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I am so sorry for not posting soon (again). This was actually last weekend finished, but I was on a trip to Poland with my class and had no access to the Internet.
Here is the next chapter. I do not really like it. But I promise the next chapter will be better. It will be longer and completely about Jarlos.
Chapter 7 Couple Part One
Kendall's POV
»Logie? «
I sat on the couch in the living room. Carlos and Logan came from the kitchen.
»What's up? «
»Do you want to do something with me? It has been a while since we spent some Logie-Kendall-time. «
My boyfriend looked guilty, but before answering me he looked at Carlos questioning. Carlos nodded and whispered something in Logan's ear. He blushed and Carlos headed chuckling out.
»What do you want to do, Kenny? «
I held my arms out.
»Cuddle with me! «
Logan laughed softly and snuggled into my arms. We enjoyed the closeness to each other for a few minutes until I asked:
»What did Carlos say to you? «
He blushed.
»Carlos said: If you are lucky, Kendall will try to get in your pants «
I laughed.
»Wouldn't be that bad, right? «
My hands slid down to his butt, squeezing it lightly.
»Kendall! «
Logan jumped up.
»I told you I am not ready! «, he said angrily.
I sighed.
»I know. I wasn't serious! «
He headed to the door.
»Where are you going? «
»Spending time with Carlos until you are able to keep your hands to yourself. «
I jumped up. Now I was angry too.
»Are you fucking kidding me? You want to spend time with him? AGAIN? That is all you did the last weeks: Spending time with Carlos! In case you didn't notice I am your boyfriend, NOT HIM! But you won't even look at me, when Carlos is in the same room. Maybe you should date him, instead of me! Because I am not sure if you really want to be with me! «
The older male was shocked, but his face softened soon.
»Oh, Kenny! I am sorry. I love you. I really do. And I want to be with you. «
He tried to hug me, but I backed off.
»I don't think so…«, I mumbled.
»Please, Kendall! Trust me. I really love you! «
»And why are you not acting like you love me? «
Logan sighed and looked suddenly tired and worried.
»It is just…Carlos has a hard time right now, because he wants more than a friendship-with-benefits with James. And it hurts him really bad when he sees us being happy and in love, so I tried to act more casual when he is around. I should have told you, but I didn't and I am sorry. «
Then he told me everything: Carlos feelings, their argument and the whole other stuff about Carlos' problem. When I finally let him hug me, I was relieved. I inhaled his scent and he buried his face in my chest.
»Sorry for overreacting, Logie. «
»No, I am sorry. I should have shown you affection. You deserve something better. «
»It is okay. I was just worried. But now that I know why you acted the way you did, I am not worried anymore. «
We kissed.
»Don't tell James, okay? «
I nodded. Logan texted someone.
»Whatcha doin'? «
»It is a surprise. Give me a few minutes. «
After this few minutes Logan's phone buzzed. He quickly sent a reply and led me out of the apartment and down to the pool.
»Logie, where are we going? «
He brought me into on of the cabanas next to the pool. Inside there were a single lounge chair and two smoothies.
»I know it is not much, but at least we spend some time together. «
I smiled.
»Logie, it's perfect. «
We lay down and cuddled. I sipped from my pink smoothie. I don't know how long we lay there, but suddenly Logan got a text:
Logie, plz come. Need Ur help-Litos
Logan looked at me apologetically.
»Go, Logan. I understand. «
He smiled and kissed me.
»You are the best. Love you. «
»Love you, too. «
Now I was worried again. Not because I feared they would do something. I was worried about Carlos. Even if he was closer to Logan, he was my best friend as well. And to be honest, I didn't think Logan and Carlos would solve the problem on their own.
'Carlos has to be our priority number one. Even if Logie is the smartest of us, he isn't good at making plans. He doesn't do well under pressure. I will do everything to make James realize that he is madly in love with Carlos. '
James' POV
»I will text you later, handsome! «
A tall, gorgeous blonde girl walked away and I winked. She was new and asked me to show her around. And of course I flirted with her. Just to remind me that I can and that I like girls. Not boys and especially not Carlos.
'I am definitely not gay', I thought satisfied.
When I walked through the lobby on my way to the pool, I saw Logan puling Kendall into a cabana. I smirked. After one and a half hour tanning I decided to get a drink. But I froze when I saw something I didn't like at all. Carlos and a half naked Mike were making out. Heavily. They stood with their arms tightly around each other on the other side of the pool. Carlos' hands moved over the other boy's muscular chest and abs, while Mike's hands were on Carlos' ass. When his hands slid INTO Carlos' pants squeezing his butt, I saw red. I ran over to them and pulled Carlos away.
»Hey, man! What's your problem? «, Mike shouted.
»Calm down! I just want to talk to my best buddy. «
I dragged Carlos into the lobby.
»What the hell are you doing? «
The other guy frowned.
»Making out. Well at least until you interrupted me. «
»How could you do that? «
»James, I don't know what your problem is. We are not together. We are fuck buddies. I am allowed to make out with other people. And you have no reason to be angry. Unless you are suddenly gay for me…«
»I AM NOT GAY! And the only reason I fuck you is because you have nice, tight ass. «
»Then what the hell is your problem? «
»I don't like to share. I should be the only one to fuck you! Even if we are only fuck buddies! «
»So I am not allowed to. But you are? Because I am pretty sure you are going to fuck that blonde slut, you flirted with! «
He stormed away, pulling out his phone. Soon Logan followed him and glared at me. I sighed. Unfortunately Carlos was partly right. We weren't together. But I didn't want to sleep with that girl. I couldn't even imagine without getting the feeling of cheating on Carlos. But obviously he didn't share that feeling.
'But… Why do I just want to sleep with him? I am James Diamond! I am the face! I can get any girl I want! But I don't want…No! James, don't even think of that!'
I headed to the apartment. When I walked past Logan and Kendall's room I heard Carlos and Logan talking:
»Logie, I have no idea. «
»What do you feel when you are with Mike? «
»Great. He treats me like a god. He is so gentle and caring and hot. Mike would do everything for me. For Gods sake, he would even carry me for the rest of my life if I would ask! «
»What are you going to do? James won't like it if you will get closer to Mike. «
'Damn right!'
»He doesn't want to share! «, Carlos spat.
»James doesn't care about me. And sometimes he treats me like shit. After we had sex he crawls back into his bed not talking to me for a few hours. And we have only sex when he wants it. Sometimes I didn't even cum, because he came so quickly and he doesn't care if I came too. «
I had enough and went to my room. Was I really that bad to him? I never noticed. I could totally understand if he would go to Mike. I imagined how it would be to see them being a couple. I would have to see them being happy, see them kissing and cuddling. I would have to hear Carlos' endless babbling about Mike.
'Carlos is MY Carlos. He belongs to me. Only to me!'
I frowned.
'I am not gay. But why do I feel how I feel, when I am not gay? Do I love Carlos?'
The next chapter will be better I promise.
I know James was a dick in the last chapters, but it will change in the next . Please review!
