I sadly don't own ICarly…
Previously on My Princess…
Sam came running in. "No!" she fell to the ground. "We will find her." I kissed her head.
"Bye-bye. Bensons." Carly smirked and ran
"Sadie…" Sam cried "She-she is my life…our life. And I failed her…" she sobbed
"We need to get you to the hospital." I picked her up noticing a gash on the side of her face. It didn't look too bad.
"We will find her. I promise." I whispered to her as I pulled my phone out to call the cops
Sam's POV
"Carly!" I called standing outside the empty building by that phone booth
I sat on the bench then noticed movement coming from the phone booth. I got up and slowly opened the door. "Carly…you didn't." I sighed. I quickly gathered up the baby and took her home to my little torn up house. I had to get my life in order…now.
It was later that week I got news that my great uncle passed away and left everything to me. I bought that building and build me a business and a life with my baby girl.
"Please Sadie…say ma-ma." I begged my 10-month old daughter
"Ma…ma…ma...ma… …mama!" she squealed and clapped her little hands
"Mama! Mama!" she cheered "Yes, I'm your mama!" I kissed her head.
I gasped and sat up in bed. Where was I? "Sam!" it was Freddie's voice I looked over to see him sitting beside me
"What's going on?" I asked; I felt a pounding in my head, I lightly touched it and it got worse.
"Carful…That was a pretty bad cut." He told me
"What happened? WHERES SADIE!?" I suddenly started to remember
"Carly…Sadie…" I cried. Freddie wrapped his arms around me. "The cops are already on it…she couldn't have gotten far." He kissed my head. Where I wasn't hurt.
There was a knock on the door and a police man came in. "Mrs. Benson? Can I speak with you and your husband, please?" I nodded tears still flowing down my cheeks.
"Where were you when the apartment was broke into?" he asked
"We were all asleep in bed…I heard a noise coming from Sadie's room so I got up and went to see…" I paused not wanting to answer more than needed
"Was Ms. Shay in the room when you arrived?" he asked
"Yes…She had a crowbar ready to strike and I don't remember what happened after that…" I told him
"Mr. Benson when did you wake up?" he asked
"The minute I heard our daughter scream. I went in and grabbed Sadie and told her to run into our room thinking it was just Ms. Shay." He explained
"And she had someone waiting to take the girl. Correct?" the officer asked
"Yes." Freddie answered
"Thank you…we are keeping a close—"
A woman age about 22 was spotted with a child age of 3, 4 has been spotted need backup.
The officers radio went off. He ran from the room and off to assist the officers. "Sadie!" I cried
"Shhhh. She's going to be okay." Freddie soothed my tears
We sat there in wait for hours waiting for news that our daughter is okay…hours pass and nothing. I decide to flip on the news.
There's been a shooting not far from the towns known bakery Sam's involving a woman 22 and a young child. One was injured the other is in custody of the police.
Freddie quickly turned the TV off, and came to my side. "It's not them…it can't be." He said convincing himself more than me
"What if it is?" I was sobbing I couldn't bear the thought of losing my baby
A knock came on the door and the officer from early entered. There was something behind him. He moved to the side and a teary eyes Sadie looked up at us. A smile broke across her face "Mama! Daddy!" she climbed into the bed with me and hugged me. Freddie joined in and we cried and hugged and asked if she was alright.
"Dat lady was cwazy! She said that she waz my mama…and I tod her dat she was cwazy. I have a momma and a daddy…" she said hugging us again "Are you okay momma?" she asked
"Mommy's all better." I kissed her head
"That's good mamma…" she smiled
I looked over at Freddie who had tears in his eyes. I looked at the officer who slowly exited leaving the three of us alone in the room. Sadie soon fell asleep on my lap and Freddie picked her up and laid her on him. "Go to sleep…I'll watch her." He told me. I did eventually listen to him and closed my eyes.
