Your Love is just a Lie~
Info: Hi there this is a Rimahiko song-fic concluding with twelve chapters
would you be my girlfriend
hate that I love you
saying goodbye
brown eyes
I caught myself
your eyes don't lie
Disclaimer: Obviously I am a Filipino so I don't own it
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Nagihiko's eyes were half lidded as he laid on his bed, he's been up since one o'clock, waiting for his so called beloved to come home. His eyes danced around the room, wandering around aimlessly, hoping that his wait for her 20th birthday to appear was not in vain, it was after some time that sleep had finally submerged him and his eyes finally closed.
Nagihiko dreamed he was in a room, a room that was very familiar, obviously he had been here before. He wandered around aimlessly, passing by dozens of people who had just appeared. What was this? A dream? Well, it didn't feel like a dream, not to him, it felt more like a memory, a memory that ceased to exist.
Everything felt nostalgic. Nagihiko passed by doors, doors that obviously led to rooms, rooms he already knew what was in. He walked through the hallways, mindful of his steps, his heart beating loudly that it deafened him.
As he passed by two more doors, he caught sight of a brown and blonde blur, his steps quickened in an attempt to follow the blurs, then his steps turned to a brisk run, as he stumbled around, when did he ever get drunk? Just a couple of seconds ago he was chasing after Kukai and Utau now he was drunk? How did that happen
His feet led him to the unknown as a small pair of soft hands guided him around the place, How did the room get so big? The small pair of hands had guided him to a secluded room, where a bed and chair was located. He felt the hands push him gently as he felt warm soft lips brush upon his own. Readily he kisses back, pictures of the party had flashed through his mind, and a picture of Amu had resided at the end.
Nagihiko pushed back the person on top of him, as she had already succeeded in unbuttoning the polo he was wearing, the girl startled by this began to whine, obviously the girl was drunk. The room was dark so he had no idea as to who the girl was, he had an excuse, if he wanted to stay with the girl, he could plainly say that he too was drunk, but then, what would Amu do? That was what he needed to find, Amu.
He stood up of the bed and left the girl, mumbling a quick sorry before leaving, though, before the door could have been closed he had taken a glimpse at the girl, who he could see thanks to the light from the hallway outside, he noticed her features, small but they felt so smooth, his eyes met hers, amber meeting gold, while curls and locks of butterscotch blonde hair framed her face.
Rima, Nagihiko had been kissing Rima, and his heart had been beating very loudly since he felt her lips on his, with every beat of his heart, his urge was to go back and kiss her once more and not let go, but his mind was bugging him, giving him orders to find Amu, for it was her who he should be with.
The scene suddenly changed and Nagihiko was no longer walking, instead he was frozen, frozen in place, taking in the scene before him. Amu was on the bed, in much like the same position he and Rima were, evidently not alone, under Amu, who had his lips locked on hers was Ikuto.
Amu pulled away from Ikuto the second she felt the presences of another person enter the room. Her eyes were lustful, bright and alert. Which showed that she wasn't drunk, may have been tipsy, still she had full knowledge on what was happening, whilst Ikuto was mumbling incoherent things, with his eyes being half-lidded, and the smell of alcohol evident in his breathe, he was surely drunk. Nagihiko's eyes read rage as he grabbed the little polished doorknob and slammed the door shut.
Nagihiko jerked upright, his lavender locks flying and falling on his shoulders, the sound of the slamming door was not only in his dreams. His eyes opened to see Amu, her hair was messed up and her eyes were obviously tired. She walked up to Nagihiko and kissed him on the lips, the faint smell of alcohol was on her. Was everything that Nagihiko had seen just a dream? Did that mean that Amu never cheated on him.
"Nagihiko, she has, you know that she has, remember, she made you drink that thing that smelt like weeds to make you forget about it"? His voice of reason tried to convince him, though convince wasn't really the word to be used.
Nagihiko's eyes went wide open as he realized this, but maybe he should just calm down, he sat up from the bed, alert on locating Amu, he had something on his mind that he needed to say. His eyes roamed the room, she wasn't there. He listened hard and finally heard the faint sound of water running.
Nagihiko was going to wait, he needs to talk to her now, he forced his eyes open, as they started to droop lazily back down. He needed to stay awake, he needed a distraction. He grabbed his IPOD and put on his tama headphones and put it on shuffle. A familiar song by one of his favorite bands had played, how befitting the song was.
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
Only one part of the song was right, why had Amu only gone home at night, no it wasn't even during the night, it was four in the freaking morning!
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
That was true, You can't make a fool out of a Fujisaki. Amu had already had plenty of stories, while she acts cool and confident sometimes letting the fact that she didn't love Nagihiko so much slipped out.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Yes, this song was right. He felt it, he felt it but he was too stupid to take note of it. He felt that Amu loved someone else, he could tell when she had someone over her house, though he doesn't blame Ikuto, Amu could be very seductive when she wanted to be.
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
Very true, time has passed and though Amu had turned into a convincing liar, you could always tell it when she lied to your face. Nagihiko smiled at the part, well, obviously the part with the word. He wasn't one to take pleasure in swearing, but now was a special case.
So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
Nagihiko had not realized it, but he had started to sing along, that is until something had grabbed the headphones and had pulled it abruptly from his head. He looked up to come face to face with Amu, she was holding his headphones in one hand while the other resided on her hips, her face had a questioning look.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
Nagihiko could faintly hear the words of the song, coming out of the head phones that Amu had pried from him, his mind working up an internal battle, did he want to end it with her?
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
Well, the song was right, Amu's love was nothing but a lie. L… I…. E…. just a lie. A game. A trick. A lie.
Nagihiko stood up determination and realization clouding his amber eyes.
"Amu, we need to talk" because your love is just a lie, he added in his head.
