AN Please do not read if you have not seen the finale of season 3!

Disclaimer None are mine. They all belong to CBS I just like to play with them.

Warning Contains Character Death!

What if it was me?

My mind drifted as I was thrown back from the SUV. I don't know what told me to go back inside or why I used the remote starter when I returned but that is what happened. I remember being thrown backwards and hitting my head.

I think Emily was the first to see me. I remember hearing her voice. She was on the phone and crying. She said something about something being like shrapnel wounds and was whispering Hotch it's really bad you had better come.

Rossi was there next I think. I remember hearing a woman ask about insurance and him telling Emily he would handle all the paperwork. I wondered if he had a case file with him or what he was talking about. He said that he would have to have Garcia get the medical records and I wondered who had been hurt.

Reid sat in the room. It was as if I could just tell he was near. He asked me a bunch of questions and I wondered why he was talking to me like I was not there. He wouldn't stop talking asking things I had no idea about and 

somehow it was comforting. He asked me what had happened and I wondered the same thing.

JJ sat with Will. I could hear them talking and I wondered if he moved to Virginia how long it would take for his accent to disappear. He was good to her I could hear him trying to reassure her that everything was fine. She said that she was planning a press conference about the explosion and I wondered who had been hurt. She was talking like there was no hope and I wished that I could ask her what had happened.

Garcia played music on her iPod. She told me everything would be fine. But she seemed to be trying to convince herself. She kept telling me what everyone else was doing and it sounded like everyone was fine. I wondered why everyone was so upset if they were all fine and then I realized that she was whispering to me that I would make it. What was she talking about?

Hotch came in and told Garcia to get some rest and she finally agreed. He told me that he had done what he could. He talked about all the things I had done to piss him off and how this was the worst. Then he started to yell at me. It made my head hurt and I couldn't understand what he was saying. When a female voice told him to stop or she would call security he did and he got close and whispered Derek it's time to wake up. Was he crying? Was I asleep? I heard Emily then trying to convince him that he too needed rest and that she would take him back to the hotel.

It was odd I just listened to them. Numb to it all. I just listened.



AN There you go three in one night that must be a record for me! Please REVIEW. I am glad that so many of you are reading this but would love it if you would review, good, bad, or boring I just want your opinions. So what do you all think should that be it or do you want more to this story or possibly a sequel?