Please tell me what is happening. If we are going to date we need to be truthful with each other. Please tell me what's bothering you."

"What are you doing home so early?" Alec blurted out.

" I got off practice early." Magnus waved it away as if it was nothing. "Please tell me what's wrong, darling. Please."

Alec nodded his head and with a pause he began his tale.

"When I was about thirteen, I just told Izzy and Jace that I was gay, I brought a boy home. We were dating at the time. They said that they would cover for us if someone came home so we went up to my room and we began to kiss as the door-"

Alec broke off with a sob as he snuggled deeper into Magnus, (when Alec began his tale, Magnus took Alec into his lap, hoping it would comfort his a little.) as Magnus rubbed soothing circles on Alec's shoulder. "It's okay, continue on, darling."

Alec poked his head out of Magnus's shoulder and began where he left of.

"The door opened and it was my dad. I was sitting in the guys lap with my hands on his ass while we made out. We broke apart and stared at my dad, who was silent. I got off the guy and told him that he should go. The guy left, closing the door behind him." Magnus was silent for this whole exchange, but Alec could tell that he wasn't to happy about Alec kissing other people.

"My dad began to yell at me, calling me a monster and a whore and a fag and a bunch of other names. Finally I began to cry as he yelled, ' no you don't get to cry! I should be crying because my son is a fag and a whore!' He began to hit me everywhere and soon I blacked out from the pain. When I woke up there where tiny cuts on my legs that have disspered with time. He began to do it on a daily bases so, I gave into his demands of going to a summer camp that helps 'cure my diesease'. It was an archery camp. When I got home I told him that I was over my phase and that I wanted to be an Olympic archer. He agreed and said that he was finally gald that I was cured of my diesease. So I became an archer then I got here. So here I am."

"Alexander, I am so sorry. That's why you were crying when I did that thing with my hands next to tour head."

"That was the position that my Dad always took when he was about to hit me."

Magnus processed this news. "So you were abused by your father. He cut you. You have to tell someone Alexander!"

Alec shook his head quickly. "I don't want that to happen. It would break our family apart."

"Alexander you need to do something." Magnus pleaded with him.

"No Magnus! I won't. Could you leave it?" Alec snapped

Silence filled the room as Alec's last words rang in the room.

Finally Magnus broke it. "Do you brother and sister know what happened?"

Alec snorted. "God no. If they did, my father would be dead before I even finished the sentence."

Magnus kissed Alec. "I am so sorry that you haad to go through that Alexander. I wish I was there to protect you from him."

Alec laughed. "It's also why, that when Jace and Izzy decided to box, I joined them, so if anyone tried to touch me or any of my family I would be able to protect them."

Magnus sighed. "Always the less selfish of them all Alec."

They both were silent at that, before telling Magnus that he should getting going.

They kissed softly before Alec closed the door and went down the stairs.

As soon as Magnus saw the key turn in the front door's lock, as Alec stored away the house's key and walked over to his house and knocked on the door, to be pulled into the house by Jace and his front door slaming shut. Quickly Magnus closed the blinds and sat under the windows as he began to cry, loud gasping, crying.

Soon Ragnor and Raphael came into his room and looked at Magnus before they sat on the floor and asked what was wrong.

"A-alec." Magnus spluttered out and grabbed Raphael's hand as he moved to get up.

"What did Alec do Magnus? We can beat him up if you need us to do that."

Magnus shook his head slowly and repilied, "Not what he did, just what he told me."

He swore them to confedientialty before telling them everything. Soon the whole room was full of crying people as they cried over what Alec had to got through to be able to be himself.

Magnus checked out as his friends began to cry as he wondered what Alec was doing.

Alec was wondering what Magnus was doing as Jace was talking to him about how they crushed them at bowling.

Jace waved his hand in front of Alec's face, looking concerned.

"Alec, you good?"

"What? Oh, yeah."

Jace rolled his eyes and began talking about his date with Clary that was plannd for later today.

"But didn't you only meet her yesterday?"

"Yes, but when you meet the right person spending half a day away from them, is like spending a hundred years without them."

At this Alec paused. "You really like her don't you? Jace!" Alec gasped. "You think that she's the one. You do, don't you? You do!"

Jace blushed before growling and wreastling Alec to the ground. "And if I do?"

Alec did a one-shoulder shrug and bit his lip. "Then I would say that, good for you and to not let her slip through her

fingers."

Jace grinned at him. "Thanks man." Alec flipped him over and pinned Jace to the ground. "What about you and Magnus?

Alec loosed his grip on Jace and let him up. "What about me and Magnus?"

"You really like him don't you. But you're scared of your feelings aren't you?"

Alec stared at Jace who smirked. "I just don't know how to deal with my feelings. I never have. You know that better then anyone Jace."

"You love him. I can tell, but it's wayyy... to soon to tell Magnus that."

"I know that. But if I did tell him..." He trailed off. "What are you smiling about?"

"You basically just said that you loved him!" Alec's mluth opened and closed like a fish. "I..."

Jace smiled before saying, "Okay help me get ready for my date. I want to look good."

Alec stared. "So why are you asking for help with that? You see what I wear at home. I am so not fashionable. You know that."

"Well I figured that Magnus would rub off on you on some how."

Alec punched Jace as he helped him get ready for his date. The doorbell rang as Alec ran downstairs Clary, who immediatly stepped inside after seeing who it was.

"I am going on a date with your brother and my friend Simon is not a door to door salesman and neither am I."

"Ya...Sorry about that." Clary smiled. "It's all good, Alec, right?"

"Alec." He said.

"Hey Clary, ready to go?" Jace came bounding down the stairs.

"Yup! Let's go!" Clary dragged him out the door hooking her arm through Jace's and skipped down the road dragging Jace with her.

So...what did you think of Alec's story? Sad right?

Next chapter is going to be Jace fangirling about there date and the start of Sizzy. Hopefully. If all goes well.

They are going to hang out, get to know each other...play some truth or dare... and soon Magnus's event is coming up so… get ready.

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