Carly's POV
"Let me out of here that woman kidnapped my daughter!" I screamed at the officer
"I'm sorry ma'am but you kidnapped her daughter, and you clearly don't understand what's going on." He told me
"I understand fine, officer." I said though gritted teeth
"We should get her into Troubled Waters. ASAP." He said to his partner
"No! I am not crazy I just want my baby back! Please! I left her with my friend and planned to come back! I really did!" I cried
I did want to come back to her, but I left her in the first place, so I thought she was better off with Sam. I didn't think Sam would really keep her and turn her life into a fairytale…I want my happily ever after…maybe one day when I turn my own life around Sam will give me a chance to be a mother to Sadie…No…if I want to turn my life around I have to forget my daughter…my first daughter…my baby…she wasn't mine anymore. I lost her.
**2 Weeks later**
Sam's POV
It's been two weeks since Sadie got kidnapped and brought back. We were home again and Freddie officially moved in and sold his apartment! We were married! At first it was a little weird for us, but we got used to it…I mean we got married when we hadn't been engaged 24 hours who wouldn't feel a little weird and rushed into things.
I was cleaning my closet out for our trip to Goodwill. We do this every few months so we can see what we need or what we don't. I came across a top that Carly have given me when we were teenagers…every time I went through clothes I skipped over it…not this time. I took the hanger and hung in on the bathroom door and took the shirt off of it and threw it in the pile!
"Sam?" It was Freddie
"Yeah." I sighed a sigh of relief
"What are you doing?" he asked setting his briefcase down. (He just came home from work ;))
"Going through old clothes to give away." I said continuing going through the closet
"Oh…okay. Where's Sadie?" he asked
"She fell asleep on the way home from the bakery so I put her in bed…I figure she'll wake up in a minute or two." I smiled
As if on cue a sleepy eyed Sadie entered the room. "Daddy!" she yelled waking up a little bit
He picked her up and twirled her around. "Do we have dinner plans?" he asked looking at me
"Oh my goodness…I was so busy today I totally forgot about dinner!" I said trying to think of something to do for dinner
"Get ready…we do now." He smiled
"Fredward Benson!" I growled. Oh gosh…I sound like his mother. I shuddered at the thought of being like Ms. Benson.
He left and went to get our daughter ready…he started the adoption process the minute the 'crime' was solved and away from the newscast.
I didn't know where we were going, so I didn't want to look to fancy…but not fancy enough, so I chose a cute tan colored skirt and a flowery top. I matched it with a cute pair of white flats and put my hair up with a few curls framing my face.
I went out into the living room to see Freddie in a suit and Sadie in a dress. "Should I change?" I asked
"No." he smiled "Your perfect." He kissed my head which is healing really well by the way
"Are you sure?" I asked
"Yeah…It's not too fancy." He told me
We drove in silence with only Sadie's constant chatter in the back. I felt sick to my stomach…I had felt sick a lot lately, Freddie of course doesn't know. I never get sick and when I do I though it out. We drove up to Melanie's house and there were a ton of cars there. I walked in the house to see a ton of our friends and the family not in jail that we love. "Hi sis!" Mel came up and hugged me
"What is this?" I asked while Freddie took Sadie over to get her some juice
"A party for two reasons! One congratulation on your wedding and…" I saw tears in her eyes "Toby is coming home! For good." She said crying
"Mel! That's so awesome!" I hugged her tight "I also need to tell you something." I pulled her away from everyone. I've had my suspicions about the sickness and I think I know what it is. "I think I'm pregnant." I whispered "I don't know for sure yet so please don't tell anyone especially Freddie and Sadie! You can't tell Toby either!" I warned her
"Come with me! I have extra tests upstairs…one more reason to celebrate!" she cheered
"No one can know!" I warned her again
"Chill sis! No one will!" she pushed me upstairs to the bathroom and told me where they were
I took the test and sat on the side of the tub. I didn't want to know…but on the same hand I did. I want more children—one day. We just got married though; yes there was that one scare after we first got together...
4 minutes…
How was Sadie going to take this? She's only 3 years old and has enough craziness in her life…now add a baby to it… Sadie has been through enough lately.
3 minutes…
What about Freddie? We just got married…what if he didn't want more kids. Would he leave us? Would he tell me to get rid of it? I wouldn't under any circumstances do that! Abortion is wrong! All it does it make two eyes never see…two legs never run…1 heart that will never beat…a mouth that never speaks… (A/N: Abortion is terrible and wrong! Check out my profile to see a sad but honest story about it! I do NOT believe abortion is right at all…it is a horrible thing to do.)
2 minutes…
What about the rest of my family? They will think I only got married because I was pregnant! I didn't even know I was and I don't even think I am that far along…maybe a week…a week and a half.
1 minute…
"Sam?" Freddie knocked on the door
"Yeah." I said trying to keep my voice from shaking
"Are you okay? You've been in there for a while." He said
"Yeah…this whole party was just very emotional I was just getting myself together." I lied
"Okay. I'll see you in a minute." He was so gullible…even now
I heard the beep on my phone and looked down to the little white stick in my shaky hands. I saw two small, but visible pink lines. I dropped it to the floor in excitement but also fear…I wrapped it up and put it in my purse and walked down the stairs to the party. I met up with my husband. "Hey, you okay?" he put his arm around my shoulders
"Yeah." I smiled "Where's Sadie?" I asked
"Getting Johnny ready with Melanie's help of course." He smiled at his daughter "She loves little baby's." He said without a smile this time
"I'll be right back." I told him. I went to find Melanie
"Hi Sweetie." I said to Sadie "Hi mommy! I combed Johnny's hair by myself I was carful too!" she said bouncing around
"Could Aunt Mel and I talk for a minute?" I asked my 3 year old. She nodded her head and went to find her daddy.
"So?" she asked. I nodded with tears in my eyes "Hey why are you crying?" she wrapped her arm around my shoulders
"He doesn't want it…" I whispered "Did you already tell him?" my twin asked. I shook my head 'no'
"Then how do you know he doesn't?" she asked
"He said how much Sadie loves little babies, but with like a harsh look on his face. Like I'm glad she's not one…kinda thing." I cried into my doubles shirt
"Maybe he wishes he had one…" she suggested "You think?" I sniffed
"Yeah…talk to him tonight and say something like 'do you ever think about having any more kids?' or something." She said
"Okay." I wiped my tears and went down with my sister to the party of the return of Toby
I heard a key in the door and my sister had tears in her eyes as she clutched her baby boy. The door opened to reveal Toby in his uniform. "Welcome home Toby!" everyone shouted except for my sister who was crying tears of joy
She walked up to him and handed him their son. He started crying as he met his son for the first time and hugged his wife. "I missed you so much…" Mel cried "I know baby…I missed you too…the only thing that kept me fighting was the thought of coming home to you guys." He told them
It was late when we got home and Sadie went straight to bed, because she was so tired from keeping the party a secret from mommy. I lay back on my bed and waited for my husband to come to bed so I could talk to him about…well you know.
Freddie came out of the bathroom and lay down next to me and kissed my cheek. "Did you like your party?" he asked me
"Yeah…it was fun." I said not really wanting to talk about the party
"You okay?" he asked for like the fourth time tonight
"No!" I raised my voice "I have a question for you." I sat up calmer
"O—kay. What is it?" he asked
"Do you ever think about having more kids?" I asked him
"No…I think we have our hands full with the one don't you think?" he chuckled
"Well then…if you think my daughter is too much to handle then you can leave!" I yelled
"I didn't say that." He defended
"Yes! You did! You wouldn't want to hang around anyway since you don't want more kids!" I screamed
"What do you mean?" he asked
"I'm pregnant you idiot!" I screamed and ran out of the apartment. Leaving Freddie sitting there in shock…
A/N: Soooo? How was it? Good? Great? Awesome? Horrible? (That's not really a choice) haha. How is Freddie going to react? hmmmm hmmm?
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